helloeveryone...

hello..
sad to said..i will be off sometime..cause mid year is coming and my mum dont allow me to surf the net..so i must wait till the end of my exam then can surf net..i miss chatting wif sha..irah..riah..kat..fidah..ayu..NADIA..hahah..and blablabla..haha..okae lor..byebye

yipeeeee

hello....
wad a tired day today..heheh...today got house meeting..hehehe..iam in red house...boring seh..then after that housemeeting then got malay...hahaha abg botak abg gundu tak dtg agaknye..heheh...waited for one period..without relief teacher wait infront the third floor mother tongue room...so boring like budak bodoh tunggu lame2 kat situ...after that p.e..thank god its raining..no p.e..we chitchat2.at canteen so fun..cite2 hantu..hahah..very scary sia..nana lar..tell me all the ghost story..make me cannot sleep at nite..how dare you..hehe..then english so boring talk2..then math BEST sia...haha..i like math..but mr eng everytime said this phrase "less talking more working"wth..hahah..but i like his teaching..so three dae at home..doing nothing..fridae at home..sat go make ic..sun at home...hahah..tomorrow arie bdae..happy bdae to you arie..then next week mon marries bdae...so many sia bdae..okae lar..

byebye..
<3333>
and to all my gfs take care

weeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!

hello...
weeeee...haishhh..boring sia...so long never update..got techinal problem..heheh..no lar lazy ar to update cause no mood sia...just now skul...got three subject oni to learn..i like wednesday...so early go home..heheh..yesterday...so boring seh at home..wanna sleep cannot sleep until 1.30 a.m..haha..just now malay SUCKS mann!!!! tak abg botak abg gundu tu very irritating sia..always scold me..nadia..nani..marz..syikin..yanti..nana..we nvr talk also kene marah...siow nye teacher..Damn ass!!!hahah..wadeve lar wif him..maybe he is old already..da nyanyok!!but just now was kinda no mood at skul..but during cpa..gerek sia..just do some thing for two period and another two period got internet time..bt kinda bored ar..heheh..just now recess saw him..so saket kan ahti seh..heheh..k arh..wanna watch american idol..weeeee..hahah..

<333333...

thissaddnestiskillingmeinside

hello....
hmmmmm..as my subject said thissaddnestiskillingmeinside, ya i really cant stand this sadnest feeling anymore..like everytime i like this guy must have someone blocking me to get him...but i also know ar that iam not pretty..who want me..but why cant i have a happiness moment for a while or foreva??..now all my gfs(in class) are happy accept me, everytime iam the only one single, has been two years...i just trying myself to change my behaviour so guys will like me...but when iam change they will said that iam too fat for them..nvm lar...but iam also HAPPY weeeeeeeeee...last wed..the day about my appendix..i was sick at home nvr go skul for two days...while iam sleeping..all of sudden my cousin came and gave me, my birthday present..wuhooooo...so happy...i get green adidas watch...i really wanna that watch but it just too expensive for me...hehehe...sooooo happy..heheh..ok lar..that all...byebye..

weeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....
<3333333333 allmygfs..

nomoodme!!

hello..
weeeeeeeeeeeee.....so happy..cause yest my bdae...ehehe...get so many wishes...hehehe...so happy...almost 15 years i been celebrating my bdae...but this birthday i treasure the most..cause many pple wish me..hahah..so happy..thanz to all the peeps that wish me...now iam 15 trying to be good gal ar..my study now..more and more good..heheh..so goode..todae..raining..very heavy..got cpi hours just now..pick up litter..heheh..hurt my hand on the way home...so slipery...then my hand hit the wall that have rocks..hahah...about my bdae presnt ok lar kinda happy wif it...
from:
Parents >> new hp..k750i
kak shidah>>t-shirt
dhidi>>badge
mardiah>>cute money saving bottle
so i wanna thx to them also..for giving me all this thing..k arh tats all..byebye..<33333

aprilfool!!

hello..
today 1st april and its april fool day..hahah..so funny seh...prank many people..hahah..just cam back from plaza singapura..sooo tired..so shopping..mie mum and sis oni..mie buy skirt oni..heheh...nvm..give dem chance to shopping..yesterday..skul sucks!!!mr eng nvr come..no math seh..hate it...i wanna math..my result..all pass..my math get 88.9..for the first time i pass my math wif flying colours...my malay ahah..get 50 oni..haha..my gfs also same marsk..dont noe why sia tat botak teacher...hahaha...two more days to my birthday...kinda happy..and kinda sad ar..iam happy because iam gonna get present from mie parents..two in one..pass exam and bdae..not fair seh..sad cause iam growing older..hahah..nvm..part of leaving..this entries also i update because got tat gal call irah ask me soo..haiya..u are..hahah..nvm2 gf takpe..hahah karh..byebye... <33>

