buang.

NEW YEAR COMING.
COUNTDOWN COUNTDOWN
HAHAHA

GONNA UPDATE MORE TMRW.
TODAY SUPER TIRED
CHANGE BLOGSKIN.

LOVE SAYANG CINTA.

going away.

Theres nothing more i can do.
and theres nothing better i can do.

The best way for me now is to move on and forget about him
but its difficult for me cause i love him.

But a guy like him just to difficult to win his heart.
Eventhough i know him for awhile but its random that we talk.
He just treating me like a doll that he will talk to me when he feel bored.
damn it.
its difficult tho.

Thank deeya for telling me about him.
i feel much more better.
its hard for me to forget him.
taking a knife killing myself.
HAYAK HAYAK. HAHAHA

ouh yeah.
can i be a superhuman to that someone?
hahaha. awwwwwww please allah can i?
hehe

people been saying that iam just a strong lady.
i can face all this problem alone.
but i cant cause i need some support.
but i still told myself that iam strong.
i still force myself to be ok.
allah always giving me such a test cause he know i can take it.
i can face it.
but i fail to face it.
i just have the strength to face it.

maybe what deeya say is true "like time change it for you"
cause she know it will be difficult for me to move on.
ok enough with the jiwang lar farahima.
hahaha

OUH YA MEET UP WITH BABYNADIAA.
GO HOME WITH HER.
AND I ALMOST TEAR BECAUSE I MISS HER ALOT.
DAMN
TAKECARE LOVE
SAYANG KAU GILE BABI.

confused.

SUPER DUPER MISS THE OLD TIMES.

hello people,
now as you can see i so rajin to update my blog everyday.
and this is an additional item in my daily routine.
wake up,bath,go work,go home,blogging,sleep and the same thing everyday.
HAHAHA BEDEK UH.
off days. lepak lepak lepakk.
hahaha.

so work have been tiring but all my tiredness wash away with wonderful workmate.
ESP WHEN MAK TAKDE.
hahaha ouh ya i want to introduce my belo and my gundu head workmate and lunch partner
NURUL SYAHIRA! TADAAAA hahaha. she the crazyiess lady on earth that i ever know. she will jump anywhere and dont care what people say. she will always do that goldfish emotion when she is bored. until i get addicted with it. thank eh nurul. hahaha
I WILL MISS YOU FOR TWO WEEKS :(
I WILL MISS FEELZAH!
ouh ya feelzah is another giler kakis there.
she know my secret. bahhhh SHHSSSSSSS.

johny pen is adorable pendek.
agnes b malay guy super funny always laugh at me due to some reason. hahaha bluek :P
the reason is one day mak ayam wanted to buy something from agnes b so she wanna get staff discount so she ask me to call him if i saw him walk pass so he walk pass my outlet and i was like "pst pst" hahaha a few times until he turn and look at me.
since that incident he will go "pst pst" if he saw me. thank eh pendek. haha

SINCE I WORK THERE I LEARN MANY FROM MY WORKMATE.
they nasihat me alot.
they make me became a better person.
they encourage me to do something that i have difficulty doing.
they support me and make me smile if i have bad day.
they will always say "fafa see that guy", "fafa he so hot", lastly may ayam word "fafa jangan nak menjuburkan diri ok, jage marwah"
HAHAHA THATS THE THINGS THAT THEY WILL SAY TO MAKE ME SMILE.
hahaha

gr i miss you guys.
syiqin frankly say i miss you..
haish.

FARHAN KAU IRRITATING!
NANI IS FALLING INLOVE WITH TUT!
hehe

takecareloveeee<3
NURUL SYAHIRAH TAKECAREE ILOVEYOU

kegeraman.

HELLO!

blogblogblogblog

so today had a wonderful great fabulous time with zye,nani,shah,dee,hidayah,nadia and tut at sentosa! SUPER FUN. SUPER HOT at first after a few hours under the sun the rain start to pour.
super fun! iam the camerawomen today cause i didnt swim due to some women matter hahaha.
so shah past me her NEW NIKON D60 and i was like bahh shit damn it i want that camera.
so i took alot of stupid picture. hahaha
but it turn out to be nice tho.
shah commented my photograph "blur like you also" hahaha
hahaha that was the starting larrr. its been quiet awhile i never snap pictures with nikon.
so after one hour my picture turn out to be supernice. hahaha
puju diri sendiri ehh. i just loving taking picture.
so we reach there talk talk swim swim eat eat and flashback more and more of it.
nani been pull into the sea by the bully partner haha.
and her reaction was super funny hahaha.
ouh ya we suppose to meet at 11.30 and i arrive 11.45 hehe :D
and shah super confident "will farrah be e last one to arrive"
hahaha so nani and i run all the way to the control station end up seeing three gundus seating down and shah was not there. hahaha
TU LAR CKP ORG LAGI :P
so nadia late =_=
so i must fetch here from bus station to the place. and it was like super far. hahaha
nvm for my babylove can hehe.
after that when lepaks at vivo.
THE FUNNIEST PART! KHALYZ AND THE GANG CAME AND WE ARE PLAYING "CARIK KAN"
example. khalyz will say "carik lima batang untuk aku"
hahahahah AND WE ALL LIKE ORANG GILA CARIK.
END UP WE ALL GIVE UP AND HE SHOW HIS FCUKING FIVE FINGER!
hahahaha.so its my turn i say "carik kan aku tin coke?"
hahaha everybody was like mane sial mane sial. hahaha
padahal that tin was beside jana(khalyz friend) HAHAHAHA BENGOK!
SO I SPENT MY DAY OFF WITH THEM WAS A BLAST SUPER BLAST!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I LOVE YOU GUYS.

