sleepless night.

hellloooo.

hate tagger please shut up.
and please dont call nadress anjing.

going to have a lunch date with nani tmrw.
its been awhile that i nvr meet her.

three days off was like super fast.
and i must start work again.
iam so wanna spend my day off tmrw with nani sey :(
sayang baby! hahaha. sound so wrong.

so yeah. falling in love baby.
and iam sure his not someone bf.
FOR SURE!
hahaha

takecare people.

had enough.

TO SOMEONE : I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO IS YOUR BF IS.
AND I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO ARE U.
IAM NOT SCARE IF I DUMP TO ANY RANDOM GIRL AND SHE START TO SCOLD ME.
BECAUSE I KNOW I DID NOTHING.

AS WHAT YOUR FRIEND LISS SAY
IAM A FAT ENORMOUS UGLY GIRL.
FOR WHAT YOUR BF WANNA GET TO KNOW ME.
FOR REAL.

i dont bother anyone life.
so please dont bother mine.
i want to have a peace life.

thank nadress, appreciate it alot and thank for being that someone i can talk to.
you are so supernadress. haha.
iyla thank too. i love you.
B1. ignore them haha. love you.

benci.

HAD A GREAT TIME AT WORK JUST NOW.
12-5 AJE. WUHUUUU HAHA.
VACUUM THAT IRRITATING AIRCON THAT IS COVERED WITH DUST.

AFTER THAT WHEN OUT WITH FAMILY
TO KAK SHIDAH CHALET.
WAS FUN. SUPER FUN. HAHA
SAW HER BROTHER AND MY HEART GOES LIKE "AHHHHHH A ANGEL FROM HEAVEN"
HAHAHA FCUKING HOT LARRR. ADOIIII.
HAHAHA

OUH YAAA.
HATETAGGER HMMM.
F.Y.I BEFORE I CONTACT WITH A GUY I WILL ASK THAT GUY IF THAT GUY IS ATTACH OR NOT.
IDK LAR IF THAT GUY LIE TO ME OR NOT.
IF U THINK THAT UR BF REALLY CONTACTING WITH ME.
SO THATS MUST BE HIS FAULT OR MAYBE YOUR FAULT.
BECAUSE OF YOUR BEHAVIOR HE DECIDE TO FIND NEW ONE.
AND I HOPE IF THAT GUY DECIDE TO GO WITH ME AND LEAVE U.
I WILL TREAT HIM MUCH MORE BETTER THAN U.
DONT EVER EVER SCOLD MY MUM PUSSY.
ITS BETWEEN U AND ME EVEN THOUGH IDK WHO THE HELL IS U.
AND WHO THE HELL UR BF IS.
DONT EVER EVER SCOLD MY MUM AGAIN.

IYLA AND B1 IGNORE HER LAR.
MALAS OIII


takecare people.
ouh ya.
i have good dreams about edward cullens yesterday.
hahaha.
new addiction : twilight book.
credits: rashidah for leaning me the book.
HALF WAY THROUGH.
I KNOW ITS KINDA LATE. BUT I LOVE IT. HAHA

hatetagger

YES HATETAGGER!
HAHAHA.
GEMBIRA SEY!
TAKECARELOVE

sedih.

nothing better that i wanna update.

just want to say.
you dont treat me like the first time we know each other.
we are so talkative those days.
now. u ignore me blindly.
i miss you.
the old you
the old us.
takecare love

nani and mira.
i need you guys :(
SAYANG KRG OK.
ALOT ALOT ALOT

i cant.

hello. i have no mood to update.

i miss someone so much.
i just miss to see his face.
i have bad time at work when i dont get to see your face.
i have my mood swing.

nani and mira is my all night partner.
they understand me alot.
i mean by alot i really mean it.
thank babes i love you guys.

work been a mess!
OUH YA SHIMA FAINTED JUST NOW.
DRAMA SIAK!
CALL AMBULANCE!
HAHAHA. SUSI AND I WAS LIKE PANIC AT THE BODY SHOP JAP.
hope she doing fine.

i cant take my eyes of you.
ouh yaaa i miss my fttp also.
mane kamu ya? haha
takecare ok babey.

ouh ya read nadress tag.
so drama. super tagger.
dont disturb an innocent guy like him.
AND IF U WANNA TAG HIS BLOG PUT YOUR NAME.
FOR REAL SIA. KEDI OR WHATEVER LAR.
HAHA. dont care about them nadreess.
they are just jealous with you.

so yaa. takecare people
NANI AND MIRA I MISS YOU GUYS.

east coast park.

