overdue pictures.

TO ALL MY COUSINS!
I WANT TO UPDATE MORE PICTURES BUT LAZY.
BECAUSE TO MANY OF IT.
I LOVE YOU GUYS.
OUH YA ALL HAIL NOR HAYATI BTW ABDUL RAHMAN
FOR PASSING HER A LEVEL AND GET INTO UNIVERSITY
ALL THE SHAIK DAL BAAR HUSSIN FAMILY ARE SO PROUD OF YOU.

CELEBRATE SOON.
KAROAKE? hehe

SO ALL THE CRAZY PICTURES IS BELOW.

















CANTIK KAN MUKE SATU2 HEHE.

thats all people.
i love you <3

his eyes.

YOUR EYES MAKE ME MELT TO THE FLOOR.
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW..
I WANT TO STARE AT YOUR PICTURES EVERYDAY :)

thats all i can update. hehe
tomorrow work. shit shit shit.
meet mother. shit shit shit.
double the shit.
hehe.

takecare people.
i love you

i dont know.

Hello.
Life always sucks.
Same shit.
Different day.
Why cant my life be free from problem.
I am just not being myself lately.
Trying to put myself back together.

Thank to you.
You making my life a mess now.
Sometimes we seems to be okay.
And sometimes i just can be bother by you.
Your behavior is killing me.
Your mood swing is worst than a girl having PMS.
Your attitude, i cant say no more.
You are kind.
You are someone that can be count on.
But i hate it when it comes to the part you treat me like shit.
Maybe you're not the one to be blame.
Maybe its us, we cant make it.
I did try my best not to blow up or erupt when you ignore me.
I behave on my best behavior when i am with you.
But it seems that u are not appreciate it boy.
My friends ask me to move on.
Because you are just not into me.
You are making used of me.
But its ok, what goes around come around baby :)

well had a small family gathering just now.
AYU freaking funny. hahaha i try to concentrate on the prayer.
But she fcuking make me laugh.
WELL cousin make me feel a bit better just now.
i want more gathering.
pictures will be updating tomorrow.

Thank for the support nani,claudy and eisk.
Takecare people.

p.s i am not your marvel action figures dolls.

back from vacation.

IAM BACK!
HOLIDAY WAS HELL YAAAA SUPER FUNN.
AND MY PAY FLY JUST LIKE THAT.
BUT HELL YAAA .
i release all my stress there.
first day was a blast.
i shop alot.
new scandals.
new top dress.
new bangles.
new below clothes thinggy.
ok thats all. hahaha
for real i spent 4oobux there. hahaha
NVM PUAS HATI.
ouh ya i was at watson and this BLACK MAN(nigga)
come to me and say "HOW YOU DOING BABE?"
and i was like "ERRR GREAT!"
that guy "SO WHICH HOTEL U STAY?"
i was freaking out and reply "SUNWAY TOWER"
that guy "COOL. IF U DONT MIND WHAT ROOM?"
I SUPER FREAK OUT UNTIL I GO LIKE "EXCUSE ME"
and i go to my papa. i told papa and he was like "TU LAR PAKAI SLING BAG LAGI KAN DIE DA GATAL"
and thank eh papa it doesnt help my freak outness.
hahahaha
after that go karaoke.
mum say "nyanyi melayu suare tak senonoh, lagu orang putih suare bukan main"
hahaha thank eh mama tadi papa now you. best.

