Saturday, May 31, 2008

HAPPY HOLIDAYS

HEYHEYHEYHEYHEY
LOL
SUPP PEOPLE!

exam coming, stress!
working, tiring!
school, awesome!

MISS UPDATE MY BLOGG
been busy with studies and work.
exam coming next week only
and i like super scared
but hopefully i can do it!
many things happen to me but iam ok with it
CEHHH CAM REAL!LOL

WORK AWESOME PLACE TO BE,
I MISS HAVING THE CRAZY MATE WORKING WITH ME.
ALL REQUEST FOR ANDI SHIFT BECAUSE OF THAT GIRL MANAGER.
I FORCE MYSELF TO WORK WITH HER BECAUSE SHE THE ONE TAKE ME TO WORK.
WTH MANN.
SO NOW I OFTEN SEE MY CRAZY KAKIS AT WORK APIT,WANDI,RIZAL ETC. LOL
THEY ARE JUST TOO CRAZY.LOL
IAM LOVING IT THERE.
EXCLUDING THE FEMALE MANAGER
LOL


APIT SLEEPING LOL.

SCHOOL AWESOME SHIT!
I LOVE THE PEOPLE AROUND ME!
STUDY HARD FOR EXAM
MUST PASS
CEHHH CAM REAL
HAHAHA EH BUT TRUE
SO LAST THURSDAY OUR LAST LUNCH BEFORE HOLIDAY.
SO WEE WHEN IMM TO EAT AT BANQUET.
OTW THERE WE PLAY "PEPSICOLA" HAHA
CUTE OIII.
INSIDE THE BUS GOT THIS LITTLE BOY.
SO CUTEEE.ADORABLE SNGT. HE WAS LIKE STANDING IN THE MIDDLE OF OUR GROUP.AND JUMP ARND HAHAHA.
SUPER CUTE. HE LEAN ON CHRIS BODY AND THEY TWO LOOK JUST LIKE FATHER AND SON
YET ADORABLE
I LOVE MY CLASS SO MUCH!
ALTHOUGH WE KNOW EACH OTHER FOR JUST HALF YEAR BUT I FEEL LIKE KNOWING THEM FOR A FEW YEARS ALREADY











CREATION FROM KOHWEE SYGGG

I LOVE WORK
I LOVE SCHOOL
AND I LOVE HIM
IAM GONNA WAIT
WEEEEEE

TAKECARE LOVEEE
TB GOODLUCK FOR YOU EXAM

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

AWWWWHHHH

M.I.A
FROM BLOGSPOT.
BUSY WITH WORK
AND SCHOOL.
AND PROJECT

SERIOUSLY I FCUKING MISS HIM
I FCUKING MISS THE OLD TIME
I MISS THE LATE NIGHT CHAT WITH HIM
AFTER THAT HAPPEN EVERYTHING CHANGE.
WHY MUST THIS HAPPEN TO ME MANN?
LOL

WORK IS FUN.
BUT SOMEONE TERASE "EH AKU RASE FARA SUKE AKU UH"
SAYING TO NANI THAT.LOL
PLEASE LAR OIII.
AKU TAK SUKE BUDAK KERJE! NNT NAK KERJE TAK BOLEH KERJE!
LOL

HE STILL OWN MY HEART.
DIFF. TO LET HIM GO.
EVENTHOUGH HIS ATTACH.
MY HEART STILL BELONG TO HIM
BUT SOONER OR LATER.
THIS HEART GONNA BELONG TO SOMEMONE BETTER THAN HIM
HOPE SOO
CAUSE HIS HE BEST.

NO MORE LATE NIGHT 3G.
TILL MY BILL 300PLUS THX EH
LOL

P.S GR I MISS YOU GUYS.
SOMEONE IS CHANGING IN GR.

IAM STILL WONDERING AND SEARCHING THE RIGHT PAVEMENT FOR ME
DEPRESSION STILL BOTHERING ME

THANK YOU TO NANI AND NADIA FOR EVERYTHING
TO WERKMATE THANK FOR MAKING ME GUGUGAGA LIKE FCUK
ESP ABG ANDI AND APIT.
FCUKING FUNNY
LOL
hehe

TAKECARE PEOPLE
IAM GONNA UPDATE ONCE I GOT A FREE TIME.
LIKE NOW IAM DOING ITI REPORT ABIT.
CANT TAKE IT WANNA SLEEP.
TOMORROW CONTINUE TILL FINISH.HAHAHA

p.s imissyouhunn,ourmemoryiskillingmelarsia!LOL

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

it hurts alot!

HEYYYY

its been a long time i nvr update.
cause many things happening to me
hmmmmmm.

actually not in the mood to update.
but iam so damn boreddd..

IAM GOING HO CHI MINH! WUHUUUU.
LUCKLY WITH TC. GOT NANI,MAR,KIN.HEHE
CAN SLEEP WITH LESBIAN PARTNER NANI.LOL

LAST TUES.
WAS VERY TRAGIC.
my body is super painful.
bleeding hand.
swollen head.
hmmmm.
i just dont want it to happen again.
hmmmm


why must this happen to me?
haiyoooo.
its painfull.
now.his leaving me,
why must he leave me?
because of her.
nvm.
this is the deepest hurt ever.
take a long long long time to cure.
TB AND NANI AND GR
IS THE BEST REMEDY
but it gonna be better if he the one.
support me.
he dont even bother about me anymore
even as a friend he dont.
why must he leave me all alone here?

hmmmm.
iam not being myself anymore
iam changing
iam gonna be a quiet person
CEHHH CAM REAL.LOL

MUM SAY "ADEK, JGN CAM GINIK. MAMA TAKOT ADEK JADI GILE"
ME "BIAR GILE. DA TAK SANGUP HIDUP"
MUM SAY "APE LAR KEISTIMEWAAN DIE?"
ME "EVERYTHING!!, I WANT THE LATE NIGHT CHAT WITH HIM LARRR"
MUM SAY "SUKE HATI KAU LAR ADEKK"

EVEN MAMA WORRY ABT ME.
i will seat alone in my room.
staring at the picture.
reading the chat log.
hoping he gonna come back.
but its to late
i should tell him.
before he go with another girl

not only mama.
PAPA SAY "ADEK NOT THE TIME TO HAVE MATAER LAGI"
ME "HMMMM"
PAPA SAY "HMMMHMMM TAKDE WORDS LAIN KE?"
ME "HMMMM"
PAPA SAY "PAPA AS A MAN KNOW HOWS A GUY FEEL. IF HE REALLY LOVE YOU.HE WILL COME BACK TO YOU AGAIN ONE DAY"
ME "HMMMMMMMM" *LOOKING AT HIM WITH TEARS*

HAHAHAHA.

not only my parents
even piggylisa ask me to forget about him

NANI " I KNOW HOW HURT IT IS BUT YOU MSUT BE STRONG"
NADIA "FARA DONT SAD"
PIGGYLISA "FORGET ABOUT HIM LAR"
THX ALL

YANII " AWWHHH.CAN STILL BE FRIEND"
HAHAHA

i just hope the next time i fall in love.gonna be the real man for me.cause i cant take the pain anymore.
this hurt is super deep.I NEED A LONGER TIME TO CURE IT

TAKECAREPEOPLE


iamgonnaloveyounomatterhowlongittakeiknowitswrongtolovesomeonethatisattachbuticanttakeit!