A Evening with Nani.

YESTERDAY WAS A DAY THAT I CANT FORGET.

MEET NANI AND WE DECIDE TO GO JOGGING.
GUESS WHAT WE JOG AROUND WOODLAND DR 50!
FROM TEKONG PAVEMENT TO WOODLAND PRIMARY TO TRIPLE 8
AND ENDING AT TEKONG AGAIN!
HAHAHAHAHA. WAS SO EXHAUSTED!

AFTER THAT WE PLAY BADMINTON.
AS WHAT NANI SAY. "BABE, KAU CHAMPION UH"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
YESTERDAY WAS SO FCUKING FUN.
AND NANI SERVE THE SMALL LIKE FLIPPING PANCAKE.

SO YEAH WE SNAP SOME PHOTOS.
AND GUESS WHAT MY HAND IS FREAKING BLACK BECAUSE OF THE BADMINTON RACKET HANDLE.






REALLY I HAD FUN
LOVE YOU.

Love.

I am forcing myself not to have any feelings for anyone.
Especially you man.
I cant deny as day past by the more and more feelings i have for you.

You keep on saying about your gf to me.
And i know you and her no longer together.
But i just dont get it.
What is your motive telling me about her?

I know you just want to make me jealous.
But the truth is.
I am not jealous.

Yes i admit that i like you.
But i just cant continue this feeling.
Because you told me once.
You hate this type of girl.
And i am that type of girl.

Yeah i know where i am standing.
I dont deserve to be with someone like you.

I MUST forget about my feelings towards you.
And sallow all the pain that i go through all this while.....

Already Gone.

Its 3.43 am and i am still awake.
I just cant get my eye shut lately.
Even thought i am super duper tired.
I just cant get enough rest.

Life have been a mess lately.
I still cant get over someone.
But sooner or later i know that i will get over him.

Tonight i feel like blogging.
Cause blogging keep me accompany tonight.
I miss the time that i used to laugh and be myself last time.
Now its often to see myself laughing at other people jokes.
All i do its just giggle.

I want to be like other people.
Happy with their life.
Can get what they want.
I know that no one is prefect in this world but why cant i be happy?

I am not making myself to be sad like this.
I just want one thing.
And that one thing is everybody needs in life.
I just want to be love.

Ive been so lonely without someone to text and accompany me till dawn.

HAIYA MALAM MALAM BUTA JIWANG MAK KAU LAH FARAH.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
SO RANDOM SIA THIS FEELING.
OK DIAM.
BYEBYE

Hari Raya Haji!

TO ALL MUSLIM IN SINGAPORE.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI.
OR WHAT I CALL.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA SEMBELEH KAMBENG. HEHE

OKAY MEREPEK.

GO NENEK HOUSE JUST NOW.
NOT NENEK HOUSE. KAK IPAH HOUSE BUT NENEK STAY THERE. HAHAHA
MAKAN SAMBAL SOTONG SODAPPP.
MAK COOK. DAMNNNN.

AFTER THAT GO NANI CRIBS.
MEET MAMA AND PAPA.
AND MAMA PACK ME ALOT OF YUMMY FOOD.
DOUBLE THE SODAP.

OKAY TOMORROW WILL BE WORKING WITH WHOEVER ALSO I DONT CARE.
CAUSE I WANT TO WORK

HAHAHA. BYEBYE PEOPLE.
p.s after reading your blog. make me smile because you deserve it.

Dedication.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ILHAM SHAHPUTRA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY BESTFRIEND!

MAY ALLAH BLESS YOU AND MAY YOU FIND YOUR TRUE LOVE A.S.A.P

THANKS FOR BEING SOMEONE THAT I CAN LABEL FRIEND.
HEHE.

ENJOY YOUR BIRTHDAY AND DONT TAKE YOUR LEGAL AGE FOR GRANTED.

AND I LOVE YOU BESTFRIEND!

Whatever.

I DONT GIVE A DAMN.
SERIOUSLY I DONT GIVE A DAMN.

ONE IS NOT ENOUGH.
HAHAHAHA.

ONE WORD WHATEVER.

hahahaha. just a random thing that i want to say.

so yeah jsut now go to school as normal.
then! WE CELEBRATE BRANDON,KAREN AND POLLY BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

after school go novena.
then meet nani.
watch singapore idol result at her cribs.
DISAPPOINTED NO BODY KELUARR.

now at home chatting with khaleeq.heh.

i miss my bestfriend hairil. DAMN BOYYYY.

SO YEAH. PLEASE CHANGE WHATEVER THING YOU THINK NEED TO CHANGE.

i cant.

Trying my best to avoid him.
I just want to be happy.
And i dont want to love someone bf.

Even though you didnt tell me that you are attach.
I will still avoid you because its wrong you see.
You are freaking attach and i cant be chatting with someone bf.