the next day.
sunway lagoon was ok as normal.
but that 360° swings of the Pirate's Revenge.!!
WUAH CAN DIEEEEEE!
kak shidah crying "KRG PAKSE I NAIK KAN"
abg kancong "U JGN BUAT I PANIC BOLEH TAK BENDE DA NK BEGERAK"
kak shidah crying "I TAK BOLEH BREATH"
abg kancong"U JGN BUAT I TAKOT BOLEH TAK"
and the thing is moving HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
i was enjoying myself SHOUTING AND SHOUTING
infront of me was this three indian guys.
hahaha!
one of them was like "ADIK BUKAK MATE LAR TAK TAKOT LAR"
and i was like "TAKNAK TAKOT LAR"
that guy "BUKAK AJAR"
so i did open i was like "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!"
hahahaha ok it was freaking crazy. it freaks me out.
i was upside down. and when the thing go up iam facing a forest.
and wtf if my belt open and i slip and fall. hahahaha
BUT I ENJOY MYSELF!
SUNBURN!
BUT I LOVE TO BE BLACK.
but i hate the flakes.
SO YEAH I ENJOY MY HOLIDAYS!
I WANT MORE
ouh yaa. papa and abang first time taking the airplane
ok we sound poor but tidak because papa love taking train to kl.
so now we decide to drag him to take plan because he keep on complaining
that he is not rich enuff to bring us take plain.
PADAHAL DIE YANG TAKNAK!
papa was super scare and abg was like kedi.
hahaha.

REACH HOME. RUN TO MY COMP.
AND READ THOSE 56MAILS.
ONLINE MSN.
NOBODY THAT IAM CLOSE WITH ONLINE.
SO HAMPER.
AND I JUST GO SLEEP LARR.
STILL HAVEN UNPACK.

so yeah. pictures is with rashidah. hahaha
thats all.
so takecare people.

p.s dont treat me like your action figure dolls cause iam not one of it :)

compare lesson.

well its 5.47am and i had difficulty sleeping.
to many problem playing in my head.
why cant i be happy for a second?

ouh well basically my problem is work and life.
well work been so hyper when cbface not working for two days.
well sorry if iam being rude towards my manager but she deserve to be call "CBFACE"
the reason is because she fcuking accuse me on things that i never done. because she lost her 10bux and some shortage in the cashtill. SO THIS IS WHAT SHE SAY.
"I SUSPECT FAFA STEALING MONEY FROM THE CASHIER"
"I SUSPECT THE MALAYS STEAL MY MONEY"
and that was what mak ayam told me.
&&
"I DONT WANT FAFA TO WORK HERE ANYMORE"
ouh welll. cbface i got three thing to say.
"MY PARENTS DONT TEACH ME TO STEAL"
"AND IAM NOT FCUKING DESPERATE FOR MONEY"
"IAM WORKING BECAUSE TO EARN MORE ALLOWENCE FOR MYSELF AND HELP FAMILY AND NOT TO MAKE YOU HAPPY WORKING WITH ME"
so theres no way i will do all this thing you say i do.
ouh shit my mum will be upset people accused her daugther.
well mum know my behaviour i will never steal.
i dont feel bad about it.
i just feel bad because i did everything she ask me to do and i try to be a employee but still you treat me like shit.
as what abg tell me "if she dont trust u. its ok because i do trust u"
ive been working with abg for 5months and no money been stolen.
SO CBFACE I JUST NEED TO BARE WITH YOU OR SHOULD I SAY WE NEED TO BARE WITH YOU FOR A MONTH OR SO AND SO LONG CBFACE.
THANK FOR MAKING OUR WORKLIFE THERE A HELL PLACE TO WORK.
LAST WORD _|_

well life have been fine lately,
someone is ignoring me.
BUT I FEEL GREAT ABOUT THAT.*frown*
someone got new gf.
AND I WAS SO HAPPY.
someone call me bacin.
AND I HATE IT. I SMELL STRAWBERRY OK.

even though iam happy.
but see many things happening.
love, please please stop ignoring me.
i cant stand another minute without you.
because in your eyes i would like to stay.
i cant take anymore sadness.
i want more happiness.
please give me that.
well maybe fatness does not belong in your heart.
but yeahh.
i still do have feelings like normal humans ehhhh ehhhhh.

mum say how can i manage to stay strong from all this.
well one thing make me strong.
FUTURE because i want to know whats next in my future.
issit gonna be the same.
or maybe something different.
ouh well.

