Busy.

I AM REALLY BUSY!

SO I WILL HAVE A PROPER UPDATE SOON.

TAKECARE PEOPLE!

...

THE TRUTH IS......





I STILL LOVE YOU.

I MISS THEM SO MUCH.
MUST MUST MEET THEM SOON.

HOPE THAT THEY CAN COPE WITH THEIR PROJECTS.
NANI WITH HER EXCEL.HEHE.

MARDEA I LOVE YOU.
NANI I LOVE YOU.
TAKECARE ALRIGHT YOU TWO.





*p.s no matter how long we didnt meet you two will always be in my heart. haha.

dying.

I AM SICK PEOPLE.

THIS COUGH AND FEVER IS KILLING ME!

WHENEVER I COUGH I CAN TASTE A BLOODY BLOOD TASTE.

ITS HURTS!

ITS NOW A NORMAL COUGH, DAMN IT!

FEVER IS DAMN HIGH.

MENSES CRAMP SOMEMORE.

WHAT IS THIS?

TRIOS UH?

I WANT TO PUASA ONE MONTH SIA THIS MONTH.

APA INI TAMBI?

WELL TAKECARE PEOPLE.

HOPE I CAN CONCENTRATE IN CLASS TOMORROW.

Fasting!

ITS FASTING MONTH PEOPLE!

HAPPY FASTING ALRIGHT!

JANGAN PUASA YOK YOK! HAHAHA.

First day puasa was alright.
I dont really feel the excitement!
Soon i will feel it!

HAHAHA!

takecare people.

ouh ya, http://mybeautifulpupu.tumblr.com
just another additional blog for my daily feelings :)

I love it.

(A random photo when boring mode come)

Fasting month is coming.
So excited. HOHO.

School Sucks! Development and Budget Is Damn Difficult.
This is our foundation man!
I must concentrate, no matter what the environment like.
Well, i need to back up on my confident level talking infront of the class.
Damn paisey lahh especially when i talk to fast and my R AND S tend to mix up.
To someone in class, stop acting like primary one student man.
You are 21 man and still you are bad mouthing about people behind them.
Including me? wtf.
The rest maintain our craziness. hahaha


Ouh ya, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NADHIRAH RAMDAN!
may allah bless you. Be a good daugther,sister and gf :)
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!



Mohd Hairil, i know you didnt mean it.
Sorry, we cant force it to happen.
Let time tell it all.
If we are meant to be together, we will be together love.
Well, ily

Takecare people.

I shouldnt.

Why must he be such a JERK?
Why must i feel so depress?
Why cant he understand me?
Why must he be such a arrogant beast?
Why must this happen to me again?
Why must all my love ones leave me?
Why must i think about all this?


This is all the question that running through my head right now.


I am tired of doing good deeds to people.
I am not asking for any good deeds in return.
I just want you to appreciate it.
Not that much i ask for.
Just a little bit will do.

Come on, you are not that good looking.
I know i know i am fat.
Fat dont deserve to be love by such a "HOT" guy.
But i dont give a damn.
You are nothing, nothing at all.
Continue with your drama.

Dont worry at the end of everything i will give you a round of applause plus a standing ovation love.

Goodbye Nurul.

FROM A STRANGER
TO WORK MATE
TO GILA WORK MATE
AND
NOW SHES MY BEST FRIEND.



Even though we are not working under same roof anymore.
I will always remember the craziness that we had.
The lunch and laughter we had in store.
The ups and down we shared.

I gonna miss you and miss everything we did.
Takecare Nurul Syahira.
Love you.
p.s have fun at marina square

Scary.

Hey people!

omg! iam still freaking out!

2.05am
Papa call and ask me to fetch mama and ayang plus some stuff they bought.
So i happily singing myself down the stairs.
Sing Sing and i feel something fishy is staring at me.
So i stop and look up.
At this level two house full of laundry at the window.
But not at this particular window.
And guess what i saw.
A MAKCIK STANDING WEARING "BAJUK BUTTERFLY" AND HER HAIR WAS ALL SO MESSY AND HER FACE WAS SO BLACK!
I was so panic that i scream! HAHAHAHAH!
and this whole group of matrep come to me and asking "eh asl jerit ni asl?"
All i do is point at the window and they all scream along with me.
We all run at the link house and waited for papa and mama to reach.
My face was all pucat.
HAHAHAHAHA.

Go back online and telling nutter.
So cute she say.
Natasha S. says: (2:14:58 AM)
walao eh
Natasha S. says: (2:15:15 AM)
i think the hantu all takut ah cs puasa dekat then they will be trapped
Natasha S. says: (2:15:17 AM)
hahaha
Natasha S. says: (2:15:20 AM)
so they just go all out

HAHAHAHAHAHA!
KELAKAR UH LU SIS!
HAHAHA.

ok no more going out late.
not really uh. hahaha
no more walking under that block!

hahaha.
working at imm tomorrow.

