Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Weeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!

hello....
haishhh...wanna update no time...i update also irah(mynewgf) ask mie to update...hehehe....ok atcually got many story to write...firstly..i really happy to get to now irah..cause she is sooo the baik...kind...i really like her atitude..hope irah went u read tis dont kembang ar gal..but tis is real...hehehe..hope we cn long lastin as a fwen...hehe..hope we cn upgrade the fwen to bestfwen...haha...k..my study not bad ar now...my eng hahaha nvr conseterate sia....math very clever now..hehe...other subject ok2 lar...k now came to my inner problem...haishhh...my brain said tat i hate him but my heart i cant lie my heart...i really love him sia..but who iam to love such a guy like him...but nvm..my fwen said forget him but i cant seh..sha will noe how diff. tu forget a guy u really love...hehe jsut now inside class during eng lesson talk about ghost...hehehe...so scary2 seh....hehehe...fadly still inside the hos..wanna go see him but my mum and bro nvr give...haishhh...miss him seh...his joke...hope he will be well soon...k arh tats all lar...byebye... <3

Sunday, February 26, 2006

Stress!!!

hello
long time never update my entries..busy with the work at home...now is the best time to write my entries...hehehe...kinda sad ar tis pass few days...because he nvr msg mie...and ziq he change...why seh...nvm..i noe i nvr done anything wrong to him...heheh...missing some body so much...hehehe i miss sha seh..where sia she go...hehehe..nvm...hope she will be sihat selalu...now no one i can share my problem wif...sha nvr online..so cannot share wif her...cause she is the only person tat i trust the most...hehehe...actually all my gf i trust but she special abit ar...my sickness is kinda ok..yesterdae chat wif him...ingatkn die marah seh..lupa2 tk...hehehe...paisey2...common test is coming...two weeks more...haven study much...but start from mondae onward must conseterated more in class...im improve in my math..so proud of myself...hehehe..all my class test pass...wuhooooo....my mum is happy..atlast she is happy...hahah...my eoa also not bad...pass..eng also...every subject is ok...hope to do better in my future test...hahaha...i will be happy outside..but no one really noes how i feel inside...heheh..k ar tats all...byebye... <3>

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Yipeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!

hello
hello....my song has change..thankz yanie..eheh...i think i like tat guy seh..but dont noe i like him or not..is just a feeling tat i cant explain...but i still lovin him...my sickness is became worst and worst...why seh...asl mesti saket...asl tak leh jadi sihat cm org lain...why seh..hehe...just now at skul...i was sitting at the banch there wif umbrella covering u from sunlight..but got one of my CRAZY bestfwen...go close tat umbrella...and mine and nad head been hit by tat umbrella thing..all thanks to nani tat close tat umbrella...haha....then sit there look2 at his class...he laugh2 like hell dont noe why...now i get to noe nani like 3 guys wow..and nad four guys and mie two only no many2 ar...later heatbroken sick...hehe..kental ar farah heartbroken sakit...ohh yaa...tat **t*h is back...hate sia...wanna kill her so she die...no more tat **t*h again...hahaha...my prepaid is low..damn it cannot msg him....how sia...but i miss him...nad ask mie to tell him tat i like him but i dont noe wanna tell or not..u see like a cheap women u noe tell a guy we like him...but if nvr tell how tat guy noe i like him...so...hmmmm...heheh....now hearing to here wihout you song...so adicted to that song....k arh tats all...must continue why study...so stress up...common test is coming...so tats all...byebye

Monday, February 20, 2006

-nil-

hello
nothing can discribe mie now...just sad...sad..and sad....and just sad....just now at skul no mood...nvr talk the hole dae...kinda sad ar...dont noe why ar...like wanna cry but cannot...wanna shout also cannot...haishhh....dont noe why seh todae...like..dont noe lar....my sickness became more and more worst....haishhh..cough2...flu...no mood to eat...from just now at skul..till at home no mood to eat..dont noe why....maybe iam sick tats why i nvr eat...hehe...still can laugh...crazy women ar...just now iside class..kene kacau by the chinese student...haha..they said i like ray...WTF!!!haha..like wad only...i like a person...and will continue loving him until a guy love mie..tats must be my futere husband...heheh...my head was so pain like something is heating my head so hard...like wanna die...maybe iam gonna die soon...choi2...hehe...long time nvr meet sha..and chat wif her..kinda miss her...where seh go eh....hmmm....nvr get anyting for valentine seh..haha..so long already...nvr msg him for a week..cause..hmmmm...adelar...hehehe gaduh...why must we fight...issit a much to fight...i dont think so..he lar...f**k ar...haha...maki2 syg jugak...haha..farah2 miang ar kau...iam listening to tak bisakah song...kind sedih...da sedih maseh dgr lagu sedih bodoh kn...nvr smile seh hole dae...now i wanna smile ar.. => so ikut seh..haha..iam i talking to myself..myabe lar...CRAZY farah...baru tahu ke farah...kau da lame gile..kau jek tk tahu...u see wad iam trying to said...like iam talking to myself seh...da2..stop my crazy rite now...heheh...byebye

Saturday, February 18, 2006

Sick mie!!!

Hello
hello...so sowie long time nvr update...sick ar..really sick...so many sickness...haishh..all of sudden...nvm...my head is addited to tis song.. HERE WITHOUT YOU...so sad seh tat song....haha...just came back from somewhere...tats i realise my stress..and cry out loud...hehe...but nvm lar..no one really noe how i feel...my heart is been torn into million pieces..just like a paper have been torn everydae....its hurt lar..ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!...but i can control..wif nasihat of my fwen titi...cheer me up just now..so glad seh to have her as my fwen..and sha...where the hell u been long time nvr online sia....miss you....please online lar gal....i miss u sia...haha...wanna write many2 but....my head is like killing mie rite now...hahah...my heart so pain...bu7kan sakit hati..but really so pain seh..and my tip of my finger so pain rite now...of some ppl i told my sickness will noe wad is mean...byebye for now...take care my gf...who is reading tis...