GOING KL THIS WEEKENDS.
RELAX RELAX.
so yeah.
takecare people.

credits: nani,abgandi,nurul,feelzah,clauddy and eisk for making me feel way way better today!
love you guys excluding eisk:P

cause in your eyes i would like to stay.

HEY BOY!
CAN YOU STOP PRETENDING THAT IAM NOT EXIST IN YOUR WORLD?
WHEN YOU NEED HELP..
THE FIRST PERSON U CALL IS ME.
WTH AND WTF DO YOU THINK IAM

I TRY MY BEST NOT TO CRY.
BECAUSE I BET U KNOW HOW I FEEL TOWARDS YOU.
OUH WELL FAT WOMEN LIKE ME DESERVE THIS.
SO WHAT IF IAM FAT.
FAT LADY DESERVE TO LOVE SIA.

AND ONE MORE THING
IF YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE MAKING USED OF ME.
OUH PLEASE THINK BACK OK.
CAUSE I WILL FOR SURE WONT FORGIVE YOU FOR ALL THIS
ESPECIALLY FOR MAKING ME DONT LIKE WHAT IAM.

p.s you know i love you boy and i bet you know it.
but why cant u appreciate the way i love you just once?
ive been on my best behaviour when iam with you.
but it seems things are not working out.

mood:MISERABLE

matahari.

tertutup sudah pintu, pintu hatiku
yang pernah di buka dulu.
hanya untukmu

awww. haha
the paragraph from matahari song.
i like that song.

BORING. THREE DAYS OFF.
nothing to do.
stay at home.
tengok mama.
mama tengok adik.
hahaha.

ouh yaaa.
stop treating me like this.
i hate it.
but i dont know i keep fall for you.
haishyo. haha

takecarepoeple

reunion.

TODAYYYYYYY.
WAS THE DAYYYY
THAT MAKE ME GUGUGAGA THE WHOLE DAY
MEET MY 4CHARATER.
ITS BEEN AWHILEEEE.
AND EVERYBODY CHANGING.
HAIZAD MAKIN HOT.
IAN MAKIN HOT.
KEONG MAKIN HOT.
RAY MAKIN HOT.
EDMUND MAKIN IRRITATING.
NABIL MAKIN SELEKEY.
FARHAN MAKIN UBAN.
NADIA MAKIN HOT.
NANI MAKIN HOT.
MARDIA MAKIN HOT.
SYIQIN MAKIN HOT.
DHIDI MAKIN HOT.
&&
FARAHIMA MAKIN GEMOK.
hahahaha

i laugh alot ok today.
ouh ya mr shahril (ex form teacher) did lepak with us also.
hahaha "TEAC BILE MAU KAWIN?"
hahaha. bujanggg.

it was a hell ya fun today.
from 3pm till late nightt.
wuahhh talk talk laugh laugh
talk about the past.
make me go awwww.
hehe.

not feeling that well.
so got to go.
ouh ya nadress blog da siap uhh.
haha. takecare people
fallinggg

superbored.

(feeling over with shah camera)

hellllllloooo :(
very boringg.
super boringg.
nobody online.
nobody entertain me.
nani work.
others busy.

hahahaha sound so pathetic freak siak.
hahahaha.
ouh yeah. i cant i cant.
TIDAK TIDAK!
hahaha. cant love him.
NO NO NO.
hahaha.
mira know who kan.
hehe.

i miss tb.
i miss 4character.
i miss gr.
i miss mira.
i miss abg andi.
i miss you.

forcing my self not to fall for you.
takecare people.
will be updating again.
playing guitar hero!
hahaha.
boredtime accompany.

new layout.

hello.
new layout.
kinda boring so decide to change everything.
hahaha

but still desktop wallpaper nvr change.
still me and edward cullen.
hahaha.

ouh ya
HAPPY VALENTINE DAY PEOPLE
as usual stay at home.
sleep and sleep.
haha. my mum say "bayar niat"
haha. its like ive been sleeping late last few days.
so today i woke up until 4pm.
hahaha.
thank to papa for the splash the water to my face.
hahaha.