FIRSTLY I WANNA REPLY MY TAG.

isya: ISYAAA HELLO HELLO :)
lydia: lydia ouh lydia ouh lydia i da link u ok syg. rindu sngt:)
dee: ok dee aku mmg da link kau.
sasaki: BIG BEAR HUG! HUHU I WANT MORE! LOL
mira: MIRA! I THINK I NO NEED TO TELL U BUT U WILL KNOW THAT I MISS YOU TOO. THE HUG THE KISS! HAHAHA. TAKECARE SYG1


FAMILY DAY!
hahaha yeah today sunday ya ya family day
at east coast park. celebrate adik nana birthday at the same time.
rent bicycle the double trouble one. haha. super funny larrr.
hahaha. kak shidah bring along her roller blade. haha abg ye ye wanna play with it. two minutes change back. haha. but nana wear it instead hahaha. end up we four belo naik that double trouble bicycle hahaha. kak shidah tompang infront, abg first rider, nana behind abang tompang infront of me, me second rider. hahaha fcuking tired.
but i had fun tho. even though my pants kotor. hahaha mampos.
blablabla den go home watch ajl23.
meet uncle hussien won! PUAS HATI!

hahaha.
so now having free time.
updaate blog. feeling like going out.
but malam already. dont wish mama bagi. haha
two days off.
tuesday training. adoiiiiiii

susibaby start work again! wuhuuuu.
the trios is back. hahahaha
the only word i say to her "eh kwn baik kau kwn baik kau"
hahaha she will go like "eh mane ade tu kn kwn baik dunia akhirat kau"
HAHAHA FAVOUR SIOL SUSI! hahaha
friday gonna meet pheelza baby.
cant wait larrr. GONNA LOL THE WHOLE DAY UNTIL KAREN CANNOT TAKE IT AND SAY
"FAFA AND FEELZAH I GIVE U GUYS WARNING LETTER"
HAHAHAHA. HAPPY SEKALI.
nurul please work asap can? cause i miss you hahaha..

sooooo
thats all.
ouh ya alan takecare ok at state.
gonna miss yaaaaaaaa.
takecare people

away.

iam sleepy.
byebye.
takecare love
hahaha

tmrw going ecp with family.
byebye.

JUST UPDATE SO I DONT MISS TODAY DATE!
HAHAHA.
lovehim

i love my mum.

hey people.

now i learn to appreciate my mum more.
after what happen to my friend.
i love my mum much more.
i dont wish that thing will happen to me.
cause i dont know how to survive without mama.
if my mama reading this.
i wanna tell you.
i love you mama more than i love papa.
eventhough we always fight.
i love you mama.
takecare of yourself.
because if ur sick.
it hurts for us to see u sick mama.

to farhan be strong ok.
god love your mum more.
eventhough thats not my mum.
i can feel the impact too.
takecare friend.

tired with work.
i miss feelzah and nurul and susi.
johny iam ignoring u for a week. hahaha
takecare people.
remember to appreciate ur mum before its to late.

dream.

hey people.
tmrw start to work back.
i have no mood to work.
damn shit ass fcuk larr. haha
i dont know why but i just dont have any mood.
text karen just now. ask her whether i can balik siang or not,
but fcuk her never reply.
adoiiiii. i wanna meet tb.
i dont care tmrw finish work asap then go meet tb ok.

so yaa accompany babynani to bbcd just now.
with mann hahaha. i was alone thats why ask him to tag along.
seat there read magazine. haha
got one guy stare at me and i was like wth?
nani ckp "eh babe he been looking at u from just now"
the best thing that i can go is smile hahaha.

