Habuk.

SO DUSTY IN HERE.
OK MEREPEK.

its been awhile since i last update eh. hahaha.
okay busy with school and work.

and look what happen to my eyes.



fcuk care with that face.
BUT LOOK AT MY EYES! ONE SIDE OF MY EYES IS RED!
DAMN IT!
it freaks me out. hahaha.
sumpah i never nintip any guys.
hahaha.

ok i need to rest.
hopefully manager dont allow me to work with that kind of eyes tomorrow!

To my Bestfriend.

Tonight, is a random night that i feel like update about my bestfriend.
She have been my bestfriend for almost 6 years we know each other.
Even though we have some conflicts last time.
We cant be away from each other.
The more conflicts we have the more close we are.
Her problem is my problem.
My problem is her problem.
We go through all our ups and downs together.
When she is happy i will be happy for her.
When she is sad i will be sad too.
But when she cry i will find who make her cry. haha

She is just the best.
She always leave me up when i am down.
Emotionally not Physically.
She cant even carry me up. hahaha
Theres no words for me to describe how glad i am to have a best friend like her.

Thanks for everything babe.
You have always been there for me.
You make me a better person.
We can meet just for a minute a day as long as we meet each other.

Whatever happen to you babe i will be here.
I told you once and i told you twice.
I will be here for you until allah separate my soul from my body.
Until my last breath.

Remember i used to ask you this question "babe, until when do you think our friendship will last" and you replied "sampai aku kawin or selamanye lah babe" and i say " until my last breath lah babe"

Thanks for always be here for me.
Ilysm and i dont know how to describe it.
Takecare bestfriend.

Tora Aman.

SO BUSY WITH WORK THIS WEEK.
I PASS MY 11TH MODULE.
ALHAMDULLILAH.

WORK WORK WORK.
TOMORROW I WILL BE WORKING AGAIN.
THEN WEEKEND ENJOYING MY ASS OFF TO PASIR RIS.
WITH D&G!

my heart is still not recovering.
DANMNNNNN
its been awhile already man.

Just now at work got this starbuck free drinks event.
The queue was until my shop entrance.
AND THE BELL WAS SO IRRITATING.
my headache from bad to worst.
THANKS GUYS! hahahaha

Thats it for tonight.
So tired.

Entertainment tonight.
chatting with khaleeq! ENTERTAIN SANGAT.
hahahaha.

p.s niz sorry is i have been so kpo lately. love you.

Love Drunk.

HAVING FOURS DAYS BREAK FROM SCHOOL.
WELL FREAKING TIRED.

I WILL BE SPENDING MY THREE DAYS BREAK AT WORK.
I JUST FEEL SO TIRED LATELY.
I DONT KNOW WHYY. RANDOM FEELING. GRRRRRR

having my oral test tomorrow.
hopefully i will pass.

lately ive been talking a lot with someone.
and i dont feel great about it.
i dont want the feeling to come back.

he is attach now.
or not? hahaha.
but still i dont feel good.
if really you are not attach prove it to me.
I WANT BLACK AND WHITE PROVE.
hahahaha.

i go to go.
takecare

p.s i want to be slim like megan fox.

A Evening with Nani.

YESTERDAY WAS A DAY THAT I CANT FORGET.

MEET NANI AND WE DECIDE TO GO JOGGING.
GUESS WHAT WE JOG AROUND WOODLAND DR 50!
FROM TEKONG PAVEMENT TO WOODLAND PRIMARY TO TRIPLE 8
AND ENDING AT TEKONG AGAIN!
HAHAHAHAHA. WAS SO EXHAUSTED!

AFTER THAT WE PLAY BADMINTON.
AS WHAT NANI SAY. "BABE, KAU CHAMPION UH"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
YESTERDAY WAS SO FCUKING FUN.
AND NANI SERVE THE SMALL LIKE FLIPPING PANCAKE.

SO YEAH WE SNAP SOME PHOTOS.
AND GUESS WHAT MY HAND IS FREAKING BLACK BECAUSE OF THE BADMINTON RACKET HANDLE.






REALLY I HAD FUN
LOVE YOU.

Love.

I am forcing myself not to have any feelings for anyone.
Especially you man.
I cant deny as day past by the more and more feelings i have for you.

You keep on saying about your gf to me.
And i know you and her no longer together.
But i just dont get it.
What is your motive telling me about her?

I know you just want to make me jealous.
But the truth is.
I am not jealous.

Yes i admit that i like you.
But i just cant continue this feeling.
Because you told me once.
You hate this type of girl.
And i am that type of girl.

Yeah i know where i am standing.
I dont deserve to be with someone like you.

I MUST forget about my feelings towards you.
And sallow all the pain that i go through all this while.....

Already Gone.

Its 3.43 am and i am still awake.
I just cant get my eye shut lately.
Even thought i am super duper tired.
I just cant get enough rest.

Life have been a mess lately.
I still cant get over someone.
But sooner or later i know that i will get over him.

Tonight i feel like blogging.
Cause blogging keep me accompany tonight.
I miss the time that i used to laugh and be myself last time.
Now its often to see myself laughing at other people jokes.
All i do its just giggle.

I want to be like other people.
Happy with their life.
Can get what they want.
I know that no one is prefect in this world but why cant i be happy?

I am not making myself to be sad like this.
I just want one thing.
And that one thing is everybody needs in life.
I just want to be love.

Ive been so lonely without someone to text and accompany me till dawn.

HAIYA MALAM MALAM BUTA JIWANG MAK KAU LAH FARAH.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
SO RANDOM SIA THIS FEELING.
OK DIAM.
BYEBYE

Hari Raya Haji!

TO ALL MUSLIM IN SINGAPORE.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI.
OR WHAT I CALL.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA SEMBELEH KAMBENG. HEHE

OKAY MEREPEK.

GO NENEK HOUSE JUST NOW.
NOT NENEK HOUSE. KAK IPAH HOUSE BUT NENEK STAY THERE. HAHAHA
MAKAN SAMBAL SOTONG SODAPPP.
MAK COOK. DAMNNNN.

AFTER THAT GO NANI CRIBS.
MEET MAMA AND PAPA.
AND MAMA PACK ME ALOT OF YUMMY FOOD.
DOUBLE THE SODAP.

OKAY TOMORROW WILL BE WORKING WITH WHOEVER ALSO I DONT CARE.
CAUSE I WANT TO WORK

HAHAHA. BYEBYE PEOPLE.
p.s after reading your blog. make me smile because you deserve it.

Dedication.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ILHAM SHAHPUTRA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY BESTFRIEND!

MAY ALLAH BLESS YOU AND MAY YOU FIND YOUR TRUE LOVE A.S.A.P

THANKS FOR BEING SOMEONE THAT I CAN LABEL FRIEND.
HEHE.

ENJOY YOUR BIRTHDAY AND DONT TAKE YOUR LEGAL AGE FOR GRANTED.

AND I LOVE YOU BESTFRIEND!

Whatever.

I DONT GIVE A DAMN.
SERIOUSLY I DONT GIVE A DAMN.

ONE IS NOT ENOUGH.
HAHAHAHA.

ONE WORD WHATEVER.

hahahaha. just a random thing that i want to say.

so yeah jsut now go to school as normal.
then! WE CELEBRATE BRANDON,KAREN AND POLLY BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

after school go novena.
then meet nani.
watch singapore idol result at her cribs.
DISAPPOINTED NO BODY KELUARR.

now at home chatting with khaleeq.heh.

i miss my bestfriend hairil. DAMN BOYYYY.

SO YEAH. PLEASE CHANGE WHATEVER THING YOU THINK NEED TO CHANGE.

i cant.

Trying my best to avoid him.
I just want to be happy.
And i dont want to love someone bf.

Even though you didnt tell me that you are attach.
I will still avoid you because its wrong you see.
You are freaking attach and i cant be chatting with someone bf.

Hell yeah i fall for you.
But i cant continue this feeling.

I will find someone better soon.
Hopefully.
Sick and Tired with life already.

Thanks niz for listening to all my problemmm
I love you and i appreciate it alot.

Masalah Tekka.

ITS SUNDAY BABY!
AND I HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND.

SATURDAY!
I was working that day.
Rush home from work.
To watch MAN UTD VS everton.
AND GUESS WHAT MAN UTD WON.
WUHUUUUUUU.
SO HAPPY.
ok thats it for sat.

SUNDAY!
GO TEKKA WITH FAMILY.
TO EAT TOSAI.
AND BUY SOME PASAR.
AND NOW CHATTING WITH KHALEEQ AT HOME.
JUST NOW KARAOKE WITH FAMILY.
WAS THE BEST.
I JUST CANT STAND MAMA VOICE. HAHAHAHAHAHA
OK KURANGS.
i love my family.
AND I MEET NANI JUST NOW.
HEHE LOVE HER.

OKAY BYEBYE

USE SOMEBODY.

PIXIE LOTT ALWAYS COVER OTHER PEOPLE SONG SO NICE.
HAHAHA

RANDOM.
I CHANGE MY BLOG SONG
PIXIE LOTT - USE SOMEBODY BABY.

HAHAHAHA.

HER VOICE SUPERB.

i aint coming back.

