Wednesday, August 23, 2006

HELLO!!!!!!!


MY COM IS SICK!!!

hahah

kesian seh..okae lar..

when it is okae..

i upload long2...

many2 story to tell k..

byebye..

Saturday, July 29, 2006

hello..

long time never update..cause not in the mood this few daes..
so..hmmmmm..feeling like slapping someone face..but dont noe who is that someone..haha..okae iam so fcukin sad seh..wad have i dont wrong??wadver lar..haha..study hard go out of that damn skul..den go meet new fwen..

but i why must they said bad things about me to him lar..freak lar..shit sia..hahha..

nvm..believe in karma wad they done to me now..other time other pple will do that same thing to them..

wanted to change my blogskin but the blogskin website rosak plak..leceh seh..hahaha

long time nvr share problem wif my sweethearts sha..many story wanna tell..but she just a busy women..hope she is happy always and sihat2..cause she the only person i love rtie now..ceh haha..

now iam so2 missing someone..haha..that someone is so2 changing the behaviour towards me..

btw sha..we must catch the movie..the lakehouse!!!

okae lar..gtg..

byebye

Friday, July 21, 2006

hello...

long time nvr update my blog cause busy..very busy women..haha..and iam sick this few daes..havin bad stomachache..and cramp cause red light..

had great time at skul just now..it was be urself dae!!!and all classes dressup very nice..and they have good teamwerk seh..not like my class but okae lar they wear black or red or white cloth..got to admit i like 4e3 class,4e5,4e4,2e1 and myself of course they have teamwerk..like 4e3 every year they have their own superd unique idea..and this year they wear mask and its so unique..4e5 allwhite and it is so nice..4e4 wear japanese style so nice..2e1 wear like pirate..they are so cute!!!and my class haha..he is so damn cute okae..i got to admit that i dont believe he wear like that..but haishh he jeling me just now..idiotic moronically moron!!! haha..

okae it hurts wen i think about next year cause the person i adore will be livin the skul..such as SHA!!kat,fidah,zima,and of course the other person i noe..and esp them the person i love..haishhh..so sad..

okae get back to just now topic..i was wearing like freak and not nice at all..nad dressup was so nice..and it is superb nice..haha dhidi also wear so nice..and haizad,ian,hamzee,nabil and farhan nice seh ur wearing..to keong,ray and jieren WTF!!!!you wear like that i like it so much!!!cause it is so damn nice k..fardianah also nice and i like her wearing..

nvr take picture cause we ar not in the mood of takin picture..tomorrow my kak sedare will be angage and i was so tired and my st0mach hurts so bad..but i will try to smile..if can!!haha..

okae lar..this is a long entries..

byebye..

to sha..I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY DEARIE FWEN DONT FORGET ME WEN U GONE NEXT YEAR!!!!

Saturday, July 15, 2006

hello

hello..
long time nvr update seh..busy mann..hahah..todae oso nery busy..and no mood cause i wanna go baybeat!!!but rain..and dont noe wad to wear..haha..last thursdae had a trip to bukit chandu seh..haha..fun lar..laugh2..inside the bus was so fun!!!mr shairil give us to take out our hp and mp3 player hahaha...i take pic many2..but haven upload..lazy seh..hahah during inside the museum was fcukin scary sia..i was quiet the hold way..hahah..cause the statue was so scary..then have a walk at the near by bridge wif haizad..he was jumping and i was fuckin scared..haha cause i afraid of high..that bridge was so tinggi..he keep jumping2..reach the place back..all of us like horse is..breathless..haha..okae lar..here are some of the pic..


a beg from a malay askar

do you get it??why i was so scared..

a note that been write by a lady..

edited by dhidi..nice kn?

cute rite??!!i love my classmate so much..
we all surrender but ray was pretending to be hero!!haha

okae lar..got many pic but lazy ar..
byebye

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

sick me

hello..

haiyo2..today very not feeling well seh..sick like hell..havin high fever..mum come and take me from skul just now..was sitting or sleeping at sick bay for one and half hours so late sia..then my fwen all come to see me..like at hospital seh..so cute lar they..i love them alot!!!okae..haha..then vomit2 then sleep2..

so this few days kinda okae lar...today a day off..no housewerk to do..so happy..all the way sleep..like pig..mum cook bubur for me..but nvr eat..

congrats to nani for her one month wif durul yesterdae..and to nadia congrats for your three month wif acit todae..hope krg kekal..and to me esok one year been liking him..haha..

okae lar..later wen i okae already update long2...

miss him seh...haishh...

daaaaaaaaaa

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

hello

hello...

haishhh..hate my life..

why must all this happen to me???mum nag2 to me..scold2 me..dad also start to scold me all that..why???friendship problem???why cant anyone understand me???
all this problem make me crazy..cant conseterated in class..all the math topic i study nvr msasok otak..hahaha..still can laugh sia..wtfreak seh farah...iam i gonna be crazy soon or iam going to imh soon...please allah i dont want..cause i wanna study..haha wtfreak sia...

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so..tats how i feel lately..haha

byebye

Monday, July 03, 2006

hello

hello...

haishhh very sad seh..dont noe why..haishhh..dont noe lar..

but just now was fun!!!
haha go out wif sha..very fun..go cp oni..but it was fun..we catch 3.00 p.m movie..just my luck..it was superb good...haha..give 10 star sia tat movie..bfore movie still have time..go makan ice kachang for me and honey dew sago for her...the sago is like sperm seh..and we talk and let out our feeling it was fun seh..then watch the movie..so fun seh..i like the part wen they were kissing and change their luck..like wuhooo..haha..
then go home sha go buy the cheese ball it was so nice..and mahal..then walk halfway home sha wanted the balls again so we walk back and buy the chocolate ball tis time..haha then walk till sha bustop house then take bus go home..

haishh tomorrow skul seh..boring!!!!like "N"n"N" is changing seh..like why are they sharing their secret wif me anymore??and why are they layan me like always??wad i done wrong seh..like wtfreak seh..i nvr dine anytin wrong..but nvm..if they hate me no use to force them to like me..tol tk??haha..macam paham jek..haha..

okae lar..got gamelang haha..gamelang seh..me nad and nani got practice..haha..

byebye..

<333333333333 and miss my hi5 geng..nadnirulsyid....

Thursday, June 29, 2006

hallu...

haishh..wtfreak sia..i hate my life ar..seriously ar..cam ape seh..wad i do all wrong..like iam a black shhep of fam sia!!!!arghhhh...got so many problems..skul problem is the suxs of all..like wadeve lar wif her..u make ur own way of living i make my own way of living..like wadeve lar..haha..wanna call ppl bitch her ownself like bitch..

skul was okae lar..study my great..nani and nadia was great too..sit wif nadia is crazy..haha but we study cause we got nothing better to do then study..haha..nani sit near us so during eng can talk out loud ar..haha..yanti and maries and syikin also crazy like mie..haha now we are like so stress why must tat gal carik psl wif us..but go to hell wif her..

then about personal problem..hurhur..get into him back..and iam superb sad cause..dont noe..its personel..hurhur...hahaha..giler..

i wanna save money wanna go shopping and for some present to buy for the gfs and bfs bdae tats comin..must buy cause i love them..haha..

change new skin..like it is so simply..but nice lar to mee..i wanna keep it simply and nice cause i like tat kind...

ohhya..i had a dream that a group of pple wanna rembat me till i pensan and then i wake up..like haishh hope its not real ar..cause i dont wanna pensan..haha..the pain can tahan but if i get kill how..jeng3..no farah animore..hahaha..choi2..hahah

okae lar gtg...

byebye..