hmmm. ouh ya yesterday
hahahaha. had a dream abt supernadress. hahaha
i dream that on this birthday i give him a surprise and he cry.
and blablabla and end up mum waking me up. thank eh mama.
hahaha

hope iam making the correct decision.
ouh yes i do.
totally forget about him.
fully hate him.
takecare people

ouh yaa
farhan, thakziah from me to you and your family atas permergian ur mom.
takecare farhan be strong. allah love ur wonderfull mama more.

i dont want you.

baby hush hush.
hahaha.

what dup people. what dup. haha
off day baby!
two days! have fun sleeping at home like pig.
sleep sleep sleep is the best thing to do.
but i did some house chores tho.
sapu rumah,lipat bajuk,kemas bilik,jemur bajuk.
hahaha banyak tuuu. JANGAN MAIN MAIN.
hahaha.

so today eh.
watch american idol new season.
fcuking funny. adoiiii. hahaha
laugh like hell. ok da diam.
hahaha. bahhhhh
ok now serious matter.

this few days.
i feel so sad so down so upset.
iam upset with my life. i thought new year i have a new living but still the same.
iam sad because i miss tb so much, everything that i do must got to do with tb
i cry seeing our vietnam pic and class outing pic.
so down with whats happening to me right now. i dont know what
to do which pavement to go.
if i choose this pavement will it be the right pavement.
trying my best to be happy with my life.
but i cant.
its ok.

life have to move on. its 2009 not 2008 anymore.
the old nur farahima is not longer have.
now the new nur farahima. haha
nothing change hahaha. just that i must move on with life.
and forget fully about him.
yeah trying too.
i know i can. cause iam strong lady. hahaha

for now counting down to birthday.hehe
excited habis cause finally iam turning 18.
and iam not underage anymore can do anything i wanna baby. haha
nahhh nothing that i wanna do when i turn 18. haha

so i cant sleep right now.
chatting with kimmie and nurul and feelzah.
MAKE SURE TELL ME YOUR PROBLEM OK GUNDU. HAHA
NURUL AND FEELZAH I KNOW YOU GUYS MISS ME. CAUSE I FEEL THE SAME WAY TOO. HEHE
NANI ESOK AKU TEMAN KAU AND FOR THREE HOURS MCM BUDAK TONGONG. HEHE

to maybe the new him, hey thank for being my boring wall that i can talk with everytime iam bored, takecare ok

byebye people.
TB MEET UP SOON :(

hush hush.

HUPLAAA. HUPLAAA.
haha a skit from lameesss spongebob. haha

okay people.
having complicated term now.
shit. i dont know what to do.
thank to my 2.6 gpa and now i dont have any good course to go.
like so shitty lor the feeling.
but i know there will be a way

accompany nani to bbdc just now.
she apply for car lessen.
haha mardia and i was like gossiping about her stupid ex.
eat at bukit gombak.
they come my house. nani treat us pizzahut. sedap
thank baby. haha.
apply for higher nitec course. but like fcuk
i dont want to talk anymore. haha
tmrw going school first then work.

i miss the old times.
but that is 2008. now is 2009 baby
everything is changing even my feeling towards you.
dont tell me u are my new lover this year. haha
boleh gituk.
changing the way iam leaving.
need to adopt with the new leaving.
new year.
new feeling.
new problems.

ouh ya congrats to dayah and amir sayang for passing their o level
ouh and taufik and khairi too. MAKE UR PARENTS PROUD BAYBEH!

for now only god know everything.
hope god have plan the best future for me.

takecare people
CAN I JUST JUMP DOWN AND DIE AND REBORN AND GET A NEW LIFE?
nvm. iam happy with mine already. hehe

OUH YA KIMMIE STOP WITH THE TONG GAS.
YOU GUNDUHEAD. BAHALOL.
HAHAHA. NYAAA KEEEE

egoness.

your egoness sucks alot.