Hell yeah i fall for you.
But i cant continue this feeling.

I will find someone better soon.
Hopefully.
Sick and Tired with life already.

Thanks niz for listening to all my problemmm
I love you and i appreciate it alot.

Masalah Tekka.

ITS SUNDAY BABY!
AND I HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND.

SATURDAY!
I was working that day.
Rush home from work.
To watch MAN UTD VS everton.
AND GUESS WHAT MAN UTD WON.
WUHUUUUUUU.
SO HAPPY.
ok thats it for sat.

SUNDAY!
GO TEKKA WITH FAMILY.
TO EAT TOSAI.
AND BUY SOME PASAR.
AND NOW CHATTING WITH KHALEEQ AT HOME.
JUST NOW KARAOKE WITH FAMILY.
WAS THE BEST.
I JUST CANT STAND MAMA VOICE. HAHAHAHAHAHA
OK KURANGS.
i love my family.
AND I MEET NANI JUST NOW.
HEHE LOVE HER.

OKAY BYEBYE

USE SOMEBODY.

PIXIE LOTT ALWAYS COVER OTHER PEOPLE SONG SO NICE.
HAHAHA

RANDOM.
I CHANGE MY BLOG SONG
PIXIE LOTT - USE SOMEBODY BABY.

HAHAHAHA.

HER VOICE SUPERB.

i aint coming back.

YOU LIKE MY OTHER HALF.
WE DO EVERYTHING TOGETHER.
EVERYTHING THAT YOU LIKE IS MY DISLIKE.
EVERYTHING THAT I LIKE IS YOUR DISLIKE.

ITS BEEN 3 MONTHS AND STILL THE IMPACT IS STILL PAINFUL.

I MISS YOU BADLY.

TAKECARE.

p.s i need to slim down! hahahaha

a dinner with nani.

I WAS SUPPOSE TO UPLOAD THIS PHOTOS AND SWEET MEMORY LAST WEEK.
BUT I WAS SUPPER BUSY.

So yeah, basically i meet nani after school last week friday.
Then we slack and slack.
Then i was complaining that iam hungry but lazy to walk to kedai
SO SHE WAS SWEET ENOUGH TO DIG HER KITCHEN.
AND GUESS WHAT. FIRST SHE FOUND THIS SPAGETTI THEN THE TOMATO SOS AND LASTLY TUNA.
SHE COOK FOR ME MY DINNER.
AND IT WAS SUPER SWEET OF HER.
AND I WAS SUPER TOUCH.
AND IT WAS SUPER DELICIOUS.
AND SHE IS THE BEST BEST BEST FRIEND I EVER HAD.
AND WE HAD A CANDLE LIGHT DINNER.

THE PHOTOS. COMING UP NEXT.






and the most romantic part.
i play this song. i forget what song. hahaha
ADE VIDEO GANG!


SO SWEET RIGHT.
OK EVILTWIN, NOW I UPLOAD IT ALREADY.
YOU TAKECARE.
I LOVE YOU AND YOU LOVE HIM AND ME OF COURSE. HAHAHA
XOXO

finally meet up.

YESTERDAYYYYYYY!

WORK WORK WORK.
SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD.
PAT EVERYTIME SCOLD ME.
FOR NO REASON ALSO SCOLD.
NEVERMIND USED TO IT.
SCOLD AGAIN LAH. FUN.

WHILE IAM DOING MY STOCK.
COUSIN WALK PAST WITH HIS FRIEND.
AND I WAS LIKE EHHHH. HAHAHA
AFTER A FEW HOURS.
HANIS AND HIDDY WALK PAST.
AND I WAS LIKE EHHHHH. HAHAHA
AFTER 2 MINUTES THEY PAST.
SOMEONE PAST.
AND I WAS LIKE EHHHH. HAHAHA.

AFTER WORK HANIS CALL AND ASK ME TO LEPAK WITH HER.
GET TO MEET HER AT LAST.
WE TALK AND TALK AND GOSSIP AND GOSSIP.
NOT GOSSIP ACTUALLY BUT ITS A REAL THING.
SHE DIDNT BELIEVE IT.
SO DO I. HAHAHA
BABE, I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL SAYANG.
I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU.
AND WE WILL MEET UP SOON ANDD.
MORE CIGGY HANG OUT SOON.

NOW, IAM DOOM BECAUSE I HAVE TWO MORE DAYS TO FINISH MY PROJECT.
TOMORROW I WILL BURN MIDNIGHT OIL AGAIN.
I WILL BE WORKKING TILL 8PM. SO YEAHH.
STILL HAVE TIME TO FINISHH.
OKAY PEOPLE.
BYEBYE.

P.S dont try to bitch around about me.

projects.