three days off.
ouh ya.
yesterday when out with ABD ANDI!
AFTER THREE MONTHS!
i miss him. i can feel the butterflies in my tummy. haha
like wanna meet my date. haha
go marina square play bowling.
dinner at kfc.
and this malay guy. make me super paisey.
he come to our seat and shake hand with abg.
and ask abg "ni kawan ke matair eh?"
and abg say "ni kawan saya"
and he goes like "boleh buat kawan?"
and i was like FCUK LAR PERGI HAHA.
and abg save me "takpe lar die malu uh"
hahaha and he go away.
my hand was all shivering with nani beside me.
hahaha. grab her pants so hard.
THANK EH MIRA FOR THAT LAUGHTER HAHAHA.
have a great time with abg and nani and mira.
hahaha.
next outing please. hehe

ouh ya. i love my blog song.
takecare people.

love story.

hello hello hello.

mood swing.
haha.

work was freaking tired.
i cant stand it.
with my manager.
feeling like quiting.
but thinking of people arnd me.
workmate.
johny.
deeya.
and him.
HAHAHA

ouh yaa.
hmmm. i got tired waiting tho.
i cant wait any longer.
it hurt me bit by bit.

talk to lin just now.
i almost cry with her problems.
but i must maintain due to the not waterproof eyeliner.
lin you are a strong lady ok.
you can go through all this.
we will always be by urside.

ouh yaaa. i saw this paragraph while i was reading love story book.
Its hard to move on when you still inlove with someone.
Eventhough that someone hurts you a lot.
You still cant stop loving him because you want to know whats next.
I have been hurt a thousand times.
I try to move on but i just cant.
Cause everytime i try to is like taking a knife slashing my arm.
It hurts to see someone you love for years ignore you blindly
But in my story that someone just dont bother about your feeling and go to another girl.
What do you feel if you are in my position?
Would you just keep quiet and keep this feeling or
You will shout alone in your room without anyone hearing?
As for me i will just keep my mouth shut eventhough my heart crying.
Nobody knows how i feel to them iam just a girl that is free from problem
But they dont know my sorry deep inside my heart.
All i can say that i try my best to be happy but iam not strong enough.
I had enough of all this.
As for now i will go on with my life like normal.

thats all!
&& that is how i feel deep inside.
hehe.

takecare people.
MEETING JOHNY TMRW!
EXCITED *RUNNING ARND IN CIRCLES*

sleepover.

Hey people.
teman teman. nari saya bosan banget.
terima kasih aja ada nani teman saya.
hahaha.
ok we play guitar hero.
and hello nani aku win ok!
hahaha.

and lucky got nadress also.
haha. layankan my merepekness.
talking about age matter.
ouh god i cant believe his 21.
muda oii muke die.
and this is what i ask.
Farahima; Nothing Further From the Truth ❤ says: (7:06:41 PM)
ape kah rashia anda? haha
Farahima; Nothing Further From the Truth ❤ says: (7:06:47 PM)
boleh anda berkungsi?
Farahima; Nothing Further From the Truth ❤ says: (7:06:49 PM)
lol
N ad Re 's says: (7:07:00 PM)
hahaks rashia saya?..
N ad Re 's says: (7:07:21 PM)
saya tidak ada rahsiaa di sebalik wajar yang kecantikkan ini
N ad Re 's says: (7:07:28 PM)
ini semua di tangan tuhan.. amin!
Farahima; Nothing Further From the Truth ❤ says: (7:07:43 PM)
terima kasih encik nadress ye?
Farahima; Nothing Further From the Truth ❤ says: (7:07:51 PM)
sekian wasalam.
N ad Re 's says: (7:07:54 PM)
same same kasih
N ad Re 's says: (7:07:56 PM)
amin
HAHAHA. THIS SUPER FUNNY.

ok cukup cukup

yesterday.
tasha sleepover my house. super fun! haha
she super funny. as usuall.
take some picture.
and webcam whoring. haha.

