crush

HELLO!

atlast i have the time to update my blog.
been so busy with work,work and more work
hahaha. been so busy until i forget to do my schl project. hahaha. reason.

life is bored. HARI RAYA WAS A BLAST.
but i feel bad i didnt get to go out with tb. cause my secondary school friend also go out on the same day. so its not fair lor.
i miss tb alot. TB OII OUTING SOON!

so now i must force myself not to love him anymore. cause he have a great plan ahead with someone else. yeah goodluck pal.

i told someoene the truth. hahaha he was shock. and he told me the same thing to :D
hahaha

i miss my cousin lar.. yati goodluck for ur a level ok, dayah and amir too goodluck for your o level. ayu and tasha goodluck with THE THREE FINGER CLUB. hahahaha. you guys know what i mean. hahaha adik shakilah i miss you and thank for giving me that useless guy num. idiotic lor he. hahaha.

btw work, i meet great work mate esp mak yam she really good. shima,kak farah, feezah (gile), mandy, gregory and all. but sometimes the manager sucks alot. not only me cant stand it the rest too but what to do she our "MANAGER" hahaha

ok thats all i gonna say.
ouh ya did share my deep sorrow problem with fftp. and he really make my day by saying all those words that make me twice as better.
thx fftp love yaaaa..

takecare friend
i miss gr, nani,nadia,mardia,dhidi and syiqin happy with ur attachment excluding nadia happy with ur new guy. muahahaha. love you guys.

TB

This entry is about TB

i just want you guys to know
how much i treasure you guys.
you guys own a large piece of my heart.
i dont want our laughing moment to end.
i dont want our joking moment to end.
i love those time.
8 months is not enough for us.
i want to extent the school weeks.
after attachment i wont be able to see you guys again.
tomorrow gonna be the break fast outing. and i dont want it to be our last outing.
i want for outing. after fasting month and attachment we find one fine day to go out ok.

special appreciation,

lisa, thx for being my bored partner at school.

shah, cagali! thx for being that someone that make me smile everyday.

zye, ashikebab! your advice to me i wont forget. and thx for the nick name HAGRET!

dee, my tattoo artist. haha, i love your hand drawing.

haizel, joker! thx for making us non stop laughing in class.

sophia, cutie pie! your cuteness wont be forget "i dont want to die" hahaha chu chi tunnel memory

tengy, my look alike smile mate. i love you.

shuhui, my korean addict mate. hahaha. i love you.

chris, laoda, thx for taking care of us. we really love you. we really do.

alvin, my naughty naughty pal. hahaha

nadia, thx for being that someone i can talk with and share my problem with.

yana, polar bear. thx for supplying me something. when i need one. hahaha.

fyla, my rnt dont know partner. hahaha. we always dont know what to do during rnt. haha

fatin, my crazy kakis. always layan my nonsence. hahaha. thx.

shela, the catwomen. hahaha ur nail scratch your enemy. hahaha

nicholes, the guy that cant stop talking hahaha. tell me more stories :D

liah, the gal that i wont forget.

aisyah, fishball! thx for hearing all my problem. and we are crying buddies!

lastly, dhidi, thx for being my five years mate.. and thx for not stopping being my friend and entertain all my mood swing. i love you alot.

I REALLY LOVE TB.
I CANT WAIT TMRW!

TAKECARE

Closer

CLOSER CLOSER.
hahahaha.

FINALLY, exam finish.
leave me with one test.
not exam. so dont really count. hahaha

I GOT TO GO.
BYEBYE
TAKECARE

7 things

13 more days.
to hari raya.
i dont fell like it but bahhhh
hahaha

yesterday got kenduri at tasha place.
it was fun to have break fast together. and solat together.
but the heart breaking part is man u lose. wth wth wth!
hahaha
and they are super happy! cause they are liverpool fans.
its ok. got next match!

i had a great dream last night
can i have more great dream today and the next day and the next day
hahahaha
last two days. nice dream ive been dreaming
very nice
hahaha

tuesday, RNT test must study.

takecareLOVE

sempurna

THIS IS REAL, THIS IS ME
all my life i pray for someone like you.
but when i found someone that i pray for.
i starting to feel regret.
regret in the sense the way you treat me.
you ignore me.