[[mybeautifulpupu]]

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

hello...
skul SUCKS!!!!!!!

hahaha..thats wad i can said for now..hahah..skul really really sucks..hahah..i hope i can shout this loud out loud at mr chan(chan mali chan) hahaha...like wad seh..but the best part..we go home damn early..no morning run!!!!!!!wuhoooooooo..for tech class wed,thurs,and fri go home damn early seh!!!!wuhoooooo...and i got tang su liang for my cpa!!!hahaha trojen!!!!hahaha..can bully him ar..hahaha...

k..ferst dae already meet him..so my miss for them all fade away hahaha...wanna meet him everyday..and talk to him..hahaha..da2 cukup2...long time nvr update ar..cause no time to update..busy seh!!!!hurhur haha...

gila punya org..tuesdae meeet the hi5 geng but i go home early no mood seh..like a tongol seh sit there..no one talk to me..hahaha..nvm..lame tak jumper matair per..bbl ngan kwn pun lupa..haha..majok ar!!!!hahaha..jokin2..my gfs have alot of fun..

okae lar..i gtg already...wanna go sleep..

byebye...

<33333333333333333333333333333333him and another him alot...

Saturday, June 24, 2006

hello

hello..
so boring seh..two more daes skul gonna open soon seh..boring lar...!!!please...i wanna drop skul..hahaa..no lar jokin oni..i like skul..i love study..cause i wanna be clever..and get top five lar..hahaa..ceh2..okae now iam happpy with my life..

thx od iam happy now..all thx to nad,nani and the person that call me kepale batu..iam not kepale batu okae durul..sometimes oni lar..haha..thx to him lar always nasihat2 mie..haha scld2 me..sedih seh..but its all for my own good...haha..love them alot ar..acit also not forgoten although we not close..but his still my bestfwen lar..love my hi5 geng alot hahah..da2 stop it lar..

okae now iam listening to teddy geiger song..almost all his song i download and it is superb nice seh...haha..wuhooooo..

skul gonna open soon...haha nad tak suke seh..but i like ar..cause skul bagus wad..haha..but i haven ready for skul yet cause no mood..later lar eh later..haha..must wake up early..wahh!!!tak favourite seh...haha..i wanna wake up late..haha..

okae lar..gtg ar..
<3333333333333333333333333333333333333my hi5geng alot...

byebye...

Thursday, June 22, 2006

lonelyday

hello peeps...

haishh today no mood ar..like wanna jump from 12 floor seh...die more good ar..then go on with my fcukin life..haishh..wanna cry out loud ar..haishh..from just now mum nag and nag at me..i do almost all the house work but she still nag seh..but nvm mum rite..wad can i do..

yesterdae go library study..wif nadia,nani,durul,syido and nani bro..kinda fun but not that fun ar..cause i have no mood seh..went there teman durul study i also study cause skul is opening soon so study lar..wanna be clever seh..haha..nani,nad also study..so waited till 3+ then acit cam..then after that walk home..ramai2..so fun but my fcukin mood turn into bad mood..i was mengamok tak tentu psl..to durul and nani iam sorry for being rude to you two yesterdae arh..but they understand me ar..haishh..

why seh this happen to me again and again...arghhhhhh!!!!..like one time takpe ar many2 time like wtfreak sia..why!!!feel like wanna die but cannot hajal maut di tangan tuhan so cannot do anything ar..haha..siow!!!...then jodoh also die tangan tuhan so i just wait lar..maner tahu allah wanna jodoh mie with taufik batisah ke..shah ke..haha..teddy geiger also can wad..we dont noe..haha..

now my brain is adidcted with system of a down song..lonely day..this song durul send..first hear like boring..when i hear that song again superb sia..can make me cry cause very meaningful to me lar..haha..

nahh the video of that song..

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

hmmmmmmmmm

hello...

todae so fcukin boring..hahah..stay at home..today nvr do any house werk cause i damn lazy seh todae...sit at my abg ambin and play the computer the hold dae..no one can disturb me..haha..chat wif many2 ppl today..haishh..so boring lar...wanna be free like a bird..lalalal...belah lar farah nak free..in dream jek lar eh...hahaha..wanna go out lar..cause iam dam bored at home..haishhhh....

tomorrow maybe going out..maybe jek..


okae lar...wanna continue chatting wif *****...

byebye..<33333

Monday, June 19, 2006

hellupeeps

hello..

todae nonthing much to cite ar..cause one hold dae at home seh..so boring seh..wake up early in the morning not that early lar..around 12...hahah..then nani msg ask me to follow her go vista point go pasar!!!i also buy some stuff to cook like mak2 seh kite..abei hujan lagi ngan payung..imagine that me nani wif plastic and payung??!!haha..okae2..then go home do that do this..then meet my boyfren ahha my com lar..hehe..my com is my bf lar..haha..one dae nvr meet like crazy sia..haha..okae da2...

watch anugerah skrin..like iam so not the puas hati seh..shah the great pelakon and pegacare..never win like wth??!!!i very puas hati suriani nvr win like wohooo!!!!she deserve to kalah mann...haha..cause i hate her..like wadeva lar..and i also puas hati huda won that contest..cause her acting is superb good sia...shahril also not bad lar..he good in acting too...

now chatting wif marsh..boring seh many pple online but marsh only chat wif mmie..nvm we both crazy..ahahah...love her alots lar..hehe..

just now around 5 chat wif ***** and we fight i dont noe wad i tell him hurt him until he ask for breakup friendship..i was like wth...haha nvm lar..just wanna that person to noe..i treasure our friendship lar...

okae lae to him and my gfs tc k..

byebye...

[[Mybeautifulpupu]]

Sunday, June 18, 2006

unfaithful

hello...
haishhh...stress seh today..dont noe why..see my first entries...i hate him..but i dont noe who is that him!!!hahah strange lar aku ni...

yesterdae nite...
go celebrate fathers dae at east cost..mie and my sibling by for my dad "CARS" head pillow for his tanker and taxi..hope he like it lar..then wanna go home got this taxi i tink that taxi driver mabok or something ar..he was driving and the car signal always open ...like me and my mum panic already..haha..scared ar sia..then my dad drive taxi as slow as posible..haha..then we saw the taxi almost hit the motorbike sia..that part i shout like hell inside the taxi..haha then the taxi and the van almost bump into each other..haha..luckily all alive..haha..

haishh stress seh..why must i like him??!!!why cant other guy i like...haishhh..i hope nobody noe..or not i die sia..haha..then get to know he attach...haha nvm we can be bestfwen rite???haha

i miss nad,nani sha..so much and all my gfs ar...nad atlast da alik alhamdulillah she selamat...to him that i hate..eh fcuk off lar i wanna my life to be free wihout you....please lar..

okae to my father...HAPPY FATHER DAES!!!!i love him always..and to bits...


<33333newhim...and>

i hate him!!!!

I
HATE
HIM!!!
CAUSE
HE
MAKE
ME
HATE
HIM!!!!

WHY
MUST
HE
MAKE
ME
HATE
HIM!!!