(GILA US)

(MY ADIK) HAHAHA
BLACK AND WHITE.
THIN AND FAT.
SHORT AND TALL.
STRAIGHT HAIR AND CURLY HAIR.

THATS ALL BABY!
TAKECARE
ouh ya. hmmm
ilyn.
hahahaha.

i love you.

time past so fast when you having fun.
i just hate to sleep and start a new day tomorrow.
when i am having fun with you.
because i am scared that the feeling will fade away.
i just love this feeling.
a strange feeling deep inside your heart that make you smile by yourself.
i want that feeling again and again.
every time i see your face i will smile the whole day without failing.

i just hate to the feeling that make me sad the whole day.
i hate it alot.

BUT YOU WILL NEVER KNOW.
THAT I LOVE YOU!
MUAHAHA..

ouh yaaa. TODAY at work was super tired.
feel like taking off my leg.
ouh ya get to know about nurul!
the real nurul! omg!
hahaha. richie rich uh?
RESPECT SAMA LU UH BABE!
HAHA
bet with mother karen.
if my sales better than her she will give me 10bux.
and if her sales is better i will treat her lunch.
end up i win!
WUHUUU. 1900 vs 1200.
hahaha. mother karen where u wanna korek that 7oo.
muahaha. ok evil laugh.
hehe.

johny please come back.
i miss you already.
haha.

takecare people.
ily but u will nvr know.

graduation day.

Graduation day.

Today was a hell ya fun.
Meet tb after a few months nvr meet.
I fcuking with them.
I dont want to pour anymore tears.
HAHA.
FINALLY IAM A GRADUATED IN TOURISM!!
hehe. happy.

whats next?
still blank.
pray hard that i will be strong to face all this.

ouh yaa.
webcam with adam.
stupid him go and crop away his pic and send me my pic alone.
THANK EH.
he say "aku suke gambar ini! kau cute mcm mak aku"
me say " thank eh adam, happy sia aku drg compliment kau"
HAHA. KURANGS.
i will upload it later.

ouh ya.
i miss johny larrr.
please come back asap.
text me asap. haha

ouh ya been down with flu.
sick and cough.
i cant take it but i must go work.
two days off. sunday and monday
sunday rest.
monday going out with gr excluding nadia.

p.s loving you is not a easy thing to do.
but i manage to hide this feeling for you. without leaving any trace of clue.

so ya. thats all. graduation picture will update soon.
takecare ppl.

(cute mcm mak kau kan adam?)
pantat! haha. TERPAKSE mengupload psl kau ok bodoh!

my smile wont fade away.

This smile wont fade away. Eventhough theres alot of ups and downs in my life.
I wont show that to anyone. Behind that that fat lady hahaha.
Theres alot of problem happening to me.
Best buddy lie to me.
Best buddy lie to me.
Imagine that best buddy ok.
For one fcuking year i think that he really exist in my world but nahhh.
I hate you.

I start to miss someone already.
Haha.
A brand new feeling.
But i know i will be disappointed in the end.
ILYN.

OUH YA.
Just now when out with nani and mira.
OTW HOME. i saw something staring at me.
i turn to my left and i saw EDWARD CULLEN! AWWWWWW.
HIS EYES! AWWWWW. MAKE ME GO GUGUGAGA.
I LOVE EDWARD CULLEN OR ROBERT PARTTINSON.
ouh its actually twilight poster. hehe
ouh ya JOHNY PEN.
Going back SARAWAK.
Haha.
Far away from me. SO SAD.
I will miss you for a week.
And send my regards to your mama and papa.
Hahaha.