(THE GINASSS)

SATURDAY WAS SUPER DUPER FUN.
A SURPRISE PARTY FOR WAN FARIS.
well ya i sebok sebok there. hahaha.
BUT IT WAS SO FUN.
HAHAHA.

Nani,me,nadia and mukhsin meet up at 2pm.
And we are the early bird.
EH PLUS MARDEA SHE MEET US AFTER WE HAD OUR LUNCH.
AND WE ENJOYING OURSELVES TAKING PHOTOS.
ALOT OF PHOTOS.
WHILE WAITING FOR THE CAKE.
WE RECORD VIDEOS. HAHAHA
SLOW MOTION VIDEO AND
STORM-PIAK VIDEO. HAHAHAHAHA

so yeah kill of time by playing those game.
SO YAAAAA AFTER THAT HIDAYUH COME.
PREPARE THE CAKES.
AND TADAAAA WE SING AS LOUD AS WE CAN AT ESPLANADE ROOFTOP.
BEFORE THAT WE ARE LIKE TERRORIST IN COUNTER STRIKE GAME SIA.
HAHAHAHAHA. OMG.
WAN FARIS WAS SUPER SHOCK LAHH.

THEN SING SING, EAT THAT SECRET RECIPE OREO CHEESECAKE. SODAP LORRRR.
then when to sheesyaaaa. talk talk laugh laugh.
it was so funnnnnn.
BUT I MUST RUSH HOME EARLY SO DIDNT GET TO JOIN THE REST FOR SUPPER.

IT WAS THE BEST SATURDAY OF MY LIFE.
THANKS TO YOU GUYS FOR INVITING ME.

sick

HEY PEOPLEEEE!
IAM SICK DAMN SICK.

COUGHING AND SNEEZING FROM JUST NOW MORNINGG.
I DRAG MY ASS OFF TO SCHOOL AND WORK.
WORK MATE WANTED ME TO GO HOME AND REST BUT I PITY THEM
NOT ENOUGH STAFF. DAMNNNN

so i was busy doing my stuff at cashier.
from the corner of my eyes i saw this guy standing at the man range.
so i was like "damn, customer" and quickly put my thing aside.
AND I WANTED TO SERVE THAT CUSTOMER. SEKALI I SAW IT WAS MY COUSIN.
and GOT SOMEONE PEEP AT ME. AND IT WAS HANISSS.
OMG I WAS SO HAPPYYY.
HAHAHAHAHA.
because first time meet hanis -_-
she was so pretty. damnnn. hahahaha
I WAS LIKE OMG OMG.
at last cousin and hanis mission to surprise me at work succeed. hahaha

SO I DRAG MY ASS HOME.
AND NOW IAM TYPING AND SINGING.
hahahaha.

p.s i miss him. damn

second time.

This will be the second time you do this to me.
Ouh wait, i miss count. this will be THE THIRD TIME.

You contact with me and everything was fine.
And you keep on repeating that you are not attach.
The following month, you told me the truth.
That you are attach and that month will be your one year ani with her.
SO I BACK OFF AND IGNORE YOU.

After a month, you text me back and say that you break up with her.
And you need me to be by yourside for that moment.
So as a friend i try to forget about what you have done to me.
And be by yourside everyday.
We promise that we will try to be like last time.
But i promise you that i will stay as your bestfriend for the time being.
And you agree.
But you dont know how i feel deep inside.
Everytime we meet or otp i feel like iam the happiest person on earth -_-

The following month, HAHAHAHA LIKE WTH SIA FARA.
ok serious.

The following month, you text me "i patch back with her"
LIKE WTF?!?! OK CHILL.
i cant really be piss off with him because we are bestfriend.
but iam really piss off when his gf dont even allow him to text me.
THE WORST THING IS TO CONTACT ME?
like wtf, come on girl. he is my friend what do you expect.
sheeeshhh.

I dont want to be that mad uh.
But somehow i still have feelings for him.
But i cant continue this feeling.
BECAUSE HE IS FREAKING ATTACH.

I was so happy that we get to meet that time.
My gfs, will know how happy iam.
But now, no longer.

P.S HAVE FUN WITH HER OK. I KNOW I CANT GIVE YOU SEX THATS WHY YOU ARE BACK WITH HER.

again.

Hey, its been awhile i didnt update.

school and work lately.

busy life.

SOOOO. WORKK WORKK WORKK.
I WAS SO TIRED. TODAY CHRISTMAS CHANGES!
MIRACLE THAT WE FINISH 2 HOURS EARLY THAN LAST YEAR.
BECAUSEEE NO MORE NAGGING (BY KAREN MUA TAY)
AND OUR TEAM WAS SO FAST.
YAM SENG GUYS. HEHE

SO MSUT SLEEP TOMORROW WORKING AND SCHOOLING.