Friday, June 16, 2006

iamnotbeingmyself

hello...
haishhh...WHY??!!!! why must this happen to me...why??!!!why??!!why??!!why??!!..hahaha..

so tired seh todae..go follow mother and her friend so airport..just to eat there...siow..haha..but have fun lar wif cik aida..she so funny seh..she call me her daughter..cause i carry her bonia sling beg...superb exicted sia carry tat beg...haha cause that beg damn expensive sia..hahaha..

da2 cukup..
hahah..i miss nadia so much seh...tomorrow she comin home!!!yeah!!!!so happy..cause i miss her tat bad seh...of course i miss nani too...we three gfs seh..of course..myyellowpooh too i miss her..cutiepie too...only sha oe who is cutiepie..keep it to urself k gal..haha..

i wish one dae..i can be thin!!!hahha..cause i wanna be thin..haha..malunye aku..haha..so wad i care seh..keep sha werd dont look down on yourself...

okae lar..byebye...

[[Mybeutifulpupu]]

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

hellopeeps

hello..

i miss my peeps!!!!!HIM!!!nad!!nani!!!sha!!!All lar...wanna meet them all..hahaha...

okae2..i miss nad seh..haishhh..she go malaysia..sat then go home..wth so long..nvm..so i also miss nani..dont noe why..haha..him alot seh..haishhh..

i got bad stomach ache now a daes..seriously ar...haishhh...haishh..

now iam addited to teddy geiger!!!!his hot sia!!!and orlando bloom too...so hot sia they two...hahaha..but i love teddy geiger more!!!!!cause he soooooooo dammmmmmmnnnnnnn hensem!!!!arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hahahaha...hahaha my msn display pic also his face...cause his damn hensem!!!!!hahahah

haishh i decided to put tagboard back..and tat saiful still tagging me and maki2 mie..haishhh...wth sia....nvm lar saiful..up to you lar...as long as you happy...

okae i got teddy giger pic and orlando bloom wanna see??!!!hahaha nahhh..




------------->teddy geiger..damn his hensemand sweet rite??!!!!!!!!!!













----------->orlando bloom!!!!cute and hensem rite!!!!hahaha







hahah better stop my crazy over them...hahaha..

but teddy geiger...I LOVE YOU!!!!hahah

okae2..but i love him more lar..

<33333333333my gfs tc okae

Sunday, June 11, 2006

hello!!!

hello....
hello peeps..hello gfs..hello stranger..haha..todae very pening sia..got people marry under my block..haha the song all like shit mann..hehe..got kuda kepan but nvr menurun..so not gerek ar..so holidae was very boring..

last note follow mak and bak go pancin at changi!!!u noe the changgi village the old want..naik lorry lagi..jalan depan old changi hospital..fcuk ar..then reach there walk so dark seh...me all the way look down seh..like iam walking at the graveyard in the middle of the night..haha..hen reach at the fishing port..haha..hear many2 sound..the strange want also..haha..my heartbeat..beat faster and faster every second..hahah..then seat there so boring..menyesal ikut seh..see bak fishing..no fish seh..but i was fcukin scared sehh..haha..then abg azarin came wif his fwen..bring food for us..so good of him..then go home i cover my eyes otw home..hahha..scary cat sia me..hahha

but i have fun lar..

next appointment is wif nad and nani and syido and durul..gonna watch movie..but dont lar the plan yet..money have already so no problem lar..haha..

miss them all..especially him..i kinda miss my old him..dont noe why..haha...nvm..just pray to god that they okae and may god bless them always..haha...

okae lar..now havin a bad stomachache..hurhur..haha

byebye..

<333333333my gfs..miss them

Thursday, June 08, 2006

FCUKLAR!!

hello...

to tat fcuker that tagging on my board and scloding badwerds to me..eh SAIFUL or i should said KEDI!!why are u not happy wif me??kalau kau tak pua ngan aku ckp ar..nak tag aku...takot pe sial..kau maki mak aku nye puki..mak kau takde puki ke...kau da babit kan mak aku apasal??!!!sialnye perangai kau...and tu tat nad..iam trying to be good to you and u trying to call all your gina2 tu disturb me like wtf sia??if i got done anything wrong tell me ar..noneed to maki2 pe...wad the hell...nvm..i just believe in karma..whoever you ar..and u scold me badwerd..u will feel how i feel one dae..hahaha..stupid pple...

and to saiful tu..iam sorry if i done anything wrong..just dont scold my mum can???and tell me wad i done wrong..please lar pple...

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

HELLO!!!!

hello...
sorry peeps..nvr update for so long..cause i go holidae!!!haha so fun sia..

on fridae night go take train at 11.30p.m shift but at 1 am then that fcukin train come..inside the train sleep2..hahah 7 hours sia..so long my butt like burning..haha..then reach kl go sunway lagoon go swim2..until got sunburn hahaha..then after that go eat..eat eat eat..so many sia eat..fat became fatter sia me..my aunt and my uncle..saw makan place comfirm stop and eat..haha..then go take bus from klia to genting..then take skyway go up..my heart beat so damn fast sia..cause iam afraid of high..hahah..shhsss..hahah...the cable car was damn tinggi sia..haha..and its take around 30 min to reach genting..hahah..then reach already go search for my hotel at first world hotel..the lobby kinda very highclass hotel..but nice lar..the hotel room was damn small..we book three hotel..my aun and uncle..my mom and dad..and another room for us cousin2..haha..was fun seh..but at nite wanna sleep so scare cause i sleep near the toilet..but wad i care i sleep like pig cause the hole dae walking and so damn tired..hahah..the next dae go outdoor and indoor theme park..so fun seh..i go ride the spinner,hotballon wheel,the nerverecking rollercoster and many more ar..but the most seram is the rollercoster ar..hahaha..after that ride i have a headache..kacau mood seh..then go indoor eat med already then have fun again..hahah but indoor boring ar..all game like go sweet gituk..hahah..then i eat famous amos wow nice sia..so many my aunt but i eat all..hahaha..eat ice cream hahaha..fat2..hahaha..okae finish about holidae..

now about that PATHETIC LOSER that still tagging me and use diff pple name..hahaha like wtf..u wanna confran me and scold me bad thing and used other pple name..like wadeva lar..

hahaha now iam missing him so bad..haha..and myNADIA and myNANI so much...hahah

okae lar..

<33333333333333him an them

Thursday, June 01, 2006

FCUKLAR!!!

hello pple...
hahhaha..okae as u can see my subject..iam very angry sia..who is that anonymous sia!??!!?!?!...why must you keep tagging on my tag board...dare to scold me badwerds..dare to tell ur name ar ??such a PATHETIC LOSER!!!!!and COWARD too...chicken!!!!fcuk lar..u think u used chipmunkII nick i wanna fight wif her...ohplease lar...shes my GUDFWEN tol tak nad?? shes my everything...and please stop being a evil!!!dont jealous lar..i nope lar nad and me nvr fight bfre..but majok got ar...but we dont take thing so serious lar deh..stop being so like STUPID!!! chicken..just tell me ur real name..i tell me wad ur probelm wif me...like wtf...i noe u noe me and nad...cause i tad nad too...like hey chicken ownup lar...

okae forget about tat PATHETIC LOSER!!!!

okae tomorrow iam going to kl already but at nite ar..cause take train...after that go genting..havin alot of fun...must..so to my beloved nad...tc okae..and my beloved nani too...

to all my gfs lar senang tc okae
<33333333333333 you all....