HELLO PEOPLE!
OUH YAAAAAA. FARKING HAPPY!!!
MAN U WON!!!! 3-0?!?!?!?! CANT YOU GUYS BELIEVE IT!
WITH CHELSEA SOMEMORE. HAHAHAHAHA.
WUHUUUUUUUU. HALILUYAH HALILUYAH!
HAHAHAHA! happy sungguh

ouh yeah.
current mood is mix: HAPPY, frustrated and feel like slapping people face.

hahaha
TOMORROW APPLY FOR H.NITEC COURSE.
BAHHHH

takecare people.
KIMMIE KPO NAK NGOK BLOG ORANG.HAHA
my purpose putting his name because his reading this.
sebok kan name die tu. hahaha
ok byebye. FARAH TONG GAS SAYANG KAU NGAN MANN NGAN NANI NGAN MARDIA NGAN SEMUANYA

kangen.

I MISS LISA MRAZ LIKE FCUK.
I MISS THE WHOLE LAUGHING SESSION IN SCHOOL WITH HER.
I MISS THE DIRTY TALK.
I MISS THE STORY TELLING ABOUT OUR WEEKENDS.

I MISS EENA PIGGY.
I MISS THE FIGTHING MOMENT.
I MISS THE GUGUGAGA WITH YOU

WE GONNA MEET UP SOON OK LOVE.

MEETING MY SAYANG SAYANG TMRW!
TAKECARE.

off day.

OFF DAY BABY!

REST AT HOME.
SEND AYANG TO SCHOOL.
NANI COME MY PLACE.
STAY TILL 6PLUS.
TALK TALK AND I FALL A SLEEP.
UNTIL SHE GO LIKE EH BABE TIDOR PULAK.
HAHAHA TAK BOLEH ANGKAT LOR.

OUH YAAA.
before that big war happen.
hahaha meet her stupid ex.
ask for the money he own nani.
he keep on denying and dont want to pay.
so was like shouting here and there.
and i was like kalau kau berani kau turun.
but he didnt so we waited till we decide to walk.
and heard his motorbike sound. so waited for him.
go out look left and right wanted to run away but saw me ask him to come to me.
hahaha.
so there it goes.
ALL THE MAKI HE TELL SHOUT AT US.
all i can go is defend nani.
hahaha.
not minah just concern.
whatever monkey. get your first pay and i want you to transfer nani 100bux back.
see the situation here. if 10 or 20bux its ok.
but this is 100bux siaa.
borrow money for what? for his bike.
if for other purpose takpeee.
sialllllpehhjantan. hahaha

tomorrow working.
ouh ya today FIVE YEARS.
bahhh. text him. and he go like ouh yaa. haha.
takecarepeople.
jgn salah fikir. five years of friendship. haha

never.

NEVER! not even a air i breath i think about that!
hahaha.

hello,
wuah my starting part like wuah ape hal ni.
hahaha nahh just that got this guy feeling over.
feeling hensem larrr.
feeling everyone falling for him
padahal bahhhhh


talking to dzul about his problem.
poorthing. waiting for man u match later on.
tmrw off. the only off day for this week damn.

johny pen lied to me.
say that his working today but end up he at bishan.
haha. takpe ingat.

friday atrium again. tired tired.
takecare people.

ouh ya ilybb.

tired.

HELLLOOO!

current mood: frustrated and tired.
hehe

so tired lar! ive been working for like three day straight and today at atrium.
a warehouse sales and imm like fcuking hell.
tired like hell. lucky can wear flipflop.
but it was fun tho. laughter was everywhere.
tomorrow working again but at my outlet sweet outlet.
hahaha.

ouh yeah.
i realize some changes in my life.
i have no time with my family
esp my smallest sister.
she start her primary one. and when i wake up she still asleep and when i get back
from work she will be sleeping.
but today she waited for me so because she say "ayang rindu kakak one hundred thousand two million time" hahaha whatever she mean but i know that so sweet of her.

surrounding is the same.
ouh ya somebody is changing.
ignoring my for few days already.
nevermind. when he got no one to talk to he will come find me
think what iam your superhero doll uh?
marvel action figure huh?
takpe lar.forget about him. i wont entertain him anymore lorrr.

better go to bed now.
my eyes bags is like making my eyes sepet. haha

takecare people.
i miss nurul and feelzah
i miss nadia,mardia,dhidi
i really miss syiqin.
and i miss my gunduhead nani.

always be my baby.

HARI INI, ESOK DAN SETERUSNYA.