YOU LIKE MY OTHER HALF.
WE DO EVERYTHING TOGETHER.
EVERYTHING THAT YOU LIKE IS MY DISLIKE.
EVERYTHING THAT I LIKE IS YOUR DISLIKE.

ITS BEEN 3 MONTHS AND STILL THE IMPACT IS STILL PAINFUL.

I MISS YOU BADLY.

TAKECARE.

p.s i need to slim down! hahahaha

a dinner with nani.

I WAS SUPPOSE TO UPLOAD THIS PHOTOS AND SWEET MEMORY LAST WEEK.
BUT I WAS SUPPER BUSY.

So yeah, basically i meet nani after school last week friday.
Then we slack and slack.
Then i was complaining that iam hungry but lazy to walk to kedai
SO SHE WAS SWEET ENOUGH TO DIG HER KITCHEN.
AND GUESS WHAT. FIRST SHE FOUND THIS SPAGETTI THEN THE TOMATO SOS AND LASTLY TUNA.
SHE COOK FOR ME MY DINNER.
AND IT WAS SUPER SWEET OF HER.
AND I WAS SUPER TOUCH.
AND IT WAS SUPER DELICIOUS.
AND SHE IS THE BEST BEST BEST FRIEND I EVER HAD.
AND WE HAD A CANDLE LIGHT DINNER.

THE PHOTOS. COMING UP NEXT.






and the most romantic part.
i play this song. i forget what song. hahaha
ADE VIDEO GANG!


SO SWEET RIGHT.
OK EVILTWIN, NOW I UPLOAD IT ALREADY.
YOU TAKECARE.
I LOVE YOU AND YOU LOVE HIM AND ME OF COURSE. HAHAHA
XOXO

finally meet up.

YESTERDAYYYYYYY!

WORK WORK WORK.
SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD.
PAT EVERYTIME SCOLD ME.
FOR NO REASON ALSO SCOLD.
NEVERMIND USED TO IT.
SCOLD AGAIN LAH. FUN.

WHILE IAM DOING MY STOCK.
COUSIN WALK PAST WITH HIS FRIEND.
AND I WAS LIKE EHHHH. HAHAHA
AFTER A FEW HOURS.
HANIS AND HIDDY WALK PAST.
AND I WAS LIKE EHHHHH. HAHAHA
AFTER 2 MINUTES THEY PAST.
SOMEONE PAST.
AND I WAS LIKE EHHHH. HAHAHA.

AFTER WORK HANIS CALL AND ASK ME TO LEPAK WITH HER.
GET TO MEET HER AT LAST.
WE TALK AND TALK AND GOSSIP AND GOSSIP.
NOT GOSSIP ACTUALLY BUT ITS A REAL THING.
SHE DIDNT BELIEVE IT.
SO DO I. HAHAHA
BABE, I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL SAYANG.
I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU.
AND WE WILL MEET UP SOON ANDD.
MORE CIGGY HANG OUT SOON.

NOW, IAM DOOM BECAUSE I HAVE TWO MORE DAYS TO FINISH MY PROJECT.
TOMORROW I WILL BURN MIDNIGHT OIL AGAIN.
I WILL BE WORKKING TILL 8PM. SO YEAHH.
STILL HAVE TIME TO FINISHH.
OKAY PEOPLE.
BYEBYE.

P.S dont try to bitch around about me.

projects.

(THE GINASSS)

SATURDAY WAS SUPER DUPER FUN.
A SURPRISE PARTY FOR WAN FARIS.
well ya i sebok sebok there. hahaha.
BUT IT WAS SO FUN.
HAHAHA.

Nani,me,nadia and mukhsin meet up at 2pm.
And we are the early bird.
EH PLUS MARDEA SHE MEET US AFTER WE HAD OUR LUNCH.
AND WE ENJOYING OURSELVES TAKING PHOTOS.
ALOT OF PHOTOS.
WHILE WAITING FOR THE CAKE.
WE RECORD VIDEOS. HAHAHA
SLOW MOTION VIDEO AND
STORM-PIAK VIDEO. HAHAHAHAHA

so yeah kill of time by playing those game.
SO YAAAAA AFTER THAT HIDAYUH COME.
PREPARE THE CAKES.
AND TADAAAA WE SING AS LOUD AS WE CAN AT ESPLANADE ROOFTOP.
BEFORE THAT WE ARE LIKE TERRORIST IN COUNTER STRIKE GAME SIA.
HAHAHAHAHA. OMG.
WAN FARIS WAS SUPER SHOCK LAHH.

THEN SING SING, EAT THAT SECRET RECIPE OREO CHEESECAKE. SODAP LORRRR.
then when to sheesyaaaa. talk talk laugh laugh.
it was so funnnnnn.
BUT I MUST RUSH HOME EARLY SO DIDNT GET TO JOIN THE REST FOR SUPPER.

IT WAS THE BEST SATURDAY OF MY LIFE.
THANKS TO YOU GUYS FOR INVITING ME.

sick

HEY PEOPLEEEE!
IAM SICK DAMN SICK.

COUGHING AND SNEEZING FROM JUST NOW MORNINGG.
I DRAG MY ASS OFF TO SCHOOL AND WORK.
WORK MATE WANTED ME TO GO HOME AND REST BUT I PITY THEM
NOT ENOUGH STAFF. DAMNNNN

so i was busy doing my stuff at cashier.
from the corner of my eyes i saw this guy standing at the man range.
so i was like "damn, customer" and quickly put my thing aside.
AND I WANTED TO SERVE THAT CUSTOMER. SEKALI I SAW IT WAS MY COUSIN.
and GOT SOMEONE PEEP AT ME. AND IT WAS HANISSS.
OMG I WAS SO HAPPYYY.
HAHAHAHAHA.
because first time meet hanis -_-
she was so pretty. damnnn. hahahaha
I WAS LIKE OMG OMG.
at last cousin and hanis mission to surprise me at work succeed. hahaha

SO I DRAG MY ASS HOME.
AND NOW IAM TYPING AND SINGING.
hahahaha.

p.s i miss him. damn

second time.

This will be the second time you do this to me.
Ouh wait, i miss count. this will be THE THIRD TIME.

You contact with me and everything was fine.
And you keep on repeating that you are not attach.
The following month, you told me the truth.
That you are attach and that month will be your one year ani with her.
SO I BACK OFF AND IGNORE YOU.

After a month, you text me back and say that you break up with her.
And you need me to be by yourside for that moment.
So as a friend i try to forget about what you have done to me.
And be by yourside everyday.
We promise that we will try to be like last time.
But i promise you that i will stay as your bestfriend for the time being.
And you agree.
But you dont know how i feel deep inside.
Everytime we meet or otp i feel like iam the happiest person on earth -_-

The following month, HAHAHAHA LIKE WTH SIA FARA.
ok serious.

The following month, you text me "i patch back with her"
LIKE WTF?!?! OK CHILL.
i cant really be piss off with him because we are bestfriend.
but iam really piss off when his gf dont even allow him to text me.
THE WORST THING IS TO CONTACT ME?
like wtf, come on girl. he is my friend what do you expect.
sheeeshhh.

I dont want to be that mad uh.
But somehow i still have feelings for him.
But i cant continue this feeling.
BECAUSE HE IS FREAKING ATTACH.

I was so happy that we get to meet that time.
My gfs, will know how happy iam.
But now, no longer.

P.S HAVE FUN WITH HER OK. I KNOW I CANT GIVE YOU SEX THATS WHY YOU ARE BACK WITH HER.

again.

Hey, its been awhile i didnt update.

school and work lately.

busy life.

SOOOO. WORKK WORKK WORKK.
I WAS SO TIRED. TODAY CHRISTMAS CHANGES!
MIRACLE THAT WE FINISH 2 HOURS EARLY THAN LAST YEAR.
BECAUSEEE NO MORE NAGGING (BY KAREN MUA TAY)
AND OUR TEAM WAS SO FAST.
YAM SENG GUYS. HEHE

SO MSUT SLEEP TOMORROW WORKING AND SCHOOLING.

just so you know.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MAMA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

SO YEAH, MAMA BIRTHDAY YESTERDAY.
WE CELEBRATE IT AT MARINA BARRAGE.
IT WAS SO SO FUNNNNN.
I JUST DONT BOTHER MAMA WHEN SHE START TO CRY.
HAHAHAHAHA.
BECAUSE I WILL CRY TOO.
SO YEAH BIRTHDAY CAKE,ROSES,CARD,PIZZA AND DRINKS.
MAMA WAS DAMN HAPPY.
THANKS TO ALL THAT WISH HER.

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YANA TOOO.
SAMA HARI PAH NGAN MAK GUA? HAHAHA.
MAY ALLAH BLESS YOU AND LONG LAST WITH FAD..

but in other hand. my lovely aunt is admitted to the hospitall.
may allah bless her and make her the strongest person on earth to face her sickness.
iloveyoumakibu.

NOWWWWW..

BABY ARE YOU DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWN.
IAM OFFICIALLY DOOM RIGHT NOW.
HAHAHAHA

ATLAST! DEVELOP IMPLEMENT BUDGET STRATEGIES FINISH!
AND I DONT NEED TO BURN MIDNIGHT OIL ANYMOREEE!