<33333him to..haha

to that PATHETIC LOSER!!!CHICKEN!!!!COWARD!!!stop bothering me lar..

Monday, May 29, 2006

happyholidae!!!

hello..
thx god its holidae now..but kinda happy kinda sad ar...hahaha iam happy cause iam goin holidae!!!yeay!!haha..going kl then genting..much enjoy there and hilang kan my stress sia.cant wait this 2nd june till 6th june gonna hve alot of fun..hehe..

iam also kinda sad sia..i miss him so bad..no msg from him..long time sia he nvr msg me..why issit so..haishh..hahha nvm lar..hope he sihat2 always..yeay!!!and all the best lar for him..

yesterdae go swensen wif fam..
i eat spagethi and meatball and banasplit...was superb hahah...
later got pic..

todae watch anugerah skirn and shall you dance..both my fav kuar sia...junaidi and anthon..like wtf sia..for junaidi..are singaporean pple blind or wad sia his damn good..and athon was damn good..ike..hahah..nvm..

okae lar wanna go rehat already..so tired..

my bananasplit pic..haha










haha nice sia..muahaha

okae lar..to all my gfs tc okae..jgn uat benda tak btol okae..
<3333333333333 u all much2...

Thursday, May 25, 2006

iamsckandtiredoflove

hello

todae iam very tired..not very but..really tired..my leg hrts..my middle finger cannot band..haha..because of play touch rugby..was fcukin fun..hahah we won..miza for selenger sia..we score there she go score other place..hahah miza2..but she play very well..the third game we play..she score..and we hope we the only house that score for that touch rugby game..my leg all very pain..hahah...nvm..i wanna tell principal ar..wanna have touch rugby as our cca..haha..but entah lar..

tomorrow last dae..and iam so fcukin sad..cannot meet my fwen..my gfs..him..must ssee his face many2 so nvr miss him...just now battle of the band..was SUPERB dan group play very well..yus group also yus play drum very good sia..jealous hahaha..sharie group also nbot bad,apek group was very fun make me crazy and the winner kincip group they was damn SUPERB hahaha arid rocks!!!mathin u rocks that drum..master was like a pro guitarist sia..like i was so fcukin shock he can play like so superb like tat..and not forgeton kincip..he is cute on his guitar..hahaha..mie and my gfs shouting like hell..and now we all ade serak..hahaha..janji rock..

hahah okae lar..todae iam not in the mood ar..

byebye..

<33333333333 him..
<333333333333 mygfs..

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

helloall

hello...
iam damn happy todae..i get my result slip back..and i improve damn good sia..hahah..banger seh..my math from ugraded to band 1 haha..wtfreak..hahaha from class position 22 to 15 now 10 bestnye..i wanna be clever although iam tech..i wanna prove to me mum iam clever..ahha...my dad is damn happy..he wanna buy for me a pencil box..haha..he think iam still small2..hahah..but i love him alot!!!...so nad and nani also did a great job..sowie nani i took ur position..hahaha..

haishh happy2 jugak ar..but iam still sad sia..iam happy outside but inside my heart break into million of pieces..the week da start holidae da..and i must miss him damn much..i hope he pass his exam..

so todae my bro bdae..da 19 best seeh nvr celebrate cause sun wanna go swensen!!!wow his bdae i also get to eat swensen..hahah..bestnye...happy birthdae to him..

to my gfs nad and nani..hope we are happy always..and nani u will get him one dae k..

and to the others gfs...tc k..<333333

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

hello

being sad again...so noo mood to update...haishhh..fcuk lar..i hate my life lar..dont noe why..being hurt so many times...

so last thursday i overheard this sond at radio...kinda like it..so here the video clip..so small...haha..enjoy..

to all my sec four express peeps gud luck on ur malay o level..

rossa->aku bukan untukmu

Monday, May 22, 2006

hellosemua!!

hello...
iam still sad about that thing happen to me..but iam okae lar..just hope he will be my bestfwen back...please allah help me...hahah...

so todae havin fcukin great time wif new gfs...like wtfreak i have new gfs...hahaha...really fun sia wif them..make my sadnest fade away..so good...laugh2 like hell..we join interhouse touch rugby...just imagine i play rugby like wtfreak..hahah but iam fat can hug the ball tig...hahha...hope that guy nvr watch ar...malu siak..hahah...
kak zimah,sheila,nabilah,shima,amira,zulaikah is my new hang around gfs...fun sia wif them...since the sports daes briefing..so fun!!!!...hahah

so all my subject pass..math get 73,eng 52.7 haha eng bodoh bangat,malay 83 highestinclass haha,cpa 82 can lor pass,eoa 67.7 haha..hate that subject...

i have oni one picture wif the new gfs..kak zima send more lar..haha..

k..to all my gfs thx for cheering me up..

here the pic..
love them much2..

Friday, May 19, 2006

janganbencibilangcinta

Hello...
haishhhhh...SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD, SAD.SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD, SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD, SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,SAD,

thats what i can said rite now..cause iam so sad..but iam piss off too sia..i think got someone make story to him..thats why he hate me now...please lar to that particular person..stop making story about me..iam i that fcukin popular that u wanna make story..please lar..stop that..fcuking irrating sia..

what sha said..just believe in karma..so i just believe in that thing...

and to him..fcuk off lar..wanna jeling2...gie mampus..

<3333>

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

sudahtusudah

hello...
todae iam sick thyats why nvr come skul sia todae..no mood to go skul..hehehe...iam so happy get my math,cpa result..hahaha math get 73 over 100 and cpa 43 over 60..so happy seh..i make my father smile hole dae..i love him..heheh..so i kinda miss nad nani and him..hehehe...bbut nah sudahtusudah..i cant make him like mie..iam the only one ss seh..nvm2..sabar jek lar..to who ever read thi dont be kpo ar..hahaha..jokin oni..read lar nothing personal to keep sia...what true is true...

so yesterdae dia was very puas hati sia..the ending make me smile..hehehe..fifi can go and die..like org gila..i like indo guy so cute sia all..like randi..wanna go indon ar ..eheh..carik guy at there..but first kurus kn badan ar..baru leh dpt yang hensem2..hahah..DREAM ON lar farah..haha..

so..nadia and nani esok nak kuar jalan2 boring lar kat umah..nak2??heheh..call me..

k arh byebye..

<33333333>

miss ya alot..hehe..

to gfs tc k..

Sunday, May 14, 2006

happymotherdaes...

HELLO
happy mother daes to my mama...hope she are happy always...soo hurhur..iam bored lar...miss sooooo many people...so now iam sending song to dull mybelovedadek..todae nvr go out..

so during the pass few daes of holidae..it was fun lar..on fridae nite go eat wif fam at hawa cause the next dae was my dad bdae..i buy for him new sunglasses the price was 39.95 to me is not that expensive..because since i was born he was the one who work and gave me money to be a person that iam now..and i aprreciate it alot..thats why iam a daddygal..hehehe...so sat go out wif cuzzin go esplanade then go eat at marina square then go bugis take neoprint like crazy we spend 19 bux on it but nvm sekali kale..its was so fun..our next date is on 17 june..

so now at home waiting for nad to go home from jb and nani from batam..miss them alot..no one call me..hehehe..my gfs are all busy now..to shakillah if is reading this..i just wanna tell u are..if iam a stranger in ur life..i just wanna you to be happy in ur life..and choose the rite thing at the rite time k..

k arh now iam kinda busy..
miss him alot sehh..
btw to nad and nani tues tak payar dtg skul ar..haha..