TOMORROW WORKING.
shah picture soon okay.
takecare people.
ouh yaaa JOHNY PEN I MISS YOU! HAHAHA

melepas.

It takes a while for me to choose the correct skin for my blog.
All skins dont really suits.
Until i found this skin like "TADAAAAAA" hahahaha
merepek sia.

So erm, been busy lately since christmas is coming
Tonnes of gift set being sold.
And 18k a day? holy shit. haha
CRAZY.
tomorrow gonna be the last day working for the year.
ASYIK.

26th gonna get result!
holy shit. can i like dont check my result.
iam scare what if i fail how about my future huh?
god cant stop thinking about this.
working? nahh i need education to leave in singapore.
private maybe. private in travel and leisure.
hahaha. pray hard that i pass.

so lately.
trying myself not to fall for someone.
because he have a date.
no no cannot kacau.

ouh ya.
when clinic just now.
with nani thank for the accompany.
i was telling that doctor.
ive been having bad pains.
and stomach pain.
she reply "do you want to do any pregnancy test?"
and i was like "what?! i never had done sex how can i be pregnant?"
HAHAHAHA.
doctor doctor always look down on teenager now a days.
i know theres alot of before marriage but not me.
hahaha. adoiiiii.
nani say "babe what a joke of the day"
hahahaha babi kau.

so now deeya is telling me something.
hahaha. and iam shaking hahaha.

TAKECARELOVE.

running back.

There nothing i wanna update.
i just dont have mood lately.
iam sick and tired with people that dont appreciate me.
mum cant stop scolding me.
dad too. i just dont know why maybe because they found out something but bahh they knew it long time already.
its ok.

Love?
try to move on and forget about him.
but bahh still cant.
try to inlove with starbuck guy.
but bahh still cant.
try to find new lover.
but bahh still cant.
his love walauwei so strong lar. haha
until make me keep on running back to him.
and his love make me forget about all the bad things that he had done to me.
i just keep running back to him.
*lari lari terpelecok jap jeling kat dalam starbuck tapi tetap lari mengejar cinta yang tak kesampaian.* HAHAHAHAHAHA. merepek.



enjoy uh the video.
hahaha.
but i cant move on cause i cant forget everything we had. ewahhh hahaha

BYEBYE.

mampos.

malas nak layan.

hard to get.

three emotion to describe my feelings.
SAD, LONELY AND DEPRESS.
this three feelings been playing around with me for the past few days.
sad because i just cant take it when i saw couples walking holding hands.
lonely because i got no one to hold hands.
depress because i just cant get any partner. haha

how i wish what i want or i wish for will come true.
how i wish i have fairy godmother that will grant my every wishes.
how i wish i can be as pretty as a fairy.
how i wish that he wont be so ego and not choosy.
how i wish i can turn back time and tell him the truth before his attach?
how i wish i can tell that someone i love him and
how i wish he wont phew infront of me after i tell him that.

if only all my wishes can come true.
i will the happiest girl on earth.
but nahh i wont wish all my wishes come true.
cause i cant fight with what god has write for my future and story life.
i must accept it. iam happy that god gave me chance to be in this world and explore this different feelings.
eventhough iam not happy inside.
i will always try to smile and laugh outside.
because i know i still have my gr (syiqin is not included anymore), my family. my friend and workmates that will always make me smile and laugh out loud.
i try my best to make myself happy.

baby nadia bday just past. I LOVE HER TO THE BITS OF MY HEARTS.
and baby nani always. I LOVE HER TO THE TINNY PIECES OF MY HEARTS.
the same meaning tho. hahaha

ive been eyeing on this starbuck guy haha only deeya know who.
deeya rashia ok baby? haha.

takecare people.
try my best to be the best for him. haha

expensive dude.

check yes romeo.

bored.
gonna be mia from blog for a while.
busy with work.
no mood with life.

falling in love.
hahahah. nahhh

miss tb.
miss life.
miss chatting with peoples until late night.
hmmm.

bored with life.
bored with people.

angry with stupid work mate.
angry with that starbuck guy.

irritated with work mate.
irritated with my life.

happy with some work mate.
happy with swatch guys.
happy with customer that make me smile.

sad with life.
sad with myself.

takecare people.
ily.

check yes romeo.

hello.
atlast attachment finish liao.
now as a part timer.
miss working tho but having great time at home.
hahaha

miss mak ayam alot! hehe.

SO PEOPLE.
yesterday when back to school. was a blast!
i miss them! but we dont react like we miss each other. haha
laughing and giggling is the first thing i reach school. haha
take picturee and more picture.
i just love tb. hehe
but i didnt manage to meet some other course mates. its ok baby we can still meet other day. but i get the chance to meet LYDIAABABY! HUHU HAPPY SNGT! and bari hahahaha. smileysmiley cheeky cheeky. hahaha
WEEEEEE HAPPY SUNGGUH!
after that go lepaks with mardia,nani,jananana and kecik! hahahaha.
try try to ride his bikes hahahaha. so funny. bahhhh
jananana tompang and she was like eh fara eh fara hahaha.
but the engine is not on yet. until kecik turn on the engine she go "mampos" hahaha
cause i twist the thing to loud. hahaha
best best. he suggest me about some bikes. and i decide which bike to ride. huhu

few more days to go until ayang bday and nanibaby bday.
idk what to get for them. broke sia. haha
hmmmm.

sooo.
i miss bubu. haha.where are u bubu?
hope u doing good.

thats all.
takecare