I PASS MY MANAGE TRAINING MODULE.
HAPPY HAPPY LADY.

SO TOMORROW GONNA ENJOY MY ASS OFF!
CHALETTTTTTT! CLASS CHALETTTT!
WUHUUUUUUUUUU!
GOING WITH IREENE FIRST THEN MEET THE REST THERE.
AND PARTY OUR ASS OFF.
iam begging papa not to fetch me at night. damnnn pa. hahaha

SO YEAHHHH.
and hairil YOU ARE DOOM! I HATE YOU! HAHAHAHA.

what is this about?

MY BRAIN IS NOT WORKINGGGG!
DAMN I HAVE ALOT OF PROJECT NEED TO BE DONEEEEEE.

BY WEDNESDAY MUST HAND IN ALL LGAS!
AND I STILL AT LGA2!
DAMNNNN~~

WORKING AND WORKING AND WORKINGG.

I GTG.
BYEBYE

what is this about?

damnnnn~

JUST NOW WAS SO FUNNNN~~
TWO EVENT HAPPEN TODAYYY!

IN THE MORNING!
YAYA open house for hari raya (closing ceremony)
THE FOOD WAS DAMN NICEEE.
it was so fun as alwaysss
with classmate around.
BUT NOT ALL TURN UP :(
THANKS YAYA FOR THE INVITATION..
p.s i still stuck with lga2. hahaha

IN THE AFTERNOON!
NANI open house for the ite friends.
hahaha not really lahhh.
her ite friends doing some dress thinggy
so yeahh just kpo kpo and helpppp.
it was so funny lahh. omg.
all couples.
nadia - ahsin.
ayu - nizar.
rahayu - wan farish
mardea - sheeshhh (HAHA)
nani - farahima (THE ONLY PERSON WITHOUT PARTNER)
it was so funnnn.
i feel abit paisey but after awhile they are very very very friendly.
"LATCHMIII"
hahahahaha. enjooyyyyyy.


perhaps i should talk about yesterday tooo.
yesterday was so funnnn.
meet up with hairil.
he was so funny.
we laugh, we talk and we smokeee all the way.
from 7pm and we didnt realize it was 11plus.
and he need to rush home (takot bus takdeee =_=)
it was so so so funnn.
i was super duper happy to meet him.
we walk from admiralty to 609
from 609 to triple 8.
then from triple 8 to tekong to a block near cwp.
it was so funnnn.
and we really want to meet each other pretty soon but...
it wont happennnnnnnnnn.
just now busy talking to him and out of the blue he hang up.
and a few minutes later someone text me.
his ex text me and ask me not to bother hairil anymore.
well, i must respect her decision.
it hurts so bad tho but what to do as hairil always say "THIS IS LIFE"
YA RIGHTTTTTTTTT~~~
and if you are reading this lets forget our plan to meet and hang out every weekend because i dont want to be someone who destroy other people relantionship.

OKAY I MUST GO TO BED NOWWWW.
as what keegan say if cant sleep count sheep. hahaha.

p.s we must let it go because we are not meant to be.

YOHA!

I CHANGE MY BLOG SONG AGAIN
BECAUSE NANI SAY MY BLOG SONG LIKE
AEROBIC SONGGG.

THANKS EH BABEEE.

HAHAHA.
THIS LOVE IS GONE SO IS A LEGEND SONG.
SO YEAHHH.

TAKECARE PEOPLE

and yaaa, i hate you seriously.
trying to be nice to you but you are to muchhh.

New blog song.

Hey people.

A QUICK UPDATE!
I CHANGE MY BLOG SONG.
RANDOMLY I MISS THIS SONG.

SO YEAH.
ENJOYY.

SCHOOL TOMORROW PEOPLE~~

sober.

HEY PEOPLE!

SORRY THAT I DIDNT UPDATE ANYTHING.
BECAUSE I WAS FREAKING SICK.
DAMNNNN~~~
my throat is like freaking pain.
my nose cant smell anything.
my head is like putting 10 dictionary on top of it.
my body aching.
my tummy cramp due to too much coughing. haha

i need a break.
i need a rest.
i need someone to give me a good massage. hahaha

well, nani and mardea is safely at singapore.
now they are singaporean back. haha. ape siak fara ok diam.

hmmmm. i cant deny i miss few people.
i miss that someone who always chat with me and we always argue over small things online.
damnn i miss it alot~~
i miss hairil that guy who will always find trouble with me every night on the phone.
i miss that "eh bodoh stop singing cause your voice make me muntah sia"
and "eh pantat i love you okay"
awwwwww~~~

how i wish that time will rewind back to that moment when all that happen.

p.s i still love him.
seriously i miss them

lonely.

EVILTWIN PLEASE COME BACK!
I MISS YOU ALREADY!
I WILL TRY TO MAKE IT AT AIRPORT TOMORROW!

MARDEA BABYGIRL PLEASE COME BACK!
I MISS YOU ALREADY TOO!
I JUST MISS THE LATE NIGHT CHAT!

COME BACK YOU TOOOO!

p.s he is changing.

Awesome day.

TODAY IS A GOOD GOOD DAY.

MEET NANI AT SUPPOSELY 11 BUT END UP 12plus.
I JUST LOVE TO WAIT. HAHAHA

So yeah the first thing we do is makan at far east.
Round Round Far east looking for her necklace.
End up kedai tutup.
So we walk all the way to forum.
JUST FOR FUN!
Then run out of idea where to go.
Called abg andi he was busy.
So we called dhidi.
MEET HER AT TOAPAYOH.
Teman her buy makan then off to their "SPOT"
I WAS SO AMAZEDDDDDD.
seat at the rooftop.
i was so afraid at first but end up
AKU YANG OVER!

SO YEAH, strike 16.00pm we start to feel the boredom so we decided to take video.
HAHAHAHAHA. OMG.
JUST FOR BLOG I WILL UPLOAD.

HAHAHA FEELING KERIS PATIH GIRL VERSION.
JUST LOOK AT OUR FACES. HAHAHAHAHA



HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I LOOK SO UGLY AS ALWAYS. HAHAHA.
SEE DHIDI SUPER CUTE.



LAST BUT NOT LEAST. ERNANI NORDIN AND NADIRAH RAMDAN!
HAHAHAHAHA. SUPER CUTE. SEE NANI AND DHIDI AT THE MIDDLE PART.



I SO SO SO SO SO LOVE FRIDAYYY~~~~
THANKS FOR THE DAY GFS.
FROM NO PLAN TO EXTREMELY TIRED.
FROM TOWN TO TOAPAYOH.
BACK TO TOWN TO MEET ZUL.
TAKE 106 TO JURONG EAST.
GO MAK HOUSE(nani aunty)MAKAN THERE.
SODAPPPPPPPPPP.
MAK GAVE ME ONE BOTTLE FULL OF KUIH TART.
IAM SO GONNA EAT IT ALONE.
I LOVE MAKKK. HAHAHA.
NOW IAM LAUGHING ALONE WATCHING THE VID.
DAMNNN.
OK TAKECARE POEPLE.

p.s i pass my exam! hehe

study

TIME CHECK: 4.20 AM

IAM STILL NOT SLEEPING JUST FINISH STUDYING.
TOMORROW HAVING WRITTEN ASSESSMENT.

i will update more on raya tomorrow or weekend.
must sleep but i cant!
TRYING MY BEST TO SLEEP!

chatting with nutter about my kentot2 and her breakout.
and chatting with mirul too. he is still awake and yet he need to report work 8am tmrw and meet his gang 6am. BAIKKK UH MIRUL. hahaha.

takecare people

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

HEY POEPLE!
BUSY WITH HARI RAYA PREPARATION.
BUT STILL I JUST WANT TO BLOG SOMETHING SHORT AND SIMPLE.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LEE THOCK KONG!
HAHAHAHA!
ATLAST YOU ARE 17. (baru 17?)
HAHAHAHA!
MAY ALLAH BLESS YOU!
we might just know each other but you are the funniest people on earth i know. hahaha
thanks for loving man utd too!
now i have another man utd kakis.
TAKECARE

to eviltwin idk why you are so moody but i hope you will be fine.
takecare<3

A random night with nani.

SHE WAS BORED SO DECIDED TO MEET ME AT 10AM.
FOR SOME FRESH AIR. HAHAHA

AND HERE ARE SOME RANDOM PHOTO.





AND I LOVE HER.
TAKECARE

Back.

IAM BACK PEOPLE!

AFTER READING MY TAGBOARD.
HAHAHA.

THANKS EH NANI, MEMANG NAK BUAT MUSUEM NEGARA.

WELL PEOPLE! IVE BEEN BUSY WITH SCHOOL AND RAYA!
CLEAN CLEAN ROOM.
THROW BED.
PAINT ROOM.
REDECORATE ROOM.

PAINT ALL THE FRAMES FROM BROWN TO BLACK AND WHITE.
KEMAS ALMARI.

HAHAHA.
HARI RAYA IS AROUND THE CORNER.
SO EXCITED.

SCHOOL SUCKS! OMG! I HATE PEOPLE WHO LOVE TO MAKE RUMORS ABOUT ME. DAMN ASS.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA UH KRG.