SOON.
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.


takecarepeople

Selamat Berpuase

SELAMAT BERPUASE SEMUA!

HAHAHA.
fasting month have come.
all our late grandparent soul are release.

i miss nenek so much.
now she is around me always.
i love her alot.

TMORROW SCHOOL ALREADY!
TIRED!
FASTING!

WEDNESDAY WORK ALREADY!
TIRED!
FASTING!

HAHAHA

TMRW GONNA UPDATE AGAIN.
BYEBYE
TAKECARE
waiting for pple to talk with. haha

Better In Time

PEOPLE!
IAM BUSY WITH WORK.
SCHOOL.
TIRED. SUPER TIRED LOR.

happy teachers day to my very own beloved teacher MR SHAHRIL JUMAT.
his the best teacher. he understand me alot.
i mean alot. hahaha
sorry didnt make it today.
got natas talk.

i was hoping to get a good attachment soon.
i wanna continue study larr.
papa nagg.

all my mama sickness transfer to papa already
he cant stop nagging larrr.
please papa. hahaha
but the way he nag is kinda funny.
hahaha

btw sorry papa, i didnt mean to do it.
it will be my last time to do it.
i promise
hahaha
ceyyy

fall for you back?
NO WAY. HAHA. AFTER WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO ME.
I WONT.

i will still l0ve my one and only tut tut tut
hahaha

TAKECARE
enjoy my night talking with two best buddy.
haryani and fftp a.k.a alanredwannovahussien.

Sick And Tired

GREETINGS FROM ME.
HAHAHAHA

merepek gituk.
TODAY SUPER FUN AND SUPER TIRED.
must dress up for BEG. its was fun yet tiring.
from 8 till 4 must where high heels shoes.
plus after schl go town. dinner at swensen
and we celebrate our mr joker in class bdae.
HAIZZEL ARIF. HAPPY BDAY JOKER!
during lesson. so excited must put on make up.
and i dont even know how to put on make up.
so i call mama and ask her. hahaha.
afterall our class turn out to be the nicest class to dress up so far.
my leg is aching not mine only. my gfs in class too. hahaha
very shocking to see zye and shah so pretty. damn pretty.

while typing my eyes is half close. hahaha.
sleepy.
gonna upload pictures tmrw.
i was hoping to dump into someone just now.
but i dump into diff person. hahaha

tmrw napfa and i super tired.
nvm today sleep early lor.

TAKECARE.
p.s fttp takecare misses

Hari Ini, Esok Dan Seterusnya

HEY.

having a great time this few days.
talking with crazy friends.
that make me laugh and smile everyday.
irritated with mom.
she just cant stop nagging at me =_=.
what to do. fftp will always say remember "MOM"
hahaha.
waiting for someone
that make me smile every single day.

clean up my room
my messy messy room. now is clean.

listen to my fav playlist.
sing a long season everyday.
thats make me smile. haha
singing my fav song now. PARTY PEOPLE.
hahaha rap macam mamak keling.
hahaha

i look happy outside but
inside. GENG GENG GENG.

i just hate her. she just cant get enuff.
she stole everything from me.
nvm. i wont do anything.
god will.

control my anger.
haha

takecarepeople

P.S HAPPY BDAY DHIDI.
I LOVE YOU LIKE HELL YA.
MAY ALL UR WISH COME TRUE.

kangen

OUH LOVE.
I MISS YOU SO MUCH

happy birthday to my beloved deeyanah!
hope all her dream come true.
i love her alot.

next week monday.
must dress up.
formal wear.
WTF? i dont know what to wear.
hahaha

Now. iam addicted to this song
mengenangmu by kerispatih.
nice song.

havin bad headache now.
so gonna update soon
byebye
takecare

p.s i miss myfttp.