OUH WELL.
today very tired and by tired mean fcuking tired.
hahaha. supposely not be working today due to some reason cause by my stupid manager
i must attend work today.
so come in around 3pm.
today iam tired not because of many customer but due to the changes.
must change all the product back to the normal place.
all gift set must pack in a box and return to warehouse.
what i mean by all IS LIKE 50OVER gift set.
but thats ok. i pack all the gift sets alone cause others are busy.
and manager step busy. babi.
come to closing.
all of sudden my manager forget to do ordering and she make it as a reason so that
she no need to help us with the changing.
and fcuking shit. all changes must be made by me,shima,mak ayam and a pregnant lady who are waiting for her labour next month..
wth is she thinking.
four people changing the whole store.
kak fara she squad, she band by herself without asking any help.
and i was so mad with her because she never ask me to do.
not that mad just concern.
but hello manager are u blind or what.
shes pregnant. i know she is our second incharge but still.
you can ask her to do ordering and u help us instead.
bloody hell.

but nvm kak farah.. just for awhile and say byebye to her and go have fun with your
four months maternity leave.

ouh ya. johny pen is super adorable today. haha

takecare people.
update soon.
tired four day straight work.
wth. and somemore kak fara she

half alive.

STRONG.
YES IAM STRONG
hahaha macam paham..

strong ke ape.
ngok gambar die melalak.
ngok msg die melalak.
ok typical melayu. hehe

nahh joking. yeah move on.
sooner of later.

working is so tiring this few days.
esp when nurul and feelzah is not around.
uwakkkk sedih.
i miss them lor.
FOR GODNESS FCUKING SHIT. ON THE 23RD THEN I WORK WITH FEELZAH.
BLOODY HELL. HOW CAN THIS BE. KAREN IS SO EVIL.
AND TWO WEEK ONCE THEN I WORK WITH NURUL.
WHY? TELL ME WHY CANT I WORK WITH THEM?
HAIYO. JAHAT SIAK PERANGAI.

so yeah. i miss chatting till late night.
talking with nani and tut on the phone.
nani nani tidor also want to talk.
hahaha. cute lor.
I WAS LIKE "NANII!!"
AND SHE WAS LIKE "EHM"
WHEN TUT SAY "NANIII!"
SHE GOES LIKE "YE APE YE"
hahaha can u see the big different.

i learn new trick from tut.
he will go like "da lar i taruk telephone lar"
and nani will go like "eh ok ok i da bangun"
HAHAHA. TAHU TAKUT

OK LAR.
TO ALL MY SAYANG SAYANG I SAYANG U GUYS.

you change my whole life.

every night.
every day.
of my life.
not even a day of my life i never think of you.
try my best to say to myself.
forget about him and move on.
but all the memory keep on stucking in my head.

yes i admit i have short term memory but come to you my memory doesnt seem to be short. it tend to stay.
hahaha.

everyday i browse through the text and chat log we used to have.
the smses will accompany me to work everyday.
the songs that you wanted me to listen.
thats the two things that accompany me everyday to work.
thank for giving me a chance of a life time that i know i will never feel it again.

i just cant stop reading all our chat log.
i love it 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,
11,12,13,14,15,16,17,18,19,20,
21,21,23,24,25,26,27,28,29,
30,31,32,33,34,35,36,37,38,39,
40,41,42,43,44,45,46,47,48,49
and the last wonderfull chat what i love it 50.
i love it is the name of the document i save our chatlog.
but the most wonderful is i love it 36 and i love it 43.
THE BEST and tears start to fall when i read it cause we two are just replying each other msn every time we send.
how i wish i could seat down here and talk to you.
how i wish your smses will wake me up early in the morning.
how i wish you can know how much u mean to me.

but life have to move on.
nobody know how i feel inside.
it hurts alot tho but i moving on with laughter without showing and clues to anyone that iam not ok.

thank baby for the memory.
have fun and long last with your gf.
takecare.

this one year crush aint going away eya eya eya eya.
haha "tet" wrong its going away sooner or later.

run baby run.

triplet piglet. hahaha


mak ayam "vogue"

JUST NOW WHEN BACK WITH MAK AYAM AND FEELZAH.
CRAZY CRAZY. TAKE STUPID PICTURE WITH FEELZAH MACBOOK.
MACBOOK KEPE. HAHAHA.