WORK DOUBLE THE SUCKS! WTF, IVE BEEN WORKING SO HARD LATELY AND THEY SAY I HAVE BEEN SLACKING. I DONT GET IT? YOU GUYS MUST HAVE BAD IMPRESSION OF ME THATS WHY YOU GUYS HAVE BEEN SAYING THAT.
hello people, iam not slacking if iam slacking i will take mc or even didnt turn up for my shift.
whatever. and iam not trying to be racist.
damn it.

btw, i miss having a puasa month with gr. hahaha
PAHAM PAHAM LAH GR!

takecare people.
i love my life.

irrits.

Feel so sucky after viewing and knowing something.
I dont know why but i feel sucky.
Its not a jealousy feeling but a sucky feeling.

You know like sucky.
Just imaging seeing someone photos and you and him didnt work out but he and her did work out?
DONT YOU FEEL SUCKY?

I BET HANIS KNOW HOW I FEEL.
SUCKY RIGHT PANTAT? hahaha.

its okay, all the best tho.
not cursing anything just some thought that i want to share.

atlast..

Hey people,

At last i get to update a proper update after a few days.
So tired with school and work.
I got no time for me.

Work was tiring.
Damn it, my leg is killing me.
New uniform sucks.
GREEN SHIT COLOUR.
Controversy every where.
I just shut my mouth and work.
I dont work because i want to hear all this nonsence.
But i want to earn extra income for myself.

Dad nag and forcing me to quit my job.
He say he still can give me money.
But i want to feel how tired to own your own cash.
Its okay papa, i will be fine.

School sucks.
Portfolio have not done yet.
I still not in the correct mood to do it.
Tomorrow maybe? hehe.
Drama is happening in school too.
I hate it because come on you guys a freaking young adults.
Think like one please.
Whatever it is, i wont bother much.

Get a new hp SAMSUNG STAR.
Iam so freaking happy.
Thanks to NANI who choose for me that phone and force me to buy it.
If not i wont buy until now i will still be using that broken phone.
Thanks babe.
and sorry i didnt get to accompany you tomorrow.
I promise next week will happen okay.

NEW HANDPHONE IS SO NICEEZZ.
BLACK COLOUR.
AT LAST I GET MY TOUCH PHONE SCREEN. HEHE.
SO SEXCITED.

To natasha, BUY THAT PHONE TOO! ITS AWESOMEEEE.
and we will go out buke soon okay?
ICY-ROCKS! HAHAHA.

WAITING FOR SAHURR.
FEEL LIKE EATING MEGA MCSPICY. BAHHHH.

iam just so sick people treating me this way.
all my good deeds they wont say anything.
But when it come to my bad deeds uhh.
WUAHH MACAM SIAKKK!
I HATE YOU PEOPLEE.

I gtg for now.
I need to rest.
Mama get well soon.


ouh yaaa, i miss hairil (:

Busy.

I AM REALLY BUSY!

SO I WILL HAVE A PROPER UPDATE SOON.

TAKECARE PEOPLE!

...

THE TRUTH IS......





I STILL LOVE YOU.

I MISS THEM SO MUCH.
MUST MUST MEET THEM SOON.

HOPE THAT THEY CAN COPE WITH THEIR PROJECTS.
NANI WITH HER EXCEL.HEHE.

MARDEA I LOVE YOU.
NANI I LOVE YOU.
TAKECARE ALRIGHT YOU TWO.





*p.s no matter how long we didnt meet you two will always be in my heart. haha.

dying.

I AM SICK PEOPLE.

THIS COUGH AND FEVER IS KILLING ME!

WHENEVER I COUGH I CAN TASTE A BLOODY BLOOD TASTE.

ITS HURTS!

ITS NOW A NORMAL COUGH, DAMN IT!

FEVER IS DAMN HIGH.

MENSES CRAMP SOMEMORE.

WHAT IS THIS?

TRIOS UH?

I WANT TO PUASA ONE MONTH SIA THIS MONTH.

APA INI TAMBI?

WELL TAKECARE PEOPLE.

HOPE I CAN CONCENTRATE IN CLASS TOMORROW.

Fasting!

ITS FASTING MONTH PEOPLE!

HAPPY FASTING ALRIGHT!

JANGAN PUASA YOK YOK! HAHAHA.

First day puasa was alright.
I dont really feel the excitement!
Soon i will feel it!

HAHAHA!

takecare people.

ouh ya, http://mybeautifulpupu.tumblr.com
just another additional blog for my daily feelings :)

I love it.

(A random photo when boring mode come)

Fasting month is coming.
So excited. HOHO.

School Sucks! Development and Budget Is Damn Difficult.
This is our foundation man!
I must concentrate, no matter what the environment like.
Well, i need to back up on my confident level talking infront of the class.
Damn paisey lahh especially when i talk to fast and my R AND S tend to mix up.
To someone in class, stop acting like primary one student man.
You are 21 man and still you are bad mouthing about people behind them.
Including me? wtf.
The rest maintain our craziness. hahaha


Ouh ya, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NADHIRAH RAMDAN!
may allah bless you. Be a good daugther,sister and gf :)
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!



Mohd Hairil, i know you didnt mean it.
Sorry, we cant force it to happen.
Let time tell it all.
If we are meant to be together, we will be together love.
Well, ily

Takecare people.

I shouldnt.

Why must he be such a JERK?
Why must i feel so depress?
Why cant he understand me?
Why must he be such a arrogant beast?
Why must this happen to me again?
Why must all my love ones leave me?
Why must i think about all this?


This is all the question that running through my head right now.


I am tired of doing good deeds to people.
I am not asking for any good deeds in return.
I just want you to appreciate it.
Not that much i ask for.
Just a little bit will do.

Come on, you are not that good looking.
I know i know i am fat.
Fat dont deserve to be love by such a "HOT" guy.
But i dont give a damn.
You are nothing, nothing at all.
Continue with your drama.

Dont worry at the end of everything i will give you a round of applause plus a standing ovation love.

Goodbye Nurul.

FROM A STRANGER
TO WORK MATE
TO GILA WORK MATE
AND
NOW SHES MY BEST FRIEND.



Even though we are not working under same roof anymore.
I will always remember the craziness that we had.
The lunch and laughter we had in store.
The ups and down we shared.

I gonna miss you and miss everything we did.
Takecare Nurul Syahira.
Love you.
p.s have fun at marina square

Scary.

Hey people!

omg! iam still freaking out!

2.05am
Papa call and ask me to fetch mama and ayang plus some stuff they bought.
So i happily singing myself down the stairs.
Sing Sing and i feel something fishy is staring at me.
So i stop and look up.
At this level two house full of laundry at the window.
But not at this particular window.
And guess what i saw.
A MAKCIK STANDING WEARING "BAJUK BUTTERFLY" AND HER HAIR WAS ALL SO MESSY AND HER FACE WAS SO BLACK!
I was so panic that i scream! HAHAHAHAH!
and this whole group of matrep come to me and asking "eh asl jerit ni asl?"
All i do is point at the window and they all scream along with me.
We all run at the link house and waited for papa and mama to reach.
My face was all pucat.
HAHAHAHAHA.

Go back online and telling nutter.
So cute she say.
Natasha S. says: (2:14:58 AM)
walao eh
Natasha S. says: (2:15:15 AM)
i think the hantu all takut ah cs puasa dekat then they will be trapped
Natasha S. says: (2:15:17 AM)
hahaha
Natasha S. says: (2:15:20 AM)
so they just go all out

HAHAHAHAHAHA!
KELAKAR UH LU SIS!
HAHAHA.

ok no more going out late.
not really uh. hahaha
no more walking under that block!

hahaha.
working at imm tomorrow.

HAHAHAHA! NATASHA SHAHRIL GONE MAD! HAHAHAHAHA!
Farahima; Let the hourglass pass right into ashes. says: (2:55:48 AM)
WHEN I SAY JUMP YOU SAY HOW HIGH. 
Farahima; Let the hourglass pass right into ashes. says: (2:55:50 AM)
hahahaha
Natasha S. says: (2:55:50 AM)
ya im hearing also
Farahima; Let the hourglass pass right into ashes. says: (2:55:59 AM)
hahaha.
Natasha S. says: (2:56:03 AM)
WHEN I SAY SHUT U SAY UP
Natasha S. says: (2:56:04 AM)
hahahaha
Natasha S. says: (2:56:09 AM)
SHUT
Farahima; Let the hourglass pass right into ashes. says: (2:56:14 AM)
UP!
Farahima; Let the hourglass pass right into ashes. says: (2:56:17 AM)
hahahahaha
Natasha S. says: (2:56:17 AM)
SHUT
Farahima; Let the hourglass pass right into ashes. says: (2:56:19 AM)
UP!
Natasha S. says: (2:57:50 AM)
VERY GOOOOOOOOOOOD.
Farahima; Let the hourglass pass right into ashes. says: (2:58:17 AM)
WHEN I SAY WHATS U SAY UP.
Farahima; Let the hourglass pass right into ashes. says: (2:58:19 AM)
WHATS 
Natasha S. says: (2:58:26 AM)
UP
Farahima; Let the hourglass pass right into ashes. says: (2:58:29 AM)
WHATS
Natasha S. says: (2:58:32 AM)
UP!!!!
Farahima; Let the hourglass pass right into ashes. says: (2:58:34 AM)
HAHAHAHA
Natasha S. says: (2:58:37 AM)
HAHAHAHA


HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA! OMG SHE SO FUNNY!
OK I GTG!
TAKECAREEE

Cant help but wait.