BAHBAH

HELLOOO
SICK AND TIRED.
SO CANT UPDATE.
HAHAHA

TALKING WITH YANI
SO YAAA

BYEBYE
TAKECARE
PATHETIC SIA THIS ENTRY.
BAHAHAHA

Two face busted

Heyhey.

yesterday was fun,
talk someone about my problem.
and that someone is yani.
she really great at make me laugh and smile back.
and even forget about that bitches.
not forgotten i did talk to fftp yest.
was fun. kinda miss him. so talk it all out yest. haha.
and the day before. awesome lar

&& had a dream last night.AWESOME OII
TELL YOU THIS AWESOME SNGT!
hahaha. i told yani. she was like adoi. haha

sooo.
today, someone did tell me something that i dont wanna hear.
that girl, haish i trust her. nvm i just know her for 8 months?
i dont wish to continue my friendship with someone like her.
i dont even bother her life. but why must she bother mine?
thx bff for telling me all this.
thats what we call bff.

BUT WHAT I CARE?
btw my blog. wuah hangat.
i dont know lar.
i wanna delete it but my frens was like "eh jgn i love drama"
hahaha. but its kinda true. DRAMA.
i dont know what i did wrong people wanna hate me?
hahaha.
if you hate me "iffazat" come to me and tell aites.

TMRW GONNA BE A NEW DAY.
and iam got mission! haha
lame.

takecarePEOPLE.
p.s thx yani for always be by myside ily.

sick

HEY IAM SICK.
SUPER SICKK. WEAK TO WALK.
HAHAHA.
TIPU UHHH.

EH I GOT STUPID TAGGER.
STOP IT STOP IT.

can i go a million miles away from herw?
stop being a burden in my life.
i really wanna be free now.

hahahaha
bahhhhhhhhhh..

p.s i miss fttp. haha. so long nvr talk.

TAKECARE.
BYEBYE
gonna update soon. hahaha

fading

HELLO.
SO TODAY NOTHING MUCH. HAVIN THIS FCUKING FLU.
SNEEZING THE WHOLE DAY. UNTIL I FORGET HOW TO DO MY RNT =_=
i wanna cry to bad. why must i be sick in this moment of time.
the important thing i need to study and do. i must study hard
many people stare at me just now. until i piss of and show this sign _|_ to them.
irritating oii. i go out the whole bunch look at me. i outside they look at me.
maybe that someone told them about me. FCUKER. TUTUP MULUT UH.. if they got any problem with me can talk right. haiyo. grow up lar dey. ITE ALREADY. ITE DEY ITE.
hahaha
my classmate(thecloseone)ask to ignore them cause they always realize it.

SO.
ive been thinking lately.
its better to stop loving him.den i hurt
but his my first love.
so its super diff.
but i try.
i cant manage to forget about him.
so i think back.
i should give my emotion another try.
if i can manage with it.
i gonna continue loving you.

HAHAHA. JIWANG HABIS.

sick

HELLO.
TOMORROW SCHOOL ALREADY. AND GUESS WHAT I GOT TEST.
WADUHH. STRESS OIII. BUT HOPEFULLY I CAN CATCH UP WITH MY STUDIES.
MANY THINGS HAPPEN AND BOTHER ME LAR.
WHY CANT PPL STOP BOTHERING MY LIFE?

maybe everything changing between you and me?
and pple stop making us fade apart can?
esp to that bunch of loser.

6 more weeks schooling. den attachment.
hope to get good attachement place.
hmm.. gonna go job hunt this friday. hahaha

I REALLY WANNA HAVE A GOOD REST.
MUST PREPARE FOR TMRW TEST.
TAKECARE PEOPLE

p.s to that bunch of loser. stop all acting ok.

sick

HELLO

IAM SUPER SICK
TWO DAYS MC
I WANNA GO SCHOOL
BUT BODY TO WEAK LARR.
I DONT WANT TO MISS RNT SEY.
HAIYOOOO.
WEDNESDAY MUST CATCH UP EVERYTHING I MISS.

WADUHHH. SAKET BANGET.

BEING BORED LATELY.
GOT NOTHING BETTER TO DO.
STOP AND STARE AT THE COMPUTER SCREEN ONLY.
usually i will be staring and laughing and chatting with fftp. but now he busy already. its ok. i understand understood. hope to have a long talk with you soon.

WANNA HAVE A GOOD REST.
JUST FINISH CHATTING WITH YANI.. LOL.
SHE SO FUNNY LAR.