<33333333 my gfs alot...
tc..

Friday, May 12, 2006

Happysadangryismyemotionfortodae

Hello...
todae iam very boring..heheh...

got nothing to update just wanna put my fav song lyric..heheh

utopia-antara ada dan tiada...

Setiap ku melihatmu
Ku terasa di hati
Kau punya segalanya
Yang aku impikan

Dan anganku tak henti
Bersajak tentang bayangmu
Walau kutahu
Kau tak pernah anggapku ada

Ku tak bisa menggapaimu

Takkan pernah bisa
Walau sudah letih

Aku tak mungkin lepas lagi
Kau hanya mimpi bagiku

Tak untuk jadi nyata
Dan sgala rasa buatmu
Harus padam dan berakhir

Kan selalu
Ku rasa hadirmu
Antara ada dan tiada...


nice you know the song..eheheh

k arh..byebye..

to all my gfs tat reading this...tc k <33333>

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

YIPEEE!!!!

Hello..
yeah!!!exam finish already..so happy seh..this week cpa was easy..but eoa thoery damn diff sia..scare seh fail..hehee..but nvm..my english ok2 lar can do..math also can do..but mr eng said got 10 people fail for paper one..who can tat be..maybe me hahah coi2 dont want ar..hehe..malay was damn easy..so i hope i pass all the subject ar..please allah help me..heheh...now about my

P.P...iam being so sad this few dae..he never msg me..haishh.and iam qondering why seh..i cant get a happiness moment wif him..or any of my admire..u see my heart been broken every single dae of my life..how can i stand seh..issit because iam fat..i think so..haishhh..rugi aku jadi org gemuk sak..hahah..nvm but my fwen like mie for who iam..so now iam hapie sat going out wif cousin..go jalan2 dont noe where to go just jalan2 cam org giler..heheh...hope my mum bagi lar..todae is my makibu bdae..hapie bdae to her..three more dae is my dad bdae..and DAMN dont have money to buy for him that sunglasses tat he wanted..hehee..nvm2..i can get money..haha..

My gfs ar all hapie now..nadia untung ar kau mak kau da bagi green light..nani pun same sak...takpe2 mane tahu bile lar aku da laku lagi 10 tahun kot..mak aku cam gituk jugak..heheh..too nani..kau sabar jek menanti die k..i noe he will sound stead you one dae..to nadia a.k.a buang tebiat nye pompan..hahah..ur mum give her trust one you jgn sampai die tak trust kau agi seh..just dont lie ur mum again nanti kite yang jadi mangse die..okae tc you too...


k arh tired of typing..just now eoa must type very long..haha..

<33333>




------->sape tu..hahaha..nad and nani you two noe..




okae lar..to all my gfs tc k..

Monday, May 08, 2006

assalamualaikum

hallo...
(smile)haha tebiat sia tiba smile..da sah..hehe..so now iam happy but sometimes sad so just ingore it lar..so now iam in love again..farah in love again lar..nanti kene hearbroken ngages..weak ar farah..hahaha..i dont noe its true or not i like him..but okae ar..only nad and nani noe..cause they my besties now..BAGOS!!!..hahahaha...so i been busy wif mid-yr..damn math paper two is diffilcult..damn it..i dont wanna fail..cause i wanna go out..hahah..now iam wacthing dia..sia ar very complicated sia the stody..haha..but nvm2..k arh gtg already..

to all my gf Tc k <3333

to CHIPMUNKII..
nad aku tak sabar june holidae got suprise2..haha..hope we can be besties always...tc k nad..and hope you and him berkekalan ..amin..

to CHICKADESS..

aku tahu kau tak bace,...tapi aku nk ckp..kau sabar jek..u will get him..a.s.ap beb..haha..okae..tc too..jgn sad2..iam always here for you..and hope we can be besties long2 also..

byebye..

Thursday, May 04, 2006

stresswifmid-yr

hello...
stress seh..MATH!!!!is killing mie sia..paper one was easy..i love you mr eng..so good sia him..give note..same question as midyr but diff num..haha..bagus kan..yesterdae he gave us revision for pape two..itwasfcukindiffilcult sia..iam trying my best to pass again and get great marks again..so june can go out lar..heheh..cant wait..hehe..so now a daes my life sometimes iam happy..sometimes sad...so now iam 50-50..heheh..now a daes i have no mood then fight wif me mum..like iam being damn rude to her sia..iam sorry mama..my daes bdae is cumin soon...my bro also..and mother daes is comin..money2 i want money to buy for them present...hahha..yesterdae sha gave me bdae present..i like it so much..the story book must be damn expensive seh..and the frame..is soooo nice..i will keep it foreva gal...i took pic of my bdae persent later i put...for now my heart has been stole by other guy..and iam lovin tat guy..alot...ehehhe...farah2..kau suka org but org tak suka aku lar,..haha..k arh

<3333himalot

here the pic...










the k750I from my dad..
the potpuri from NAD my CHIPMUNKII
the green adidas watch from abg sarip and kak syiqeen
the adiddas perfume and guess body cream is from my kaksedare...
the bangle and tabung is from MARIES...
the badge from DHIDI...
The mickeymouseholder from JIEWEN...










this all is from SHAKILLAH a.k.a yellowpooh..
i heartz them all sha..
thx alot...

this is my happiest bdae ever..

Monday, May 01, 2006

iamback!!!

hello...
iam back..hehe..so happy get to use the net back..bum bum..heheh..iam okae for the fwe weeks..iam been trying to get over him..atlast i can forget him already..no love sign of him inside my heart also..but its cool to forget a person that u been loving for 1year and 3month..haha..but i can get over it..weeeee...this is wad i want..to be happy without saddnest in my life...butonlygotonedamngalmakemehateher...haha...now is midyear time..eng paper one and malay paper and malay listening is over..kinda easy..now iam studying math..cause iwanna pass it again..hehe..i miss nad and nani and sha..they all out of singapore..hehe..ok arh wanna continue study...

to all my gf tc <333

btw happy birthdae to him..
happy bdae to eu..

