is this true or what?

HEY PEOPLE.

OK FCUK IAM BORED!
hahaha

people people. life have been a blast lately.
but only outside mahh.
but inside only gods know.

ive been wondering myself.
why must this happen to me again and again.
when ever i love that someone.
there will always be someone interfere.
if i love that someone for one or two month i can get over it.
but now i love that someone for one year. or even worst for four years.
end up telling me i have someone else.
what ta fack?
hahaha
but why must they do this uh.
dont they think whatever that they did to me or some other people who been victim with this kind of guy will come back to them?
is not that i wanna say karma do happen.
but still they should understand mahh.
but lucky not all guys are like that.
some are just so sweet and adorable.
how i wish every guy in this world is like the other guy.
hahaha. but nehh everything happen for a reason.
even though it hurts alot to see couple walking by me holding hands.
i know iam ugly. but dont ugly people deserve to have someone that love her?
i just wish i was that lucky girl that i saw recently. sorry to say this but she was big size. but she have a lovely smile,cute behaviour and a loving bf..
but its ok. sooner or later.
everything have been write by god.
so we just accept it.

theres other suffer more than i suffer.
and i just dont know how can they be super strong without pouring a single tears down their cheek.
i hope i can be as strong as them.
now i just wanna study and make parents proud of me.
eventhough i always they call the "BLACK SHEEP" in family but still i wont make my parents hurt.

just pray hard.

HAHAHA SUMPAH AKU JIWANG NARI.
hahaha.

hope that someone which allah choose for me will come to me asap.
hahahaha. cause i need love.
hahaha. merepek =_=

OK LAR!
TAKECARE
p.s iam not over with you ok.

kemarahan

I AM SO SICK OF FALLING INLOVE WITH SOMEONE LIKE HIM.
hahahaha

hey people.
having my moody moody moment now. haha
and tiring my best to be ok.
eventhough iam not. bahhhh

due to some fcuker out there.
fcuker stop being irritating can?
"is she irritating or what?"
sape sia irritating. babikau.
hahahaha
please lar. stop it.

gonna have a weekend off this week.
happy lorr. two days never see my "WONDERFULL" manager!
hahaha.
attachment ending soon

i miss tb so much!
meet this 1 dec!
hehe. and graduation day!
hahaha
TB OII!

gr! nani,dhidi yest celebrate kecik bdae.
but i didnt get the chance to hug mymardia.
ouh yeah. adiksyiqin. please come back home
AND TO YOU THAT FCUKER SHEILA GIVE MY ADIKSYIQIN BACK TO US CAN?
PLEASE LAR KAU FIKIR KITE TAK TAHU DIE KAT MANE? BABI KAU.

chatting with new friend now.
nadress nice name huh.
btw stop denying the truth.
u are cute. haha
gugugaga moment with nadress.
very funny lar him

ok lar. takecare people
byebye<3
p.s iam not desperate for ur love or anyone. fcuker

ghostly mood.

(when boredom strike)


Today having my off day before going to the war tomorrow hahaha.
weekend mahhh so many customer like war. hahaha.
ok lame.

This lazy butt just cant get off my bed i woke up at 2pm.
but i slept late last night. Around 5am.
Iam just bored with my life.

ouh ya. lately ive been realize that many asian is dating english man?
its cool but what about the asian guys?
poorthing but not all asian girl lar.
&& chinese guys with malay girl.
&& malay guys with chinese girl.
&& indian guys with malay or chinese girl.
since i work rfc different kind of couple i can see.
sometimes they are just so sweet but sometimes the are acting like a sweet couple.
but its cool that the are mutli racial. hahaha

ok thats all.
and i cant believe i finally forget about that one year crush.
i hate him.
hahaha.
takecarelove

sometimes it hurts.

Today, is the day that officially forget about someone.
Thank god! Iam cool with it. He have the time to give others comment but not me.
Iam not jealous or what, iam his friend too.
It hard to forget about him cause its been one year i have a crush on him.
I know maybe its not my faith with him.
Having my bahhh mood yesterday but i learn a lot from that experient
But it hurts a alot. Its ok iam still smiling haha.

BUT!
Last Saturday, i make my four year and the longest crush i have mad at me.
Due to what i say to him. So now he knew about the four years thinggy. And his cool with it. Thank god. But nahh he wont be with me due to some reason he say and i dont wish to eleborate more cause it will hurt me more. haha

The best thing is just six days after he broke my heart another hope of mine broke my heart too. Thank you guys, guys are always the best =_=

OK ENOUGH WITH EMOING.
now back to me. haha
NOW WORK IS A BLAST. AND I REALLY MEAN IT BLAST.
cause its christmas season already. YAYA i know its fast.
&& like every week we must change the display and stuff.
Thank to my BELOVED manager for putting my shedule every time the stock come or must change display must have my name in it.
Thank alot.
but theres so fun parts too with makyam,feezah,suu hahaha the crazyones plus me. and mandy and the rest excluding my BELOVED manager. haha

GR, i miss you guys so much.
outing soon. ok i always say that but we never go out. haha
ok after we finish attachment then we meet you k babynad? hehe.

TB, MEET YOU GUYS THIS 1DECEMBER WUHUUUUU!
hehe then go makan at our favourite place MR PRATA. hahaha

ok. that all.
wanna go to beb.
takecare
&&iam so gonna delete ur num.

loneliness

busy with work.
busy with life.
busy with love.
busy with friends.
busy with everything.
hahaha

last sunday. slaming damnding lor. haha.
two wedding at one time.
abg yus and kak eka marina first.
the wedding was a blast. i wanted to stay till the last part. where all of my aunties and even the couple dance hindustain. bestnye.
but kak kamilah and abg adam wedding also was a blast. meet my crazy cousin.
talk shit, but yati and amir is not there so out shit is not that shit. but not until tasha the shit ass is not there. hahaha. if she was there its gonna be a shit ass laughing moment. haha. pakcik aman if u reading this. sorry tak censored sikit. haha.
btw pakcik aman is my regular blog reader. haha
the pakcik that i love so much. haha

the next day must work. wuah piang lei. so tired.
karen is a mf. her mouth so wadever lor.
nvm i will see how. whether i wanna continue next year or not.
but feezah,mak yam all want me to continue. hahaha. so wait and see lor.

tmrw work until monday. so tired. now christmas season already. like wth? not even one month to christmas sia. but nvm.

&& thx to fyla,dee,shah,dhidi,renuka and nanisyg to give me a look at my new job. thx.
love you guys. and zye sorry i didnt work lar just now. zye also msg me wanna meet me but i nvr work. thx ladies. MEET UP SOON TB.

takecare.
byebye