I will always smile no matter what happen.
You cant bring me down.
I will always love my life.
You are just a guy full of temptation.
I will continue my life without you bodoh.

Takecare people

You dont have to call anymore.

This is the last straw d, i dont want to hurt anymore

I admit i miss you but i cant bare with your behavior man.
You treat me like a dog.
When you need me then you look for me.
But when you dont need me, you ignore me.
Its hurts.

But i have to move on.

Studies is important.
I have my Nani and mardea.
I have natasha bolakaki. hahaha
Classmate kept me laughing.
Work mate make me smile.

I admit i need you in my life but you are not important to me anymore.

Btw! susi my b1 and nurul are transferring out to MARINA SQUARE :(
THIS IS SO NOT COOL!
I was so pissed that i when to work just now and ask my manager whats wrong.
She was explaining to me that both of them have experient that they can make raffles city name good there.
And i was like wtf? you mean iam not good enough?
She was like saying no, if you go our outlet will not be the same.
I DONT WANT! PLEASE! I KNOW NURUL GONNA TRANSFER AND IAM STILL COOL WITH IT.
BUT NOW SUSI MY B1 IS TRANSFERRING OUT! THIS IS SO NOT COOL!
I HATE SHAYNE FOR MAKING THIS STUPID DECISION! FCUKKK!
I WILL FIND NEW JOB SOON!
gth!

this feeling iam feeling right now.
hmmm, i just dont know how to express it.
whatever d.
you sucks.

Its Was You And Me.

Theres nothing for me to say anymore.
You admit it.
You guys did it.
I cant say anything.
Enough is enough.
I forgive you once.
Its enough already.
The hurt is deep.
I wont hate you.
I just will pretend that i didnt even know that youre exist.

You go on with your life.
Your lie.
Your ego.

I will go on with my life.
Yes, i admit i did lie to you but its for our own good.
My ego? not as worst as yours.

Takecare and enjoy your life.

But Why?

People have been wondering what happen to me lately that i decided to keep myself quiet in my room.
I have not been myself lately.
I just dont get it why must this happen?

What did i did wrong to her that she must do this?

AHHHHH DAMN IT!

whatever lah.

Had fun with nutter yesterday.
Climb up and down the stairs.
Weird Sound.
Run over a bus.
She follow me stalk someone.
And i follow her send something to her bf end up walking back. HAHAHA!
"ZOHOR PENGSAN NARI KEBUMI?"
hahahaha she was so slumber when she say that.
hahahahahahaha! OMG!
And i was like errrrr pengsan? everybody who is pengsan must kebumi. hahahaha
PICAS ASAP!

having a day job at yishun safra tomorrow.
with abg andi and nani.
so yeah.
takecare people!

p.s whatever happen to me, hopefully allah will make it happen to you too :)

DAMN!

OMG! THIS UNCLE IS SO RANDOM!




OMG! THAT GUY NAME BRIAN SO CUTE! DAMN IT! HAHAHAHAHA


DAMN THIS IS DAMN FUNNY!

THANK TO BRANDON! HAHA.

NEW LAYOUT!

SO FREE TODAY! WHUUUUUUUUU!

ASSIGNMENT ARE ALL DONE! WUHUUUUUUU!

too free that i decided to change layout.
school was funz.
i love school.
haha.
classmate gilazzzz
haha.
OPTIMIZE SALES IS THE BEST!
so easy. hehe.

looking foward to saturday and sunday!
kak fazila kawin.
and iam freaking out because they ask me to make.
kak shidah ckp kak shidah aje.
nuaghty uh. haha

D, is getting on my nerves.

I REALLY NEED TO MEET MARDEA BADLY.
i miss her :(
Takecare people.

i will update again tomorrow. hehe.

to nutter NICE GIGI. HAHAHA

Busy life.

Hey people.

School have been a stress period of my life.
Like fcuking shit man.
HAHAHA.
two weeks past already.
and i feel awesome with new classmate excluding one guy who feeling handsome padahal tak.
subject make me go *JAWS DROPPING TO THE GROUND*
i never learn any of that subject before.
its my first time tho.

thank to yana and yayah who always help me.
thank girls.

hope our six month will be a good one.
just finish written assessment (exam) on COUNDCT SERVICE ANALYSIS.
lga1-4 need to edit by this weekend.

i miss nani and mardea.

life have been great now.
but i still love him
nehh its okay.
i dont want to talk more about it.
just shut my mouth.

takecare people.
tomorrow working, i just got no time for myself anymore.

I miss work.

Hey people,

i miss work. like seriously i miss work.
i miss the jokes.
i miss the fun.
i miss the hell ya laugh we used to have.
i miss kai xiang :(
i miss susi, nurul and the rest bahhhhh.

i have fun at school just now.
i just love school.

but i hate you mapeleh.
this indian guy who is such a jerk.

ouh ya i hate you too.
you are getting on my nerves.
i just hope you will be happy alright.

i really need to go and cool myself down.
i really need someone.
whore.

hahaha.
i love you people who make me feel better.
i miss nutter.

i miss nani and mardea like so much.
takecare you two.

Photograph can tell a thousand meaning.

Hey people!

First day of school was damn bored.
Get to know some of the classmate.
And some just play boring.
Its okay.
16 Modules 6 Months.
I must concentrate my studies.
Not them.

Was just chilling and browsing through Facebook.
And i saw them :(
They are holding hands.
They are huging.
Well people say photo can tell a thousand meaning.
But what about that photos i saw.
Its not my first time tho.
I wonder why must they do this to me?
Just tell me the truth.
And everything will be fine.

Its okay people.
Just continue what you are doing.
Takecare.
And long last.

To taufiq, i will upload the picas soon.

Thank niz, for being there for me tonight.
I will try to chill babe.

NEW LAYOUT AGAIN!

I KNOW MY FACE LIKE BAHHH!

GOT TRIPLE FOURPLE CHIN!

BUT WHO CARE!

I WANT TO BE FREEDOM!

BE WHAT I WANT TO BE!

FREEEEEEEDOOOMMMMMMM!

OKAY PURPLE TETAP ADE.

FAVOUR COLOUR KATE KAN.

okay iam off to bed.
talking with hanis.
shes a funny night accompany.
if you are reading this. PERGI TIDO DA PUKUL 4.04AM MAKCIK!

It hurts.

STOP BEING AN EGO BEAST!

YOU ARE THE ONE TO BE BLAME!

NOT ME!

YOU BLOODY JERK!

I HAD ENOUGH!

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH BEAST!

I know the real you.

Iam still awake.
Thank to Wonka nerds for making me munching them the whole night.

Talking to a new friend.
A guess what a small world it is man.

I still cant imagine that he actually doing what she telling me.
Hamper.
Seriously, you are like my good friend already man.


Now i know the real you.
HAHAHAHA.
SO FUNNY!
BAHHHHHH.

kau kental seriously.
and now you can find the reason why everybody ditching you.

lucky enough i dont fall for you.
but seriously.

you are one unpredictable guy.

yes, i admit you are one good looking guy.
but you have no right to do that to her.
she have pride.
you just know her and you did that to her already.

where is your pride as a man?

well, thats your problem.
takecare people.

As Long As You Love Me.

Hey people,
Its been awhile tho i never update a proper entry.
Always busy.

Now school is starting in a week time.
Iam so excited and nervous :s
I will put all my focus everyday at school.
HAHAHAHA. 4hours a day is enough.
Hopefully from monday to friday will be 2-6 :)
Hahahaha.
Gonna start something new with yana polar bear.
Iam so gonna pass everything cause she will gaga if i never study. HAHAHA
Thank mak. Lol.
Pray hard.

Yeah work gonna be less for me next month.
I will be working only weekends.
And if there no slot for me i wont be working.
Paul and kayser will be transferring to ION SWATCH.
Iam so gonna miss them.
Kak Farah is considering to quit or not.
Please kak, dont quit.
You quit everything will be a mess.

Love life,
Well, i admit i still cant get over him.
Just pretending to be "OKAY"
But seriously, all the guy that ditch me.
His the only guy that take me years to forget.
HAHAHAHA.
alahh! whatever with love.

iam happy with my life.
Happy with my surrounding.
Let love find me.
I dont want to find love :)

Nani and mardea always in my heart.
Nutter too.

Takecare people.

Enough is enough.

Enough!
Stop with this game.
Cause i know you will win at the end of the day.
You and her will keep on faking the stories.
Because you think iam not realizing anything.
But please iam not 8 years old girl you guys can lie man.

Go on play your game.

All i want you to know.
I love you.
And i will be stupid enough to continue loving you.
Because you are just not the one.