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

helloeveryone...

hello..
sad to said..i will be off sometime..cause mid year is coming and my mum dont allow me to surf the net..so i must wait till the end of my exam then can surf net..i miss chatting wif sha..irah..riah..kat..fidah..ayu..NADIA..hahah..and blablabla..haha..okae lor..byebye

Thursday, April 13, 2006

yipeeeee

hello....
wad a tired day today..heheh...today got house meeting..hehehe..iam in red house...boring seh..then after that housemeeting then got malay...hahaha abg botak abg gundu tak dtg agaknye..heheh...waited for one period..without relief teacher wait infront the third floor mother tongue room...so boring like budak bodoh tunggu lame2 kat situ...after that p.e..thank god its raining..no p.e..we chitchat2.at canteen so fun..cite2 hantu..hahah..very scary sia..nana lar..tell me all the ghost story..make me cannot sleep at nite..how dare you..hehe..then english so boring talk2..then math BEST sia...haha..i like math..but mr eng everytime said this phrase "less talking more working"wth..hahah..but i like his teaching..so three dae at home..doing nothing..fridae at home..sat go make ic..sun at home...hahah..tomorrow arie bdae..happy bdae to you arie..then next week mon marries bdae...so many sia bdae..okae lar..

byebye..
<3333>
and to all my gfs take care

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

weeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!

hello...
weeeee...haishhh..boring sia...so long never update..got techinal problem..heheh..no lar lazy ar to update cause no mood sia...just now skul...got three subject oni to learn..i like wednesday...so early go home..heheh..yesterday...so boring seh at home..wanna sleep cannot sleep until 1.30 a.m..haha..just now malay SUCKS mann!!!! tak abg botak abg gundu tu very irritating sia..always scold me..nadia..nani..marz..syikin..yanti..nana..we nvr talk also kene marah...siow nye teacher..Damn ass!!!hahah..wadeve lar wif him..maybe he is old already..da nyanyok!!but just now was kinda no mood at skul..but during cpa..gerek sia..just do some thing for two period and another two period got internet time..bt kinda bored ar..heheh..just now recess saw him..so saket kan ahti seh..heheh..k arh..wanna watch american idol..weeeee..hahah..

<333333...

Saturday, April 08, 2006

thissaddnestiskillingmeinside

hello....
hmmmmm..as my subject said thissaddnestiskillingmeinside, ya i really cant stand this sadnest feeling anymore..like everytime i like this guy must have someone blocking me to get him...but i also know ar that iam not pretty..who want me..but why cant i have a happiness moment for a while or foreva??..now all my gfs(in class) are happy accept me, everytime iam the only one single, has been two years...i just trying myself to change my behaviour so guys will like me...but when iam change they will said that iam too fat for them..nvm lar...but iam also HAPPY weeeeeeeeee...last wed..the day about my appendix..i was sick at home nvr go skul for two days...while iam sleeping..all of sudden my cousin came and gave me, my birthday present..wuhooooo...so happy...i get green adidas watch...i really wanna that watch but it just too expensive for me...hehehe...sooooo happy..heheh..ok lar..that all...byebye..

weeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....
<3333333333 allmygfs..


Tuesday, April 04, 2006

nomoodme!!

hello..
weeeeeeeeeeeee.....so happy..cause yest my bdae...ehehe...get so many wishes...hehehe...so happy...almost 15 years i been celebrating my bdae...but this birthday i treasure the most..cause many pple wish me..hahah..so happy..thanz to all the peeps that wish me...now iam 15 trying to be good gal ar..my study now..more and more good..heheh..so goode..todae..raining..very heavy..got cpi hours just now..pick up litter..heheh..hurt my hand on the way home...so slipery...then my hand hit the wall that have rocks..hahah...about my bdae presnt ok lar kinda happy wif it...
from:
Parents >> new hp..k750i
kak shidah>>t-shirt
dhidi>>badge
mardiah>>cute money saving bottle
so i wanna thx to them also..for giving me all this thing..k arh tats all..byebye..<33333

Saturday, April 01, 2006

aprilfool!!

hello..
today 1st april and its april fool day..hahah..so funny seh...prank many people..hahah..just cam back from plaza singapura..sooo tired..so shopping..mie mum and sis oni..mie buy skirt oni..heheh...nvm..give dem chance to shopping..yesterday..skul sucks!!!mr eng nvr come..no math seh..hate it...i wanna math..my result..all pass..my math get 88.9..for the first time i pass my math wif flying colours...my malay ahah..get 50 oni..haha..my gfs also same marsk..dont noe why sia tat botak teacher...hahaha...two more days to my birthday...kinda happy..and kinda sad ar..iam happy because iam gonna get present from mie parents..two in one..pass exam and bdae..not fair seh..sad cause iam growing older..hahah..nvm..part of leaving..this entries also i update because got tat gal call irah ask me soo..haiya..u are..hahah..nvm2 gf takpe..hahah karh..byebye... <33>

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

whatiamigonnadonow

hello...
haishh...really seh todae got no mood sia...first thing first...just now eoa so sleepy...then got malay...WTF..during malay kena go out of class..because i talk in class...then i go in back..got GIRL FIGHT...best seh...between mie..nana..nani..and tat new girl..tat girl was shouting2 like org giler inside malay class..i dont noe ar wad happen that make they fight...haha...then during recess..go inside toilet then saw her..then she like start to shout2 at nani..and farah ape lagi...join ar...hahah..then during cpa..mr shairil cam in and ask us to go out..cause tat gal cry2 and complaint to teacher...haha..so budak2..haha...but i dont give a damn ar..now mie and my gfs in class..promise to avoid her...so no more problem in our life...afta skul go lepak..and...mylove..still not talking to mie seh...why seh...haishhh...nvm2..sabar jek lar..and 5 more daes to my bdae..weeeee...so happy..k arh...byebye... <3

Sunday, March 26, 2006

this feeling seems to be hurting mie

Hallu...
wad a happy dae for mie yesterday....hahah...keep it to myself ar why iam happy..cause it is very personal...hahah...today..have family gathering at my house...got family gathering because my abg sedare wanna marry!!!so happy sia...hahah...dont why iam so happy..but i also sad ar today..yesterday happy todae sad..GILER agaknye...hahah...but i cant stand this one kind of feeling ar...i dont noe wad iam i feeling seh...but this feeling is hurting me deep deep inside my heart...maybe i wanna him so bad..that i start to feel this kind of feeling inside my heart...i miss him lar so bad...if sha is reading my entries just wanna you to noe..i dont wanna you patch wif hafiz back...ok...thats what my opinion is...i will tell you my reason wen u online ok...k arh tats all for todae..byebye... <3333333333 him a lot...

Thursday, March 23, 2006

myadmireisbeenstillbymyownfwen

hello....
haishhh...STRESS!!!! is wad i can decribe myself now...haishhh...ARGHHHHHH!!!wad to do now....just scream out loud inside my toilet...hahah...ok lar...u wanna noe why iam so stress...i get to noe my own fwen...like my admire...but is kinda stupid to be angry about tat...but i just get piss of sia....u see she noe i like tat guy...somemore she like him...wtf!!!!...but nvm lar...my study all ok now...just math alil bit chatchy for mie...but i try to chatch up lar....hahaha....now iamreallyinlovewifhim...dont noe why...heseemsbecamemorecuteandcutertome...so heheh...but i kinda stupid..aim fat and not pretty like himtheprefectone...haishhh..why cant i beprettylikemyotherfwen....haishhh..always be the uglyduckling...haishh..wad to do...k arh...byebye...tatsallfolk...heheh... : D

Monday, March 20, 2006

thefakesmile...

hello
iam back...sowie lar long time nvr update being busy this skul holidae....go out every single dae so fun...hahaha...now back to skul back...weeeee happy but went saw tat bitch face takde mood...tat bitch is a gal and a guy...but so happy to see my gf back....now wanna talk during holidae...mondae go out to bishan so fun...wuhoooo...wif my ex gfs....then tues also go ut wif fam go overnite till wed nite...thrusdae go out wif my gfs...to marina square walk and walk...then go watch movie...big mamma house two...so damn funny sia...then go esplanade sit at the bay there go fun...but no nad no fun ar to mie...haiyo..dont noe why...fridae go out again wif fwen but not much walkin cause my leg till hurt on thursdae walking...but fun aftarall...i love him more than he now i do love him...get new person in my life..so happy...but dont noe ar...i like he or not...my heart jugde it all...k arh tats all..wanna continue my chit-chating wif nad...byebye...lots of love to u all my gfs <333333