HAHAHAHA! NATASHA SHAHRIL GONE MAD! HAHAHAHAHA!
Farahima; Let the hourglass pass right into ashes. says: (2:55:48 AM)
WHEN I SAY JUMP YOU SAY HOW HIGH. 
Farahima; Let the hourglass pass right into ashes. says: (2:55:50 AM)
hahahaha
Natasha S. says: (2:55:50 AM)
ya im hearing also
Farahima; Let the hourglass pass right into ashes. says: (2:55:59 AM)
hahaha.
Natasha S. says: (2:56:03 AM)
WHEN I SAY SHUT U SAY UP
Natasha S. says: (2:56:04 AM)
hahahaha
Natasha S. says: (2:56:09 AM)
SHUT
Farahima; Let the hourglass pass right into ashes. says: (2:56:14 AM)
UP!
Farahima; Let the hourglass pass right into ashes. says: (2:56:17 AM)
hahahahaha
Natasha S. says: (2:56:17 AM)
SHUT
Farahima; Let the hourglass pass right into ashes. says: (2:56:19 AM)
UP!
Natasha S. says: (2:57:50 AM)
VERY GOOOOOOOOOOOD.
Farahima; Let the hourglass pass right into ashes. says: (2:58:17 AM)
WHEN I SAY WHATS U SAY UP.
Farahima; Let the hourglass pass right into ashes. says: (2:58:19 AM)
WHATS 
Natasha S. says: (2:58:26 AM)
UP
Farahima; Let the hourglass pass right into ashes. says: (2:58:29 AM)
WHATS
Natasha S. says: (2:58:32 AM)
UP!!!!
Farahima; Let the hourglass pass right into ashes. says: (2:58:34 AM)
HAHAHAHA
Natasha S. says: (2:58:37 AM)
HAHAHAHA


HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA! OMG SHE SO FUNNY!
OK I GTG!
TAKECAREEE

Cant help but wait.

I will always smile no matter what happen.
You cant bring me down.
I will always love my life.
You are just a guy full of temptation.
I will continue my life without you bodoh.

Takecare people

You dont have to call anymore.

This is the last straw d, i dont want to hurt anymore

I admit i miss you but i cant bare with your behavior man.
You treat me like a dog.
When you need me then you look for me.
But when you dont need me, you ignore me.
Its hurts.

But i have to move on.

Studies is important.
I have my Nani and mardea.
I have natasha bolakaki. hahaha
Classmate kept me laughing.
Work mate make me smile.

I admit i need you in my life but you are not important to me anymore.

Btw! susi my b1 and nurul are transferring out to MARINA SQUARE :(
THIS IS SO NOT COOL!
I was so pissed that i when to work just now and ask my manager whats wrong.
She was explaining to me that both of them have experient that they can make raffles city name good there.
And i was like wtf? you mean iam not good enough?
She was like saying no, if you go our outlet will not be the same.
I DONT WANT! PLEASE! I KNOW NURUL GONNA TRANSFER AND IAM STILL COOL WITH IT.
BUT NOW SUSI MY B1 IS TRANSFERRING OUT! THIS IS SO NOT COOL!
I HATE SHAYNE FOR MAKING THIS STUPID DECISION! FCUKKK!
I WILL FIND NEW JOB SOON!
gth!

this feeling iam feeling right now.
hmmm, i just dont know how to express it.
whatever d.
you sucks.

Its Was You And Me.

Theres nothing for me to say anymore.
You admit it.
You guys did it.
I cant say anything.
Enough is enough.
I forgive you once.
Its enough already.
The hurt is deep.
I wont hate you.
I just will pretend that i didnt even know that youre exist.

You go on with your life.
Your lie.
Your ego.

I will go on with my life.
Yes, i admit i did lie to you but its for our own good.
My ego? not as worst as yours.

Takecare and enjoy your life.

But Why?

People have been wondering what happen to me lately that i decided to keep myself quiet in my room.
I have not been myself lately.
I just dont get it why must this happen?

What did i did wrong to her that she must do this?

AHHHHH DAMN IT!

whatever lah.

Had fun with nutter yesterday.
Climb up and down the stairs.
Weird Sound.
Run over a bus.
She follow me stalk someone.
And i follow her send something to her bf end up walking back. HAHAHA!
"ZOHOR PENGSAN NARI KEBUMI?"
hahahaha she was so slumber when she say that.
hahahahahahaha! OMG!
And i was like errrrr pengsan? everybody who is pengsan must kebumi. hahahaha
PICAS ASAP!

having a day job at yishun safra tomorrow.
with abg andi and nani.
so yeah.
takecare people!

p.s whatever happen to me, hopefully allah will make it happen to you too :)

DAMN!

OMG! THIS UNCLE IS SO RANDOM!




OMG! THAT GUY NAME BRIAN SO CUTE! DAMN IT! HAHAHAHAHA


DAMN THIS IS DAMN FUNNY!

THANK TO BRANDON! HAHA.

NEW LAYOUT!

SO FREE TODAY! WHUUUUUUUUU!

ASSIGNMENT ARE ALL DONE! WUHUUUUUUU!

too free that i decided to change layout.
school was funz.
i love school.
haha.
classmate gilazzzz
haha.
OPTIMIZE SALES IS THE BEST!
so easy. hehe.

looking foward to saturday and sunday!
kak fazila kawin.
and iam freaking out because they ask me to make.
kak shidah ckp kak shidah aje.
nuaghty uh. haha

D, is getting on my nerves.

I REALLY NEED TO MEET MARDEA BADLY.
i miss her :(
Takecare people.

i will update again tomorrow. hehe.

to nutter NICE GIGI. HAHAHA

Busy life.

Hey people.

School have been a stress period of my life.
Like fcuking shit man.
HAHAHA.
two weeks past already.
and i feel awesome with new classmate excluding one guy who feeling handsome padahal tak.
subject make me go *JAWS DROPPING TO THE GROUND*
i never learn any of that subject before.
its my first time tho.

thank to yana and yayah who always help me.
thank girls.

hope our six month will be a good one.
just finish written assessment (exam) on COUNDCT SERVICE ANALYSIS.
lga1-4 need to edit by this weekend.

i miss nani and mardea.

life have been great now.
but i still love him
nehh its okay.
i dont want to talk more about it.
just shut my mouth.

takecare people.
tomorrow working, i just got no time for myself anymore.