Eventhough it hurts after few weeks.
But YOU SUCKS!

this game you playing, hah its lame.

takecare people.
enjoy playing the game.
i wont say anything or curse anything.
But i will pray that one day Allah will turn the wheel back and you gonna feel what iam feel.

p.s, i miss nutter.

Fading.

ITS FADING AWAY!
IAM STARTING TO HATE THIS.
HAHAHA.

NEW LAYOUT AGAIN.
FEELING SUMMER LOVE<3

TAKECARELOVE

I MISS MARDEA SO MUCH
AND NANI TOO.

Dont speak.

I just dont know why.
Iam addicted to this old school song.
I just love it alot.

Dont speak i know what you thinking.
Dont tell me cause to cause.
Our memory.
hahaha

Meeting tb tomorrow!
Iam so excitedzzzz.

Takecare love.

Back.

ITS BEEN AWHILE.
IVE BEEN BUSY WITH SCHOOL
AND WORK OF COURSE.

SO YEAH. I WILL UPDATE MORE SOON.

R.I.P POP KING.
MICHEAL JACKSON.

Dedication.

IAM GONNA DEDICATE THIS TO THE THREE OF MY BEST BUD.

First up, shes my B1.
people will mistake that iam her.
by the way we walk. haha
i love her. she SUSI SALLY..

IAM REALLY SORRY THAT I DIDNT ATTEND YOUR BDAY PARTY.
I WAS GETTING READY TO GO.
BUT IAM JUST TO TIRED BABE.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
MAY YOU HAVE A BRIGHT FUTURE SUSI!
I LOVE YOU AND YOU KNOW IT!
my other half from different da and ma.
xoxo.

Next up will be my gila kaki.
she my ite friends. shes also my adviser.
and i listen to her advise seriously.
shes the gerektes gile kaki ever mann.
she is ZYE MCGEE aka haziyah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZYE!
PANJANG UMUR OI!
NOW YOURE LEGAL.
BUT BAHH STILL THE SAME.
WHATEVER HAPPEN YOU ARE STILL MY GEREK KAKI. HAHA
SAYANG KAU.
XOXO.

the last but not least.
His my after live and loaded lepak kakis.
his a silent yet crazy guy!
and he is Mr Jup the Peter Parker.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUDE!
I REMEMBER YOUR BDAY OKAY!
HAHAHA.
MAY GOD BLESS YOU.
AND ENJOY UR LIFE IN NS THAT IS COMING SOON.
HAHAHA
TAKECARE
and goodluck with her :D

so yeah thats the three wishes for my best bud.
takecare

Life is not fair man.

HEY PEOPLE.

life is not fair!
seriously! its not!
pantat!
hahaha

i just dont know whats wrong with her?
she been misjudging me lahh.
omg, now is like 2009? and for my group of friend ages is 18-20.
and still she is thinking like a 12 years old girl?
whatever they tell to you, you want to take it as if i really say that.
whatever they tell you is all fake.
whatever they are doing is just to make us fight.
and whatever it is you are old enough to think.
think like a grow up okay.
not as my little sister.
i admit you help me in many ways.
but you are not mature to think what is right and what is wrong.


and to d, iam sorry for everything.
i know you are dissapointed but iam sorry.

NUTTER! MEET ASAP! I LOVE YOU!

School.

SCHOOL IS DAMN BORED!
OKAY THIS IS JUST A FIVE DAYS TRAINING IN CUSTOMER SERVICE.
I CAN COPE WITH IT.
I CAN!

tired!
weekend will be working.
and school will resume on monday until wednesday.
CEPAT SIOLS!
hahahaha

OUH YA PEOPLE.
IAM NOT MAD AT ANYONE LAH.

Sick and Tired.

Iam just sick and tired with all this "FAKE" story.
Iam not 10 years old that they can lie too.

UWUK UWUK.

nevermind, i will never understand you d.

AKU BENCI AKU BENCI
TIDAKKKK!
hahaha. drama sia.

iam so not gonna talk to that girl no more.
so unpolite.

relief at suntec just now.
i was freaking piss off.
okay, i dont want to relief there but i must too.
i reach there, three staff was there.
two inside the store talking like makcik.
and one go smoking.
omg iam alone at the shopfloor.
and i was like. omg what iam here for?
hahaha.
so its 7.30 when i get to eat my lunch
but fcuk. 10mins incharge come in and ask you done?
and i was like. errr give me a minute.
inside my heart was like. *EH PUKI AKU BARU 10MIN KAN BABI KAU*
hahaha. then come out do stock.
wtf, they just tag the stock and i must put them in orderly manner.
ten cartons of it. siak.
FROM NOW ON I WONT GO SUNTEC AND WORK ANYMORE. MCM SIAK!
feelzah came by raffles just now
i love you baby! haha.

takecare people.
iam so gonna play this game that you are playing.

Mardea Cribs.

HEY PEOPLE.
TODAY IS MY LAST OFF DAY.
SO DECIDED TO MEET THE LESSY A.K.A NANI AND MARDEA.
AND NADIA MARIA WAS THERE TOO.
EXCITED.

when i reach, nadia just finish cook her egg.
mardea getting ready for her jemput jemput.
yang paling sedap and pedas. shiok.
nani hahaha. dancing and dancing.
i love them all.

here are some photos.


MARDEA MONROE.


NANIMON. HAHA


NADIA MARIA BODESTYNE.


THE LESSY, I LOVE THEM SO MUCH. HAHA.



ENJOY MY DAY TODAY. meet up soon. sorry i cant join you guys for the sleepover. takecare and i love you guys.

Enough

STOP SAYING "EVERYONE DESERVE TO BE LOVE FARAH"

BUT YOU DONT MEANT IT AT ALL.

STOP YOUR NONSENCE.

YOU DONT HAVE TO CALL ANYMORE,

I WONT PICK UP THE PHONE

I DONT WANT TO HURT ANYMORE,D

NUTTER IS BACK TO BASIC.
AND GONE TO PHUKET IN TWO DAYS TIME.
BABE, I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE BABE :(

Keseorangan.

TONIGHT I FEEL SO LONELY.
MY BESTFRIEND,CRAZY KAKI,GUNDUHEAD,LATE NIGHT CHATTING PARTNER,MY MEREPEKNESS KAKI, MY SADNESS BANK, MY PROBLEM SLOVER, MY GOODFRIEN, A PERSON WHO GO THROUGH THE SAME PROBLEM AS ME AND FINALLY MY BOLA KAKI.

HAHAHAHAHA.
DA BALIK KE KAMPUNG
DAN TINGGAL KAN SIS SORANG2 KAT KOTA SINGA?
ALAMAK MINAH LU TAK JIWA UH MINAH.

hahaha.
takecare babe when you at kampung until SUNDAY.
make sure buy for me some oleh oleh okay.
eh taknak i want from phuket :D
hahaha.

tengok tv cerita charlies angel gua tahu gua tak tahu malu girl.
hahaha.

seriously babe,iam damn bored! haha

okay tido time.
see how siang i sleep without you layan my merepekness.
okay sound so matair. HAHAHA

TAKECARE.

Boring.

WAY TO BORING.
SERIOUSLY.

The way that i love.

Nah Nah Nah,
the smell of your skin lingers on me now.

CEYBAHHHH.

work is the best lately. haha
as usual the same kakis.
idk why but i miss the part timers.
nurul :(
susi :(
jingyu :(
and esp feelzah.

now chatting with nutter and talking about the past.
and talking abt the present. hahaha
talking about my past and yeah sad lah.
and talking abt her present is just funny.
hahahaha.
TUKANG KIPAS? hahaha.

tomorrow working again yeah!
must enjoy working because starting school soon!
takecare people.

Wasuuppppp.

Hey people!

seating here macam budak bodoh. haha

well, work is fun fun fun as always.
impressive mandy quit smoking.
see how long will her "quiting" be. haha
laugh and laugh the whole day.
play bobs catching with mandy. haha
pukeeee lah you mandy.
mak ayam wanted to wrestler me to the ground.
BUT FAFA STRONG.
hahaha. greg keep one pinching people hands esp mine.
kak fara just stand and laugh and laugh.
I LOVE YOU ALL LAH.
how i wish feelzah wont quit and we will be so happy family lah.
i miss you so much honey.

ouh ya!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARHAN YO!
the 19th old guy.
panjang umur murah rezeki.

so yeah thats about all.
takecare people.

Back.

FULLY RECOVER PEOPLE!
iam just over excited that iam back to normal.
let go the old feelings.
and i cant believe i did that.
thank to my sayangs2.

THREE DAYS OFF
STARTING WORK TOMORROW!

so yeah people,
yesterday i had a great fun time with cousin and family.
farish turn two years old.
and it was like damn fun lahhh.
i upload the photos at my FACEBOOK!
okay cousin grab is there.
i dont tag you guys.
you guys tag yourself. haha
mane tahu gambar tak glamour. hahaha
kental!
after that we go lepak.
we laugh like nobody business.
so yeah heres my facebook link.
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=779679691&ref=ts#/album.php?aid=121067&id=779679691&ref=mf

takecare people!

From This Moment On

A song that nutter give again.
And again its damn nice.
And again jiwangzzz.
hahaha



still recovering.

Be right Back.

I will be back updating my blog when iam back to normal situation.