Sunday, March 05, 2006

Stress!!!

hello...
sowie dong udah lame engak guwa update....busy bangat....hahah....da start lar giler...ok2...now iam so happy..dont noe why...hahha...cause my eng pass...my math still dont noe ...todae maybe get...now iam at skul..got free internet time dont noe wad to do..go update lar....todae no common test....tomorrow then have...so happy sia...hahahha....after tis is math so scared...hope2 pass lar...hahah....i dont noe sia why i became crazy todae....my hair like crazy women...hahah...now cpa lesson...just finish from miss teng crazy game...hahah....todae she got good mood give us play internet for 45 mins...so long hahah....so boring...at skul net...at home net...so bored sia...hmmmmmm....now iam so sad....inside class gfs...all got bf...oni me...if they talk2 about their bf...i always sebok2 kat situ...but wad to do...my life is like tis..not laku...haishhh...miss him ar...nvr tersempak for a long time...this march holidae got plan already...on thursday 16 of march go out wif my class gfs and their bf...oni mie single mingle as always...go watch movie...go jalan2...hahah...wanna watch tat dorn...scary2 so good...hahah...k arh tats all...later update again...hahah..byebye... <3>

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Weeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!

hello....
haishhh...wanna update no time...i update also irah(mynewgf) ask mie to update...hehehe....ok atcually got many story to write...firstly..i really happy to get to now irah..cause she is sooo the baik...kind...i really like her atitude..hope irah went u read tis dont kembang ar gal..but tis is real...hehehe..hope we cn long lastin as a fwen...hehe..hope we cn upgrade the fwen to bestfwen...haha...k..my study not bad ar now...my eng hahaha nvr conseterate sia....math very clever now..hehe...other subject ok2 lar...k now came to my inner problem...haishhh...my brain said tat i hate him but my heart i cant lie my heart...i really love him sia..but who iam to love such a guy like him...but nvm..my fwen said forget him but i cant seh..sha will noe how diff. tu forget a guy u really love...hehe jsut now inside class during eng lesson talk about ghost...hehehe...so scary2 seh....hehehe...fadly still inside the hos..wanna go see him but my mum and bro nvr give...haishhh...miss him seh...his joke...hope he will be well soon...k arh tats all lar...byebye... <3

Sunday, February 26, 2006

Stress!!!

hello
long time never update my entries..busy with the work at home...now is the best time to write my entries...hehehe...kinda sad ar tis pass few days...because he nvr msg mie...and ziq he change...why seh...nvm..i noe i nvr done anything wrong to him...heheh...missing some body so much...hehehe i miss sha seh..where sia she go...hehehe..nvm...hope she will be sihat selalu...now no one i can share my problem wif...sha nvr online..so cannot share wif her...cause she is the only person tat i trust the most...hehehe...actually all my gf i trust but she special abit ar...my sickness is kinda ok..yesterdae chat wif him...ingatkn die marah seh..lupa2 tk...hehehe...paisey2...common test is coming...two weeks more...haven study much...but start from mondae onward must conseterated more in class...im improve in my math..so proud of myself...hehehe..all my class test pass...wuhooooo....my mum is happy..atlast she is happy...hahah...my eoa also not bad...pass..eng also...every subject is ok...hope to do better in my future test...hahaha...i will be happy outside..but no one really noes how i feel inside...heheh..k ar tats all...byebye... <3>

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Yipeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!

hello
hello....my song has change..thankz yanie..eheh...i think i like tat guy seh..but dont noe i like him or not..is just a feeling tat i cant explain...but i still lovin him...my sickness is became worst and worst...why seh...asl mesti saket...asl tak leh jadi sihat cm org lain...why seh..hehe...just now at skul...i was sitting at the banch there wif umbrella covering u from sunlight..but got one of my CRAZY bestfwen...go close tat umbrella...and mine and nad head been hit by tat umbrella thing..all thanks to nani tat close tat umbrella...haha....then sit there look2 at his class...he laugh2 like hell dont noe why...now i get to noe nani like 3 guys wow..and nad four guys and mie two only no many2 ar...later heatbroken sick...hehe..kental ar farah heartbroken sakit...ohh yaa...tat **t*h is back...hate sia...wanna kill her so she die...no more tat **t*h again...hahaha...my prepaid is low..damn it cannot msg him....how sia...but i miss him...nad ask mie to tell him tat i like him but i dont noe wanna tell or not..u see like a cheap women u noe tell a guy we like him...but if nvr tell how tat guy noe i like him...so...hmmmm...heheh....now hearing to here wihout you song...so adicted to that song....k arh tats all...must continue why study...so stress up...common test is coming...so tats all...byebye

Monday, February 20, 2006

-nil-

hello
nothing can discribe mie now...just sad...sad..and sad....and just sad....just now at skul no mood...nvr talk the hole dae...kinda sad ar...dont noe why ar...like wanna cry but cannot...wanna shout also cannot...haishhh....dont noe why seh todae...like..dont noe lar....my sickness became more and more worst....haishhh..cough2...flu...no mood to eat...from just now at skul..till at home no mood to eat..dont noe why....maybe iam sick tats why i nvr eat...hehe...still can laugh...crazy women ar...just now iside class..kene kacau by the chinese student...haha..they said i like ray...WTF!!!haha..like wad only...i like a person...and will continue loving him until a guy love mie..tats must be my futere husband...heheh...my head was so pain like something is heating my head so hard...like wanna die...maybe iam gonna die soon...choi2...hehe...long time nvr meet sha..and chat wif her..kinda miss her...where seh go eh....hmmm....nvr get anyting for valentine seh..haha..so long already...nvr msg him for a week..cause..hmmmm...adelar...hehehe gaduh...why must we fight...issit a much to fight...i dont think so..he lar...f**k ar...haha...maki2 syg jugak...haha..farah2 miang ar kau...iam listening to tak bisakah song...kind sedih...da sedih maseh dgr lagu sedih bodoh kn...nvr smile seh hole dae...now i wanna smile ar.. => so ikut seh..haha..iam i talking to myself..myabe lar...CRAZY farah...baru tahu ke farah...kau da lame gile..kau jek tk tahu...u see wad iam trying to said...like iam talking to myself seh...da2..stop my crazy rite now...heheh...byebye

Saturday, February 18, 2006

Sick mie!!!

Hello
hello...so sowie long time nvr update...sick ar..really sick...so many sickness...haishh..all of sudden...nvm...my head is addited to tis song.. HERE WITHOUT YOU...so sad seh tat song....haha...just came back from somewhere...tats i realise my stress..and cry out loud...hehe...but nvm lar..no one really noe how i feel...my heart is been torn into million pieces..just like a paper have been torn everydae....its hurt lar..ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!...but i can control..wif nasihat of my fwen titi...cheer me up just now..so glad seh to have her as my fwen..and sha...where the hell u been long time nvr online sia....miss you....please online lar gal....i miss u sia...haha...wanna write many2 but....my head is like killing mie rite now...hahah...my heart so pain...bu7kan sakit hati..but really so pain seh..and my tip of my finger so pain rite now...of some ppl i told my sickness will noe wad is mean...byebye for now...take care my gf...who is reading tis...