whatiamigonnadonow

hello...
haishh...really seh todae got no mood sia...first thing first...just now eoa so sleepy...then got malay...WTF..during malay kena go out of class..because i talk in class...then i go in back..got GIRL FIGHT...best seh...between mie..nana..nani..and tat new girl..tat girl was shouting2 like org giler inside malay class..i dont noe ar wad happen that make they fight...haha...then during recess..go inside toilet then saw her..then she like start to shout2 at nani..and farah ape lagi...join ar...hahah..then during cpa..mr shairil cam in and ask us to go out..cause tat gal cry2 and complaint to teacher...haha..so budak2..haha...but i dont give a damn ar..now mie and my gfs in class..promise to avoid her...so no more problem in our life...afta skul go lepak..and...mylove..still not talking to mie seh...why seh...haishhh...nvm2..sabar jek lar..and 5 more daes to my bdae..weeeee...so happy..k arh...byebye... <3

this feeling seems to be hurting mie

Hallu...
wad a happy dae for mie yesterday....hahah...keep it to myself ar why iam happy..cause it is very personal...hahah...today..have family gathering at my house...got family gathering because my abg sedare wanna marry!!!so happy sia...hahah...dont why iam so happy..but i also sad ar today..yesterday happy todae sad..GILER agaknye...hahah...but i cant stand this one kind of feeling ar...i dont noe wad iam i feeling seh...but this feeling is hurting me deep deep inside my heart...maybe i wanna him so bad..that i start to feel this kind of feeling inside my heart...i miss him lar so bad...if sha is reading my entries just wanna you to noe..i dont wanna you patch wif hafiz back...ok...thats what my opinion is...i will tell you my reason wen u online ok...k arh tats all for todae..byebye... <3333333333 him a lot...

myadmireisbeenstillbymyownfwen

hello....
haishhh...STRESS!!!! is wad i can decribe myself now...haishhh...ARGHHHHHH!!!wad to do now....just scream out loud inside my toilet...hahah...ok lar...u wanna noe why iam so stress...i get to noe my own fwen...like my admire...but is kinda stupid to be angry about tat...but i just get piss of sia....u see she noe i like tat guy...somemore she like him...wtf!!!!...but nvm lar...my study all ok now...just math alil bit chatchy for mie...but i try to chatch up lar....hahaha....now iamreallyinlovewifhim...dont noe why...heseemsbecamemorecuteandcutertome...so heheh...but i kinda stupid..aim fat and not pretty like himtheprefectone...haishhh..why cant i beprettylikemyotherfwen....haishhh..always be the uglyduckling...haishh..wad to do...k arh...byebye...tatsallfolk...heheh... : D

thefakesmile...

hello
iam back...sowie lar long time nvr update being busy this skul holidae....go out every single dae so fun...hahaha...now back to skul back...weeeee happy but went saw tat bitch face takde mood...tat bitch is a gal and a guy...but so happy to see my gf back....now wanna talk during holidae...mondae go out to bishan so fun...wuhoooo...wif my ex gfs....then tues also go ut wif fam go overnite till wed nite...thrusdae go out wif my gfs...to marina square walk and walk...then go watch movie...big mamma house two...so damn funny sia...then go esplanade sit at the bay there go fun...but no nad no fun ar to mie...haiyo..dont noe why...fridae go out again wif fwen but not much walkin cause my leg till hurt on thursdae walking...but fun aftarall...i love him more than he now i do love him...get new person in my life..so happy...but dont noe ar...i like he or not...my heart jugde it all...k arh tats all..wanna continue my chit-chating wif nad...byebye...lots of love to u all my gfs <333333

Stress!!!

hello...
sowie dong udah lame engak guwa update....busy bangat....hahah....da start lar giler...ok2...now iam so happy..dont noe why...hahha...cause my eng pass...my math still dont noe ...todae maybe get...now iam at skul..got free internet time dont noe wad to do..go update lar....todae no common test....tomorrow then have...so happy sia...hahahha....after tis is math so scared...hope2 pass lar...hahah....i dont noe sia why i became crazy todae....my hair like crazy women...hahah...now cpa lesson...just finish from miss teng crazy game...hahah....todae she got good mood give us play internet for 45 mins...so long hahah....so boring...at skul net...at home net...so bored sia...hmmmmmm....now iam so sad....inside class gfs...all got bf...oni me...if they talk2 about their bf...i always sebok2 kat situ...but wad to do...my life is like tis..not laku...haishhh...miss him ar...nvr tersempak for a long time...this march holidae got plan already...on thursday 16 of march go out wif my class gfs and their bf...oni mie single mingle as always...go watch movie...go jalan2...hahah...wanna watch tat dorn...scary2 so good...hahah...k arh tats all...later update again...hahah..byebye... <3>

Weeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!