sometimes ive been wondering.
does you guys believe in what people call karma?
hmmm. what goes around come around.
sometime i do believe.
hahaha. like what happen just now.
this lady laugh at me cause i almost slip and fall.
when i was in the toilet with her. she slip and she fall.
hahaha. ok lucky i never trip and fall.
god! thank god.

ok now. dejavu?
you guys believe in it. hehe
yes i do. cause what ever i dream some will come true.
hahaha.
erm. like i dream about a guy come to me and say nice eyes.
and its happen just now.
hahaha. when lunch and this guy come to me and say nice eyes. hahaha
and i was like hahaha thank dejavu dejavu.

NOW TALKING ON THE PHONE WITH MY TWO GUNDU.
SAKET KELINGER. SHOUT SHOUT
HAHAHA

people people.
i dont know what iam feeling right now?
hurt? confuse? happy? crazy? hyper? frustrated?
ok all mix together.
and falling in love.

byebye
takecare
p.s cant u realize that i love you. haha

superhuman.

(gambar ini melambangkan kebosanan)

can i just shout at your face?
CAN I BE YOUR SUPERHUMAN!
CAUSE I NEED TO SAVE YOU FROM THAT BITCH.

hahaha joking joking.
bahhh iam bored.
today is like a super bored day.
i disturb all my friends.
i call them wish the new year.
msn with people wish them new year.

can i tell you that i love you?
haha however that is unlucky. haha

everything everything that i wanted.
how i wish all that i wanted i get.

i want to get back when the phone ring and i know it was you.
I MISS THE LOLIPOP RING TONE AND I KNOW IT WILL BE MY FTTP WHO TEXT ME!

but its ok. iam still hving fun with life tho.

tomorrow work.
monday working at imm atrium
FCUK. TIRED.
takecare people

New year.

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!
MAY ALL UR WISHES FOR 2009 COME TRUE.
MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY THIS NEW YEAR.

So new year.
My resolution for this year.
- slim down =_=
- complete my higher nitec and take diploma :D
- complete my lessen :D
- make my apa and my ama proud :D
- continue searching for true love :(

that is my five resolution.
haha

trying my best to slim down. haha
papa say i slim down since i work bodyshop.
thank bodyshop. haha
work there till i totally slim down then quit. haha.jk

yesterday. wanted to go to marina barrage but the jam there was like wuahh mampos.
so abang decide to go singapore fylers garden there.
so we seat there play board game.
singing i was the only one lar singing.
lucky tak hujan if not i will be blame. haha
eat popeye, take picture, hoping that babe will come but she change plan.
so hamper but nvm next year ok.
so seat there around 7plus.
it was fun tho but around us was full with minahs and mats.
hahahaha. i get irritated with their shuffle thinggy. haha
and its 11.45 everything was pack nicely and we getting ready to watch fireworks.
haha and papa come 5 minutes early so we are like awwww whole family is here.

12 MIDNIGHT!
THE FIREWORKS WAS A BLAST!
I WAS LIKE WUAH WUAH WUAH.
IN THE MIDDLE OF IT TEARS START TO POUR.
AND FLASHING BACK WHAT HAD HAPPEN TO ME LAST YEAR.
AND DONT WISH IT TO HAPPEN AGAIN.
AFTER THAT GILA CAME BACK AGAIN.
SHOUTING HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYWHERE.
AND THIS RANDOM PRETTY LADY INSIDE THE TOILET.
SAYING HAPPY NEW YEAR BABE.
AND I WAS LIKE HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU TOO PRETTY. hahaha

so really have fun last night
but it will be fun if i got bf on that day. haha
nahhh dream dream dream on

to my gr, happy new year. i love you guys no matter what happen you guys are my first bf. may allah bless you guys this new year. hope that all ur wishes come true. and study hard ok.

takecare people.
HAVE A GREAT NEW YEAR!
HAVE FUN
TO ALL SCHOOL BIRD. TMRW START A NEW YEAR AND START NEW TOPICS.
SO CONSETRATE OK.
my baby sister she going primary one awww. goodluck baby.