Deep.

DELETE WHATEVER I SAY BECAUSE I DONT HAZIYAH BTE BAHAROM TO TERASE.
SHE THE ONE WHO HELP ME ALOT.
HAHAHA
PANTAT KAU ZYE

This time round is a little bit deep.
I hate it alot.
Recovering soon.
Not soon enough.
But still soon enough.
HAHA

hahahaha.
pergi mampos.
passerby please eh.

what happen now will be a lesson to learn in future.

Whats wrong man?

"WE MAKE MISTAKE WE SEEK ADVICE N WE LEARNT FRM IT"
"HES NOT WORTH IT, REMEMBER THAT!"

the two sentence that baby mardea gave me as a advice.
thank sayang,
i feel better.

thank to zye too for everything.

and now iam talking to none other than nutter. hahaha
nutter™ says: (12:22:22 AM)
its good that u found this out before u fell for him any deeper.
nutter™ says: (12:22:34 AM)
imagine if you ardy sooo deeply in love, then he buat perangai.
nutter™ says: (12:22:37 AM)
wudnt it hurt more?

salute lah sama lu sis.
hahahaha

i feel horrible, i feel so weak.
again and again
iam doing this stupid mistake.
hahahahaha

wake up 9.45am and shit iam late to meet yana.
she msg me and she aboard the bus already.
rush to the toilet and berak. hahahaha
meet her. go ite and we freak out when they cant find yana cert.
we both freak out. hehe.
after that freaking out session we both go tmis.
give the cert.
straight to bugis.
wanted to shopping but my atm is my sister wallet who topup her prepaid and forget to give back. thank uh.
so just window shopping.

YANA TREAT ME COFFEEBEANS PURE CAREMEL AND MUFFINS AND MUDPIE.
hahaha next time my turn treating her.
go home first, yana and her bf still shopping.
half way home and dad text "kak,kalau srg tunggu kat toapayoh"
and wtf the train was at toapayoh when he text.
macam cicak kobeng aku lari. hahaha
call papa "pa, kat mane?"
papa say" baru otw nak ambik abg kat jalan bahar"
me"APE?! JALAN BAHAR? ABEI ADIK SRG2?"
papa"jalan jalan dulu okay, beli mr bean adik kan suke mr bean, i love you"
me"ah yelah bagus. hahaha love you too"
BAGUS KAN? WAITED FOR A HOUR OKAY.
end up they arrive comment on my bajuk. asl pakai slipper? hahaha
kental.

while waiting i manage to talk to nani for half hours. hahahaha
and she SING PEOPLE SHE SING!

she sing mixture of jiwang songs! hahahaha.
i cant seems to upload the recording! damn! nk sabor tak jadi!
i will try tomorrow!
takecare people.

NEW LAYOUT!

I DONT CARE IF ITS UGLY!
hahaha.

OUT OF IDEA!
HAHAHA.

randomly, go through my album.
saw this photos.
edit it put it on blogspot.
ugly i know.
but iam loving it people.
black and white.

ERRRRR,
ouh ya. iam officially TMIS student!
seriously, i want to study
hahaha.
with yana the panda!

so yeah hope for the best!
6 months schooling.
6 months attachment.
and my attachment can be at bodyshop -_-

takecare people.
can you stop acting like a small kiddo?

Worst.

Situation is getting worst people.
Its getting more and more worst.

Hahaha.

My flu getting better.
Life getting worst.
Hahaha kental.

Work is damn tired.
Pay sucks!
Kerje mcm nak mampos. pay dapat sikit?
Funny uh?

I hate people who ask me money.
Seriously. Iam not a walking atm machine.
HAHAHAHA

MAN UNITED LOST OVER BARCA!
people say barca deserve it.
so yeah congrats.

Hopefully chelsea win.
Everton vs CHELSEA this saturday.
goodluck evertonions hahaha. whatever that means.

Ouh ya, haish i miss him lahh!

To mardea: sayang, its okay i understand how you feel, i feel the same way too. it hurts when someone you love ignore you blindly. that is what iam feeling sayang.
If he really belong to you, he will be with you at the end of day.
And i did something too! HAHAHAHA. HUSH HUSH.

To nani: JUM SEPAK MARDEA LAGI. HAHAHA i love you two!

takecare you two.

to nutter: thank for the advise, thank for everything, thank for being that someone who i can talk with. i love you.

Its Not Swine.

HAHAHAHA!
RANDOMLY I UPDATE BECAUSE GOT THIS AUNTY SHE DAMN FUNNY!

I ABOARD TRAIN AND IT WAS PACK.
SO I STAND BESIDE THIS AUNTY AND A WHOLE GROUP OF MATS.
AND I CANT CONTROL MYSELF FROM SNEEZING AND COUGHING.
SO I JUST DO IT.
HHAHAHAHAH

AND THIS AUNTY WHO WAS STANDING BESIDE OF ME SHOUTED
"EHH SWINE SWINE, SHE HAVE SWINE!!!"
AND I MEAN MY SHOUTING. SHE REALLY SHOUT SO LOUD.

THE WHOLE GROUP OF MATS WAS LIKE
"CRAZY WHERE SINGAPORE GOT SWINE"

ALL I DO IS STARE AT HER
AND SAY
" AUNTY YOU ARE NOT ALRIGHT, GO GET SOME MASK AND GLOVES TO PREVENT YOURSELF OKAY"

hahahaha
omg!
i know iam being rude to this aunty but
HELLO ITS JUST A NORMAL FLU LAH!

hahaha. takecare people!

BRB

hopefully, i will get well soon.
i hate this flu alot.

why must this keep on
happening?
i cant take it any longer.
iloveyousomuchthatithurts.

do whatever you want,
say whatever you want
i dont even care.

takecare people.
i miss nani and mardea.
and i miss nutter too.

Random.

I upload this womanizer cover by all american reject.
Damn nice.
I know its kinda old song.
But i dont care! HAHAHA

having bad flu thats why i got no mood to update.
hmmm.

wuuuuuuw.
hahaha

pay day in 3 days.
faster faster

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABANG!

HEY OLD FAGGOT,
YOU ARE ONE YEAR OLDER.
BEHAVE LIKE A 22YEAR OLD FAGGOT MAN ABG!

I LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT.
YOU ARE THE BEST BROTHER.

EVEN THOUGH "IAM NOT YOUR REAL SISTER"
HAHAHAHA.
hopefully its not true.
I STILL LOVE YOU!

last night watch night at the museum 2 (midnight movie) with family.
make abang a huge bday card.
i dont have any photos with me.
so yeah i will upload soon when i get it.
takecare people.

middle finger up to your fcuking face.

Whats seems to be the problem here?
Whats wrong with you?
Whats wrong with your fcuking un-function brain?
Whats wrong man?

Are you a man or a jerk?
Or perhaps someone who i call heartless jerk?

I dont seems to have any problem with you at all.
But you keep on forcing me to hate you?

Serious shit,
Whats wrong with you?
Is there something wrong with your brain?
Sorry if there is.

Or maybe, yeah its true people praise you "omg he so hot"
That doesnt mean you can play around with people heart bodoh nak mampos.

Your face and your behavior.
Wow, unpredictable.
Thats why people say "DONT JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER"
Please grow up.
Seriously, everybody did mistake and they learn from there.
But for you? you take that mistake as a compliment and you continue doing the same mistake?

Iam sorry if i always bother you even though i didnt.
Iam sorry for being rude.
I cant take it any longer man.
The more i give in, the more you crossing over my limit.

WEBCAM.

WEBCAMING WITH NUTTER!

Treating me badly?
Do you think thats fair for me?
ONE DAY YOU WILL FEEL HOW I FEEL.

wuts wuts.
tomorrow work. after that off until 25th.
wuhoooo
tomorrow big boss of bodyshop from hongkong coming down to my outlet.
AHHH SHITY.
and thank eh miss manager for putting me in the roster tomorrow.
the reason "you work very hard already thats why i want to let the bosses see you"
PANTAT! MAKE ME NERVOUS.
must come early and go my make up.
full make up =_=

mardea and nani, meet up soon okay.

i miss TB ALOT!
bbq pit is a must must!
soon!

I MISS ALL THOSE BULLY TIME!
TAKECARE PEOPLE

Back to oldschool baby!

WORK IS FCUK!
WORK IS DAMN TIRED!
I NEED MY REST TMRW!
Hehe.

So yeah back from work online.
Text nutter to wait for me.
Hehe i make it in time kan?
hahaha.
So now we are back to oldschool songs!
hahaha.
I got nothing to say.
So i will upload the song

Publish Post

s.
And nut thank for being my late night partner, ily.

AND MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE.




but not as good as this!
Mariah carey - Without You


haha. enjoying tho.

to that someone.
fcuk off lah!

Why?

From normal friend to good friend.
Now starting to feel something tingly-ing inside my heart.

But when it start to feel something new happening.
You start to make things worst.
You should know how i feel right?
By the way i look at you?
By the way i talk to you?
By the way we look at each other when we want to say goodbye?
Maybe its just what i feel.
Not you.

All you know is just to make me feel bad.
To make me not to be a better person.
Ask me to do this and that.