hello....
haishhh...wanna update no time...i update also irah(mynewgf) ask mie to update...hehehe....ok atcually got many story to write...firstly..i really happy to get to now irah..cause she is sooo the baik...kind...i really like her atitude..hope irah went u read tis dont kembang ar gal..but tis is real...hehehe..hope we cn long lastin as a fwen...hehe..hope we cn upgrade the fwen to bestfwen...haha...k..my study not bad ar now...my eng hahaha nvr conseterate sia....math very clever now..hehe...other subject ok2 lar...k now came to my inner problem...haishhh...my brain said tat i hate him but my heart i cant lie my heart...i really love him sia..but who iam to love such a guy like him...but nvm..my fwen said forget him but i cant seh..sha will noe how diff. tu forget a guy u really love...hehe jsut now inside class during eng lesson talk about ghost...hehehe...so scary2 seh....hehehe...fadly still inside the hos..wanna go see him but my mum and bro nvr give...haishhh...miss him seh...his joke...hope he will be well soon...k arh tats all lar...byebye... <3

Stress!!!

hello
long time never update my entries..busy with the work at home...now is the best time to write my entries...hehehe...kinda sad ar tis pass few days...because he nvr msg mie...and ziq he change...why seh...nvm..i noe i nvr done anything wrong to him...heheh...missing some body so much...hehehe i miss sha seh..where sia she go...hehehe..nvm...hope she will be sihat selalu...now no one i can share my problem wif...sha nvr online..so cannot share wif her...cause she is the only person tat i trust the most...hehehe...actually all my gf i trust but she special abit ar...my sickness is kinda ok..yesterdae chat wif him...ingatkn die marah seh..lupa2 tk...hehehe...paisey2...common test is coming...two weeks more...haven study much...but start from mondae onward must conseterated more in class...im improve in my math..so proud of myself...hehehe..all my class test pass...wuhooooo....my mum is happy..atlast she is happy...hahah...my eoa also not bad...pass..eng also...every subject is ok...hope to do better in my future test...hahaha...i will be happy outside..but no one really noes how i feel inside...heheh..k ar tats all...byebye... <3>

Yipeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!

hello
hello....my song has change..thankz yanie..eheh...i think i like tat guy seh..but dont noe i like him or not..is just a feeling tat i cant explain...but i still lovin him...my sickness is became worst and worst...why seh...asl mesti saket...asl tak leh jadi sihat cm org lain...why seh..hehe...just now at skul...i was sitting at the banch there wif umbrella covering u from sunlight..but got one of my CRAZY bestfwen...go close tat umbrella...and mine and nad head been hit by tat umbrella thing..all thanks to nani tat close tat umbrella...haha....then sit there look2 at his class...he laugh2 like hell dont noe why...now i get to noe nani like 3 guys wow..and nad four guys and mie two only no many2 ar...later heatbroken sick...hehe..kental ar farah heartbroken sakit...ohh yaa...tat **t*h is back...hate sia...wanna kill her so she die...no more tat **t*h again...hahaha...my prepaid is low..damn it cannot msg him....how sia...but i miss him...nad ask mie to tell him tat i like him but i dont noe wanna tell or not..u see like a cheap women u noe tell a guy we like him...but if nvr tell how tat guy noe i like him...so...hmmmm...heheh....now hearing to here wihout you song...so adicted to that song....k arh tats all...must continue why study...so stress up...common test is coming...so tats all...byebye

-nil-

hello
nothing can discribe mie now...just sad...sad..and sad....and just sad....just now at skul no mood...nvr talk the hole dae...kinda sad ar...dont noe why ar...like wanna cry but cannot...wanna shout also cannot...haishhh....dont noe why seh todae...like..dont noe lar....my sickness became more and more worst....haishhh..cough2...flu...no mood to eat...from just now at skul..till at home no mood to eat..dont noe why....maybe iam sick tats why i nvr eat...hehe...still can laugh...crazy women ar...just now iside class..kene kacau by the chinese student...haha..they said i like ray...WTF!!!haha..like wad only...i like a person...and will continue loving him until a guy love mie..tats must be my futere husband...heheh...my head was so pain like something is heating my head so hard...like wanna die...maybe iam gonna die soon...choi2...hehe...long time nvr meet sha..and chat wif her..kinda miss her...where seh go eh....hmmm....nvr get anyting for valentine seh..haha..so long already...nvr msg him for a week..cause..hmmmm...adelar...hehehe gaduh...why must we fight...issit a much to fight...i dont think so..he lar...f**k ar...haha...maki2 syg jugak...haha..farah2 miang ar kau...iam listening to tak bisakah song...kind sedih...da sedih maseh dgr lagu sedih bodoh kn...nvr smile seh hole dae...now i wanna smile ar.. => so ikut seh..haha..iam i talking to myself..myabe lar...CRAZY farah...baru tahu ke farah...kau da lame gile..kau jek tk tahu...u see wad iam trying to said...like iam talking to myself seh...da2..stop my crazy rite now...heheh...byebye

Sick mie!!!