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Iam sad or happy?

hello
it have been a while i nvr update my entries...but i dont noe why...many thing happen lately...haishhh..so stress....dont noe wad to said animore...just now at skul..nvr talk must..been alone...just tat i dont noe why iam change tis few daes...i have many problems tat make mie quiet ...i wish i have FAIRY GODPARENTS tat give mie anithin tat i want...haishh...get to noe he is attach...so hurt seh...my heart so hurt....so bad it hurt...lepas satu satu seh...i kinda sad...but nvm...haishhh...why must i be fat...i hate being fat...every single dae kene hine...haishh....i hope my life is like a bird free to do anithin anywhere..but i cant...elah teach mie new song...
i love eu..u love me..lets go out and kill barney..wif a great bang bang barney on the floor..no more purple dinosaur..hehhe..cute kn...i hope i cn be wif him one dae...cause i love him..hehe...k arh byebye...tats all...need to study...wtf farah belajar...da berubah seh...ehehe

Monday, February 13, 2006

Happy for the ferst time in my feb life!!!

HELLO...
so happy seh todae... =) hehe... dont noe why but just tat iam so happy sia..cause he became my fwen back..so happy hahha...tu pun leh jadi happy eh..giler sak..but happy lar...todae fiq bdae...heheh...esok valentine..hate it sia...haishhh....get an bad coug todae..batok2...haishh..cm org tua seh...maybe iam dying soon..hahah..no lar...mane tahu eh...hehehhe....haishhh...miss him seh..nvr meet him for so long seh...just now in class so funny...mie and nabil da cerai da..hahah..cerai lum kawin da cerai wtf...hahahah...my new laugh..hahehahehahe..style kn...mepek ar farah...esok skul bored lar..now hungry wait for mie daddy home to eat ramai2..but tak alik2 seh...from monin..got new student fuck sia...carek nk mampus..or maybe her behaviour is like tat wad to do kn??heheh..k arh gtg already...got a phone call for mie...heheh...byebye

Friday, February 10, 2006

YIPEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!

hello...
so happy todae dont noe why...but just tat iam so happy... :>...hahah...skul bell rang at 12.15...go home then saw him infront the office...hahah..so happy...but the sad things is i get my test time table..ohh god...must study...k tat all for skul story...
now afta skul..go home..then nani,mar and nad came my house lepak..so fun take pic so many seh...hehehe....
some of the pic....

mie and nad...i like tis pic alot...
wanna upload more pic but cannot..leceh seh..heheh nvm...later i try again...hehhe....k arh tats all...so short seh...nvm lar..byebye....miss him so much seh..haishhh....

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

No mood!!!

Hello....
sorry long time never update..dont have mood to update..haishhh...became more stress dae by dae...wif MATH tat subject is killing mie seh...nk kene conseterate seh...tak paham sak...haha...alamak got math homework haven do..nvm...later kn do...hmmmm...sutdy everydae...cause wanna be top three tis year hope soo..cause now my studies ok lar..not as bad as sec two...now is much better...evrydae during sudy listen to tong hua...tak paham tapi cam best gituk lagu tu...haha...saw his face just now...kinda sad..cause i cant forget him lar...u noe lar first love takan nk lupa kn sekejap jek kn..tol tk??hahah...but nvm..study ferst..ceh...valentine dae comin...but i dont realy celebrate cause no couple mah...haha...kinda stress now adaes...but wif SHA my superwomen..nasihat mie evry single of my problem...she the best...iam to happy to have her as my goodfwen...hmmm...haishh todae saket kepale..saket jiwa heheh tu hari2 seh...saket hati..haishh..dont noe why...but nahh...iam ok wif it...so now got to study agaiin caue exam is comin...and my hair dye black already...hahah...very strange seh the colour..hahah...k arh byebye...

Saturday, February 04, 2006

LIFE SUXS!!!!

hello...
long time nvr update...haishh...so boring lar at home...hmmmm...fridae nvr came to skul...so boring...sick ar tat dae...lonely now adaes...his been blocking me till now...dont noe why...but nahh...uat bodoh lar...tak uat salah uat ape nk takut seh...bluek ar...i noe because of tat gal..he change towards mie...one dae tat particular gal will get it...not by me...but by someone else...msg him...talk to him on the phone...he sing2...hahah...suare...hahah...but cute lar die...heheh...need to cook..cause mie mum just finish operation..so kesian...farah masak seh...hahaha....wanna go out also cannot...need to take care me mum...but nvm...i like too...my aunt and uncle just came back from haji...buy for me rantai so nice...hehe...but havent meet them yet...k arh...need to cook..malam blog lagi k..weeeeeeeeeeeee.....

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

HORRIBLE DAE!!!!

hey...
haishh...todae very3 sad seh...many problem going on todae...haishhh....why sia..all tis happen to me...but nvm...selamat ade sha..cheer me up...afta skul go kedai belakang...than meet tat guy..ask him about wad happen yesterdae...is he really the one who msg me used websms and maki2 me???so confused sia...then go home..call him...so fun...talk2...shared problem...he also pity about my problem...he wanna beat tat guy but...he cant...then chat2 at home...he ask me to stop sending msg to his admire...wadeva..like i care like tat msg his admire...wadeva lar...cam budak kecik sikit2 nak complait jek..ape sak..da besar perangai cam ape sak...abei die nk benci aku per skrg...bingit sak..but nvm lar..esok sambung alik...malas nk ngok ni com...cam nk rejam ni com kat muka drg dua jek...pakal jek ar...da lar...byebye