OK LAR.
TAKECARE PEOPLE

p.s i miss everything about you

pissy

HELLO.
I GOT NO MOOD TO WRITE ANYTHING TODAY.
MAYBE LATER AT NIGHT.
STOP GIVING ME FAKE PROMISES CAN?
THERES NOTHING BETTER TO EXPRESS NOW.
I LOVE THIS SONG ALOT.
YOU GUYS SHOULD KNOW THIS SONG.

Because tonight will be the night that
I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a GUY like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

ENVY

HELLO PEOPLE!
ITS BEEN LONG TIME SINCE I UPDATE.
NOW I HAVE THE TIME TO UPDATE SO I UPDATE.

been sick this few days. since the day i came back from VIETNAM.
i dont know what i eat wrong at there. cause all the food was fine there.
so now. iam waiting for my beloved fftp to come online. its been a long time since we talk together yaw. kinda miss him. haha.

VIETNAM ROCK!
the shopping there was superb. so cheap and nice. i bought chance channel perfurm. for 10bux sg dollar and its original oii. hahaha. bought many stuff there. and i did donate to this small kid. he is so cute. and he is so kesian. i saw him eat the balance food at the foodcourt. like a bird. and i cry. so i buy him food and drink. and gave him some money. how i wish i can bring him back to singapore and takecare of him. SO, next the food there was kinda nice. the first day food was fine but the second day dinner was superd. everyone was like "SEDAP NYEE"
hahaha. and it was super pedas. hahaha i was kinda shock to saw a malay foodcourt there. The hotel was awesome, theres a few gangguan there but nahh ignore it cause hotel mahh so we cant deny theres nothing there. First night sleep with renuka cause i was super tired. after that 2 hours walking searching for food at night and its raining. it was fun. CHRIS such a good traveler. Second day, we went to chu chi tunnel, it was super fun and super scary and super tired and super dirty. i cant believe i when in that small tunnel and dark. my fear is dark and small squezzy place. and i manage to duck walk until we cant take it anymore. cause our leg is aching oii.. two days suffer from leg cramp. after that when to this factory that they make their own handcraft painting. so damn nice. i got took this picture and it look like a real bridge to me. if i got that pic inside my comp i will upload it. haha. than we when dinner at the malay restaurant. after that balik hotel. that night i cant sleep something fishy going on in my room. so i sleep at alvin room with dee,liah,aisyah and nicholes and mira. haha. mira hug me and she was like. "like my teddy at home".. sleep till tmrw. the next day thx to tengy wake us up. i was like zombie that what was she told me. with my teddy pyamas i when up to my room. she been wondering where am i going? hahaha. the third day it was wild wild wet day. i love it alot. we had a 1 hr 45 mins ride from hotel. i seat with nicholes. we sleep like pig. hahaha. until i hear ZYE SNOAR. LOL.. so when we reach there we took a boat ride to coconut factory. otw there we get coconut drink. it was a awesome ride. hahaha. den we walk walk walk laugh laugh laugh. until we reach at this horse car ride. SUPER FUN. hahaha. the horse that i ride was kinda old. hahaha. and they was like "kesian kuda tu" hahahaha. TAK BAIK OII. after that we when to fruit farm. and there was SUPER DUPER BIG SNAKE.. they take picture with that snake. shopia and i. stand far way from them. hahaha. cause we two hate it alot. after that we took a SAMPANG ride back to the boot we ride just now. it was super fun. nani,kikin,mardia and i we took the same sampang. it was a fun ride. and a nerve racking ride too. hahahaha.
den we had our lunch at the restaurant there. we ate there special dish "BIG ELEPHANT EAR FISH" hahahah i dont know why that fish name is weird but kinda nice lar. DEN BACK TO HOTEL! FAVOURITE PART OR MY DAY! all of us. not all lar some only. when to alvin room AND WE PILLOW FIGHT. HAHAHAH. wuhuuuu. I START IT FIRST BY HITTING THAT DUMP ASS HAIZZEL. HAHAHA. we been fighting from the bus to the shopping place den hotel. hahaha. den we all run into the room and fight. hahaha it was super pain i tell you this. hahahaha. i smack everyone. WUHUUU. but end up i lying on the floor hahahaha. dhidi jatoh so cute. hahaha. zye was so happy that she get to push me till fall. hahahaha. I REALLY LOVE THEM. den that night. i,dee,nani,mardia,mira and zye sleep in mardia room. actually zye was alseep. all of sudden she wake up and say "aku masuk bilik aku uh" hahahah. and i was like uhh ok ok. while i was happily sleeping. all of sudden. dee snoar super loud. hahaha. until i and mardia. laugh out loud. hahahaha. THE NEXT DAY. EVERYONE PUT SAD FACE. I WAS SUPER SAD TOO LAR. THE ENJOY IS FINALLY END. HAIYO. UNTIL WE REACH THE AIRPORT. and i and haizzel still fighting there. i hope sophia dont mind. cause we are like sibs. hahahahaha.
we reach singapore airport i was super happy. switch on my hp and hoping for someone to text me. BUT WALUWEI SATU HABOK PUN TAKPE. when out hug everyone. and i run to my baby sister and hug her like no other people bussiness. hahaha. and i saw one of my friend his bf buy for her roses. and i was like awwww, i want that too hahahaha.
so the end. wuah so long.