Hello
hello...so sowie long time nvr update...sick ar..really sick...so many sickness...haishh..all of sudden...nvm...my head is addited to tis song.. HERE WITHOUT YOU...so sad seh tat song....haha...just came back from somewhere...tats i realise my stress..and cry out loud...hehe...but nvm lar..no one really noe how i feel...my heart is been torn into million pieces..just like a paper have been torn everydae....its hurt lar..ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!...but i can control..wif nasihat of my fwen titi...cheer me up just now..so glad seh to have her as my fwen..and sha...where the hell u been long time nvr online sia....miss you....please online lar gal....i miss u sia...haha...wanna write many2 but....my head is like killing mie rite now...hahah...my heart so pain...bu7kan sakit hati..but really so pain seh..and my tip of my finger so pain rite now...of some ppl i told my sickness will noe wad is mean...byebye for now...take care my gf...who is reading tis...

Iam sad or happy?

hello
it have been a while i nvr update my entries...but i dont noe why...many thing happen lately...haishhh..so stress....dont noe wad to said animore...just now at skul..nvr talk must..been alone...just tat i dont noe why iam change tis few daes...i have many problems tat make mie quiet ...i wish i have FAIRY GODPARENTS tat give mie anithin tat i want...haishh...get to noe he is attach...so hurt seh...my heart so hurt....so bad it hurt...lepas satu satu seh...i kinda sad...but nvm...haishhh...why must i be fat...i hate being fat...every single dae kene hine...haishh....i hope my life is like a bird free to do anithin anywhere..but i cant...elah teach mie new song...
i love eu..u love me..lets go out and kill barney..wif a great bang bang barney on the floor..no more purple dinosaur..hehhe..cute kn...i hope i cn be wif him one dae...cause i love him..hehe...k arh byebye...tats all...need to study...wtf farah belajar...da berubah seh...ehehe

Happy for the ferst time in my feb life!!!

HELLO...
so happy seh todae... =) hehe... dont noe why but just tat iam so happy sia..cause he became my fwen back..so happy hahha...tu pun leh jadi happy eh..giler sak..but happy lar...todae fiq bdae...heheh...esok valentine..hate it sia...haishhh....get an bad coug todae..batok2...haishh..cm org tua seh...maybe iam dying soon..hahah..no lar...mane tahu eh...hehehhe....haishhh...miss him seh..nvr meet him for so long seh...just now in class so funny...mie and nabil da cerai da..hahah..cerai lum kawin da cerai wtf...hahahah...my new laugh..hahehahehahe..style kn...mepek ar farah...esok skul bored lar..now hungry wait for mie daddy home to eat ramai2..but tak alik2 seh...from monin..got new student fuck sia...carek nk mampus..or maybe her behaviour is like tat wad to do kn??heheh..k arh gtg already...got a phone call for mie...heheh...byebye

YIPEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!

hello...
so happy todae dont noe why...but just tat iam so happy... :>...hahah...skul bell rang at 12.15...go home then saw him infront the office...hahah..so happy...but the sad things is i get my test time table..ohh god...must study...k tat all for skul story...
now afta skul..go home..then nani,mar and nad came my house lepak..so fun take pic so many seh...hehehe....
some of the pic....

mie and nad...i like tis pic alot...
wanna upload more pic but cannot..leceh seh..heheh nvm...later i try again...hehhe....k arh tats all...so short seh...nvm lar..byebye....miss him so much seh..haishhh....

No mood!!!

Hello....
sorry long time never update..dont have mood to update..haishhh...became more stress dae by dae...wif MATH tat subject is killing mie seh...nk kene conseterate seh...tak paham sak...haha...alamak got math homework haven do..nvm...later kn do...hmmmm...sutdy everydae...cause wanna be top three tis year hope soo..cause now my studies ok lar..not as bad as sec two...now is much better...evrydae during sudy listen to tong hua...tak paham tapi cam best gituk lagu tu...haha...saw his face just now...kinda sad..cause i cant forget him lar...u noe lar first love takan nk lupa kn sekejap jek kn..tol tk??hahah...but nvm..study ferst..ceh...valentine dae comin...but i dont realy celebrate cause no couple mah...haha...kinda stress now adaes...but wif SHA my superwomen..nasihat mie evry single of my problem...she the best...iam to happy to have her as my goodfwen...hmmm...haishh todae saket kepale..saket jiwa heheh tu hari2 seh...saket hati..haishh..dont noe why...but nahh...iam ok wif it...so now got to study agaiin caue exam is comin...and my hair dye black already...hahah...very strange seh the colour..hahah...k arh byebye...