i dont want you.

baby hush hush.
hahaha.

what dup people. what dup. haha
off day baby!
two days! have fun sleeping at home like pig.
sleep sleep sleep is the best thing to do.
but i did some house chores tho.
sapu rumah,lipat bajuk,kemas bilik,jemur bajuk.
hahaha banyak tuuu. JANGAN MAIN MAIN.
hahaha.

so today eh.
watch american idol new season.
fcuking funny. adoiiii. hahaha
laugh like hell. ok da diam.
hahaha. bahhhhh
ok now serious matter.

this few days.
i feel so sad so down so upset.
iam upset with my life. i thought new year i have a new living but still the same.
iam sad because i miss tb so much, everything that i do must got to do with tb
i cry seeing our vietnam pic and class outing pic.
so down with whats happening to me right now. i dont know what
to do which pavement to go.
if i choose this pavement will it be the right pavement.
trying my best to be happy with my life.
but i cant.
its ok.

life have to move on. its 2009 not 2008 anymore.
the old nur farahima is not longer have.
now the new nur farahima. haha
nothing change hahaha. just that i must move on with life.
and forget fully about him.
yeah trying too.
i know i can. cause iam strong lady. hahaha

for now counting down to birthday.hehe
excited habis cause finally iam turning 18.
and iam not underage anymore can do anything i wanna baby. haha
nahhh nothing that i wanna do when i turn 18. haha

so i cant sleep right now.
chatting with kimmie and nurul and feelzah.
MAKE SURE TELL ME YOUR PROBLEM OK GUNDU. HAHA
NURUL AND FEELZAH I KNOW YOU GUYS MISS ME. CAUSE I FEEL THE SAME WAY TOO. HEHE
NANI ESOK AKU TEMAN KAU AND FOR THREE HOURS MCM BUDAK TONGONG. HEHE

to maybe the new him, hey thank for being my boring wall that i can talk with everytime iam bored, takecare ok

byebye people.
TB MEET UP SOON :(