But i dont know why i will do it.
Because i love you.

Thank nutterbaby, for hearing all my problems.
& giving me some advice :)

A Big Favour.

Its been awhile since i update.
So yeah people.

Been busy with life.
Work.
Off Days Meet Gfs.

Motorcross yesterday.
Actually wanted to watch football instead of motorcross.
For the sack of my nani and mardea.
I walk all the way to flyers. heh
It was nerve racking sia!
I was closing my eyes when they are making that 360degree turn. hehe.
I was lost in the middle of no where.
The reception sucks alot there.
So yeah after party then i get to meet nani and mardea.
Ouh yeah i meet nadia and albaby. hahaha

&& AFTER THAT WE WALK OVER TO OTHER SIDE!
WUHUUUU! I WAS TIP TOEING THERE. EVERYONE WAS DAMN TALL.
GFS go back and snap some photos with the riders.
So i walk alone to one side.
And in a coincident nadres was there too.
So yeah stand with him a few minutes.
Call abang to join us.
Hahahaha. I dont want people to think "ehh he have fat gf"
Thats why i call abang.
Furthermore nadres face look so paisey standing beside me :P
So yeah. IT WAS A DRAW!
AND MAN UTD WON THE CHAMPION!
EPL CHAMPION! WUHUUUUU.
THERES NO REGRET OF ME WALKING ALL THE WAY FROM RAFFLES CITY TO FLYERS.
HUHUHU!
GLORY GLORY MAN UTD.
everton fans still cursing man utd for winning. hahaha
okay enough of that.

so yeah, AND I BUMP INTO NUTTERBABY! hehe. miss you already.

work was a mess lately.
i just dont know why iam not in the mood to work.
got this small kid make me smile today. hehe
she so damn adorable. i will upload her pic soon. hehe

well, this is what i feel now.
i just feel so piss off lahh.
he just dont bother how i feel sia.
he just entertain all those pretay girls.
wth man.
okay i cant deny that you are one good looking dude.
BUT theres no way that you can treat me like this.
i bet you know how i feel.
doesnt fat girls deserve to be love?
my friend will scold me if they read this.
yeah i know babes i must have confident.
but everytime i want to have good self-esteem in my life.
someone will always make me go down sia.
maybe i should stop praising you lah.
its getting on my nerves.
how i wish i dont even know you exist in this world?
and remember this. you were the one who added me at fs,fb,msn and exchange number?
so why now you treating me this way when i start to feel something good happening?
pooookkeyyyy.

I had enough!

HEY PEOPLE!

OMG LAR.
I HAD ENOUGH WITH YOUR NONSENSE LAR.
PLEASE LARRR.
AJFHCUAHFRAEIRFJHSZORFUQWIRTJLSJV;FJGVFOIWRT
SERIOUSLY,
I HAD ENOUGH.

TMRW I MUST GO TO THIS FCUKING TRAINING AT HOLLAND.V AT 9AM.
AFTER TRAINING MUST GO WORK?!?!
WTF. EH WTF LAR WTF.
GERAM SIAAA.
VFSHRDCFNJRIEOQJRALM NCFJERFJEOAGJNJNFGRT
INGAT KERJE BODYSHOP TAKDE TRAINING. MCM SIAL.
kan da marah. grrrrrrr geram sia.

IF EVERY GUY IN THIS WORLD BEHAVE LIKE HIM?
WALAUWEIKANASAI SIA.
THE WORLD WILL END SIAA.

YOUR BEHAVIOR SUCKS ALOT.
sebalum aku smack kau, lebih baik kau realize mistake kau.
hahahaha minah eh.

OK LAR.
ENOUGH OF MY MARAHNESS.
TAKECAREPEOPLE

nani,mardea i miss you guys alot.

anak ali. meet up soon okay.

Happy birthday PAPA!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PAPA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

BLOW THE CANDLE.
HAHAHA

well, papa panjang umur murah rezeki.
youre 47 now.
omg papa so fast sia. wuts wuts. hahaha
we love you always.

hope you like that handphone from your four ruscal.
abang,adik,nana and ayang.
we love you.
thats all we can buy. haha
but our love for you is priceless.
hahaha.

takecare papa.
i love you so much

thank for backing me up when mama nag at me.
thank for fetching me home if i go home late.
thank for sending me food at work when i have so money.
thank for your love for me.
its to much for me to repay you papa.
thank for your hard work.
thank for making me what iam.
i admit i might not be the best amount your four child but i will be the best in your heart.
i love you papa.

Last wish.

Firstly, I HAD SUPER FUN DAY WITH COUSIN.
watch JANGAN TEGUR midnight movie.
was damn lame i tell you -_-
just the starting part take me off my seats. hahaha
more outing cousin :)

Secondly, my leg damn swollen sia!
I walk like people with disorder leg.
Wah piang lehhh.
Recover soon okay leg.
hahaha.

Tomorrow will be attending engagement ceremony between abg acir and pasangan.
sound stupid but seriously i dont even know his tunang name :D
hahahaha.
bodyshop hamper from halimah and family for you and her okay.
NAK SANGAT KAN!?!? BODYSHOP BODYSHOP. AMBEK KAU!
hahhaha. jokinggg.

so yeah.
ive been thinking alot last few nights.
I want to spend more time with you.
But yeah to busy with your life.
Atleast msn get to connect us. hahaha
Do you know how much i love you bodoh?

Takecare people.
someone call me minah rep because of my hair is deep ruby?
eh hello adam?!?! kamu buta or what? minah rep have gold wannabe hair.
hahaha. not deep ruby okay?
goblok.

I never understand.

Hey people.
Hey people.
Hey people.

hahaha.
crazy enough.
so yeah third day of my off day.
blister on both leg. babs.
pain alot.

well, i miss someone hahaha.

just now when jogging with mardea,fiee and nani.
gereks sia.
i mean fiee was like damn funny.
we did yoga.
or should i say meditation.
we seat in a semi circle
from fiee,mardia,nani and me.
so fie was like saying "okay kite hump our starting name"
so he goes like shaaaaa
mardea, maaaaaaa
nani, naaaaaaa
me, faaaaaaa
hahahaha
and its sounded like sha mana fa.
hahahaha. okay funny.
until one part nani start to shout SHAMANAFA!
hahahahahaha like kene proses.
hahahahaha. okay shity enough.
mardea continue it.
i got the video but i cant upload it idk why.
WASTED
yeah
ade lorry ade buss ade hari jogging lagi.
hehe.

nurul nadia mohd ali.
i miss you.
i love you.
takecare sayang<3

p.s why isnt he replying my msges? CB!

3-1

SUPPP.

GLORY GLORY MAN UTD!
3-1!
SUPPP TO THE FINAL.
hehe. praying hard so that chelsea will win!
hahaha. takot.

yesterday nutterbolakaki come my house.
she was super funny.
she super cute.
she way to adorable.
HAHAHA.
we LOL the whole night.
i want the picas asap baby!
watch bola soon again!

btw, nadia told me the truth.
and i was like :O
HOLY COW NOW I REALISE THE TRUTH TOO!
but well its her life tho.
let her be. hopefully her new bff cant stand her.

ouh ya, go ite clementi just now.
accompany dhidi to past something to mardea and nani.
happy cappy me!
hahaha
talk with dhidi, lunch with her and window shop with her.

iam wearing this pri 6 spec. i look so bodoh i tell you.
hahaha.
adam loving it.

i hate it.suka adam? hahaha.
thank eh for cropping your bodoh face again.
i so hating you.
benci kamu sik!

takecare people.
p.s dont tell me iam inlove.

The Memory.

Sometimes its easy for us to swipe away this memory away.
But why is it difficult for me to swipe away this memory.

Ouh allah.
Its been awhile already.
I had enough of all the ups and down we've been through.
We go through alot anger than laughter.
Youre the first guy i fall for and my first thought was the last one.
Its easy for you to say goodbye and move on.
But its damn difficult for me.

Well, i must accept the fact that you are not mine.
She deserve you.

Okay, what would you guys feel when someone keep on asking.
"do you still have feelings for me?"
You are attach already mann.
I reply sweet and easy.
"Haha. as what i told u last time. u the first i fall for so its damn difficult for me to forget. but iam forcing myself tho. because u are someone property and i dont like to take someone property. cause i know how it feels when someone take the person u love :)"

So yeah, thats the truthful answer.
You want to know the truth.

Theres nothing much i want to talk about today.
So yeah thats is for today post.

p.s you know i will love you no matter what. just that you are her's.

Glad.

Hey people.

finally iam having my off day tomorrow.
BAIK!
hahaha.
crazy time at work.
tired mann.

SO YEAH MAN UTD WON AGAIN YEST.
HARITH 20BUX MARIII.
hahaha.
thank to the birthday boy OSHEA.

chatting with nuttergila.
hahaha. iam so gonna tepok her this tues.
hahaha.

ouh ya saw ash just now :)
happyhappyhappy.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOHNY.
may all ur wishes come true sayang.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAZIQ.
FOREVER I WONT FORGET UR BDAY KOTEK.
hahaha. your fav words.
may all ur wishes come true kotek and miss you alot.
takecare

iam so excited for tuesday. haha
takecare people.