hahahaha
hmmm. this few days. i feel kinda lonely. idk why.
so i gonna update soon.
TAKECARELOVE.
imysm

over my limit

HELLO PEOPLE
HAHA
AND THIS ENTRY I DEDICATE TO THAT FCUKER

HEY FUCKER,
THANK YOU FOR TAGGING ON MY BLOG.
F.Y.I I DELETE ALL YOUR TAG AND I EVEN BAN YOU FROM TAGGING ON MY BLOG.
AND THX TO YOU. IAM PISS OFF AT SOMEONE ELSE YEST.

YOU ARE SUCH A FCUKER.
I DONT EVEN CARE IF YOU WANNA SCOLD ME.
BUT HEY YOU SCOLD MY MOTHER "PUKIMAK"
WALAUWEI.
I CAN TAKE EVERYTHING BUT ONCE COME TO MY MAMA.
I CANT TAKE IT.

IF YOU REALLY HATE ME.
TELL ME.
DONT MAKI MY MAMA. SHE DONT EVEN INVOLVE IN THIS MATTER.

p.s alan iam sorry about yest. all of sudden i become pissy with you.so sorryy
next entry gonna be about you and others.
takecarelove<3
&&i promise no more secret between us

SENTOSA OUTING

HELLO!

WUAHH 15 DAYS NVR UPDAATE BUSY LAR SNGT!
BUSY WITH WORK!
BUSY WITH EHM EHM
BUSY WITH BOOZ-ING
BUSY WITH EVERYTHING!

HAVE A GREAT TIME LAST TUES WITH R.A
GO WILD WILD WET
IAM DARK!
IAM LOVING IT
I HAVE HAVEN UPLOAD THE PICTURE YET!
CAUSE I FORGET!
HEHE

SO JUST NOW!
I HAVE A BLAST DAY AT SENTOSA WITH MY SAYANGS!
ABG ANDI, WANDI, NANI, APITO, KHAI, MOK, MOK GF, LELALELA, FARHAN, ASH BEAN AND ME
IT WAS A BLAST SUPER BLAST
IAM LOVING IT
it was a blast. hahaha
drink and drink
hahahaha
wtv
smoke and smoke
hahaha
not me them
hahahaha

mann, everyone i love is leaving me.
apit,abg andi,wandi gawd. they are like brothers to me
and they are leaving
iam gonna miss them like fcuk
rizal too.his leaving
but iam gonna be happy for apit,abg and wandi. cause they leave for their future.
apit going zara, abg continue study, wandi leaving to another job higher pay.
rizal ns
iam gonna miss them
the laugther the booze
the tickle
hahaha
the joke
the everything!
OMG!

alanredwan aka monster, horny guy, pakcik, FFTP
his leaving too. to states
STUDY!! mann iam gonna miss him TRUCKLOADS!
haha. the late night chat with him
the gugugaga with him
mannn. his gonna gone for three years!MANN
iam missing him
BUT HE PROMISE GONNA COME ONLINE EVERY WEEKEND
SO MAKE SURE HE DID
OR NOT I KILL YOU!LOL
so now iam gonna spent my night with him until the leave
cause iam gonna miss him
hahaha

TAKECARELOVEE
my stomach hurts
gawd
ILY