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Iam sad or happy?

hello
it have been a while i nvr update my entries...but i dont noe why...many thing happen lately...haishhh..so stress....dont noe wad to said animore...just now at skul..nvr talk must..been alone...just tat i dont noe why iam change tis few daes...i have many problems tat make mie quiet ...i wish i have FAIRY GODPARENTS tat give mie anithin tat i want...haishh...get to noe he is attach...so hurt seh...my heart so hurt....so bad it hurt...lepas satu satu seh...i kinda sad...but nvm...haishhh...why must i be fat...i hate being fat...every single dae kene hine...haishh....i hope my life is like a bird free to do anithin anywhere..but i cant...elah teach mie new song...
i love eu..u love me..lets go out and kill barney..wif a great bang bang barney on the floor..no more purple dinosaur..hehhe..cute kn...i hope i cn be wif him one dae...cause i love him..hehe...k arh byebye...tats all...need to study...wtf farah belajar...da berubah seh...ehehe

Monday, February 13, 2006

Happy for the ferst time in my feb life!!!

HELLO...
so happy seh todae... =) hehe... dont noe why but just tat iam so happy sia..cause he became my fwen back..so happy hahha...tu pun leh jadi happy eh..giler sak..but happy lar...todae fiq bdae...heheh...esok valentine..hate it sia...haishhh....get an bad coug todae..batok2...haishh..cm org tua seh...maybe iam dying soon..hahah..no lar...mane tahu eh...hehehhe....haishhh...miss him seh..nvr meet him for so long seh...just now in class so funny...mie and nabil da cerai da..hahah..cerai lum kawin da cerai wtf...hahahah...my new laugh..hahehahehahe..style kn...mepek ar farah...esok skul bored lar..now hungry wait for mie daddy home to eat ramai2..but tak alik2 seh...from monin..got new student fuck sia...carek nk mampus..or maybe her behaviour is like tat wad to do kn??heheh..k arh gtg already...got a phone call for mie...heheh...byebye

Friday, February 10, 2006

YIPEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!

hello...
so happy todae dont noe why...but just tat iam so happy... :>...hahah...skul bell rang at 12.15...go home then saw him infront the office...hahah..so happy...but the sad things is i get my test time table..ohh god...must study...k tat all for skul story...
now afta skul..go home..then nani,mar and nad came my house lepak..so fun take pic so many seh...hehehe....
some of the pic....

mie and nad...i like tis pic alot...
wanna upload more pic but cannot..leceh seh..heheh nvm...later i try again...hehhe....k arh tats all...so short seh...nvm lar..byebye....miss him so much seh..haishhh....

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

No mood!!!

Hello....
sorry long time never update..dont have mood to update..haishhh...became more stress dae by dae...wif MATH tat subject is killing mie seh...nk kene conseterate seh...tak paham sak...haha...alamak got math homework haven do..nvm...later kn do...hmmmm...sutdy everydae...cause wanna be top three tis year hope soo..cause now my studies ok lar..not as bad as sec two...now is much better...evrydae during sudy listen to tong hua...tak paham tapi cam best gituk lagu tu...haha...saw his face just now...kinda sad..cause i cant forget him lar...u noe lar first love takan nk lupa kn sekejap jek kn..tol tk??hahah...but nvm..study ferst..ceh...valentine dae comin...but i dont realy celebrate cause no couple mah...haha...kinda stress now adaes...but wif SHA my superwomen..nasihat mie evry single of my problem...she the best...iam to happy to have her as my goodfwen...hmmm...haishh todae saket kepale..saket jiwa heheh tu hari2 seh...saket hati..haishh..dont noe why...but nahh...iam ok wif it...so now got to study agaiin caue exam is comin...and my hair dye black already...hahah...very strange seh the colour..hahah...k arh byebye...

Saturday, February 04, 2006

LIFE SUXS!!!!

hello...
long time nvr update...haishh...so boring lar at home...hmmmm...fridae nvr came to skul...so boring...sick ar tat dae...lonely now adaes...his been blocking me till now...dont noe why...but nahh...uat bodoh lar...tak uat salah uat ape nk takut seh...bluek ar...i noe because of tat gal..he change towards mie...one dae tat particular gal will get it...not by me...but by someone else...msg him...talk to him on the phone...he sing2...hahah...suare...hahah...but cute lar die...heheh...need to cook..cause mie mum just finish operation..so kesian...farah masak seh...hahaha....wanna go out also cannot...need to take care me mum...but nvm...i like too...my aunt and uncle just came back from haji...buy for me rantai so nice...hehe...but havent meet them yet...k arh...need to cook..malam blog lagi k..weeeeeeeeeeeee.....

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

HORRIBLE DAE!!!!

hey...
haishh...todae very3 sad seh...many problem going on todae...haishhh....why sia..all tis happen to me...but nvm...selamat ade sha..cheer me up...afta skul go kedai belakang...than meet tat guy..ask him about wad happen yesterdae...is he really the one who msg me used websms and maki2 me???so confused sia...then go home..call him...so fun...talk2...shared problem...he also pity about my problem...he wanna beat tat guy but...he cant...then chat2 at home...he ask me to stop sending msg to his admire...wadeva..like i care like tat msg his admire...wadeva lar...cam budak kecik sikit2 nak complait jek..ape sak..da besar perangai cam ape sak...abei die nk benci aku per skrg...bingit sak..but nvm lar..esok sambung alik...malas nk ngok ni com...cam nk rejam ni com kat muka drg dua jek...pakal jek ar...da lar...byebye

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Sad me!!! :(

hello...
haishh...todae very2 sad seh...haishhh...kena scold by mother cause go out never tell...tu pun kene marah seh...haishhh...ok tat fam prob of a dae haha...now personal problem..haiyo...ferst ..haha..so funy...farah ingat si jantan tu stead dgn pompan tu...padahal2...hahah...get to noe tat pompan stead wif another jantan...such a slut sia...hahaha...nadia home at singpore..talk to her..miss her alot...read sha tag...got a gal so crazy sia..maki2 shakilla...macam nk tampar seh..pakaljek sha suruh sabar..haha...tat gal such a slut seh...cam pompuan tu..haha...miss him...dont noe wad to do seh...nvr msg him for 2 and half dae..kiri seh...hahaha...my skin cecame more black..dont noe why seh...nvr go swimming also hitam seh...haishh..not nice...not nice..hahah...tomorrow skul already...ohh ya..must go now...iron cloth...byebye....

Monday, January 30, 2006

my ferst time

hello...my ferst time writin mie blog haha...jakun hehe...thankz to yanie..make me tis beautiful blog..so..hmmm...now holidae..boring..sit at home chat wif some giler fwen...hehehe...yesterdae go WWW till dark..omg iam black..cant believe it..but nvm..just my skin black not my heart pe..haha...hmmm...actually dont noe wad to write..hehe...i miss my nadia..go batam so long seh..miss her alots..long time nvr chat wif him..got conflict seh..boring nye...wanna go out cannot..wanna do tis and tat also cannot..just so bored seh...now..iam lonely..all my fwen dont have at singapore..haishh...hahah..da giler lar farah...get to noe..he like someone..but dont noe who...why must my heart been broke by the person i love ar...why seh....dont like it seh...hahah..ok lar...tats all...byebye