OUH YA FCUK VALENTINE DAY.
HAHAHA.
NO DATE. AS USUAL FOR THE PAST 18 YEARS.
HAHAHA.
TAK LAKU
STANDARD!
HEHE

TAKECARE PEOPLE.
gr please reply my msg ok.
ilyn.

unexpected.

hey people!

been busy with work, and outing!
hahaha. yesterday was super duper great day with nani,mira,jans,hiddy, adilah and the rest i forget.
new friend tho. hehe.
new friend mcm bukan new friend. haha
lol like nobody business. when sheesya with them.
it was super fun tho. i love it alot.
talk talk. laugh laugh. cough cough. hahaha
LAUGHING. HAHAHA

while we having fun. i decide to talk with adilah about something.
AND WTH WTF! I GET TO KNOW THE TRUTH.
ALL THE PROVE IS CLEAR NOW.
BLOODY HELL.
SANGUP SIAK KAU BUAT KITE GINIK.
BABI.
ok da marah sikit sikit aje.
suke hati kau lar sia kau nak tipu.
one day kau kene lagi teruk.

work was tiring.
AND MY HAND BURN :(
damn. today is my clumsy day.
johny pen label me as clumsy girl.
hahaha. thank eh.
when out with him a few times.
and i almost tublle things. hahaha
so funny!
all he do is lol.
hahaha.
u make my day lar syg!

but still iam still piss of with what happen to me.
been crying not because of sad.
iam crying because i am stupid enuff to trust that lady.
BABI UH KAU!

ouh ya valentine day coming.
rose on my head during work.
johny will go like "dont open ur rose can?"
hahaha. cause everytime i when out with him.
my itchy hand will have the intention to open. hahaha
i look like fool u know that?
hahaha.

my twilight book. almost finish.
iam reading it as slow as possible cause i want to treasure every moment with edward to work
hahaha. i will treasure every moment. thank for accompany me to work. hahaha
okay iam talking to a book. hahaha.

ouh ya. hatetagger thank eh for not disturbing me anymore.
and nadress thank for your help :)

i love nani and mira and mardia and dhidi and nadia.
and susi and feelzah and nurul and mandy and kak farah.

sleepless night.

hellloooo.

hate tagger please shut up.
and please dont call nadress anjing.

going to have a lunch date with nani tmrw.
its been awhile that i nvr meet her.

three days off was like super fast.
and i must start work again.
iam so wanna spend my day off tmrw with nani sey :(
sayang baby! hahaha. sound so wrong.

so yeah. falling in love baby.
and iam sure his not someone bf.
FOR SURE!
hahaha

takecare people.

had enough.

TO SOMEONE : I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO IS YOUR BF IS.
AND I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO ARE U.
IAM NOT SCARE IF I DUMP TO ANY RANDOM GIRL AND SHE START TO SCOLD ME.
BECAUSE I KNOW I DID NOTHING.

AS WHAT YOUR FRIEND LISS SAY
IAM A FAT ENORMOUS UGLY GIRL.
FOR WHAT YOUR BF WANNA GET TO KNOW ME.
FOR REAL.

i dont bother anyone life.
so please dont bother mine.
i want to have a peace life.

thank nadress, appreciate it alot and thank for being that someone i can talk to.
you are so supernadress. haha.
iyla thank too. i love you.
B1. ignore them haha. love you.

benci.

HAD A GREAT TIME AT WORK JUST NOW.
12-5 AJE. WUHUUUU HAHA.
VACUUM THAT IRRITATING AIRCON THAT IS COVERED WITH DUST.

AFTER THAT WHEN OUT WITH FAMILY
TO KAK SHIDAH CHALET.
WAS FUN. SUPER FUN. HAHA
SAW HER BROTHER AND MY HEART GOES LIKE "AHHHHHH A ANGEL FROM HEAVEN"
HAHAHA FCUKING HOT LARRR. ADOIIII.
HAHAHA

OUH YAAA.
HATETAGGER HMMM.
F.Y.I BEFORE I CONTACT WITH A GUY I WILL ASK THAT GUY IF THAT GUY IS ATTACH OR NOT.
IDK LAR IF THAT GUY LIE TO ME OR NOT.
IF U THINK THAT UR BF REALLY CONTACTING WITH ME.
SO THATS MUST BE HIS FAULT OR MAYBE YOUR FAULT.
BECAUSE OF YOUR BEHAVIOR HE DECIDE TO FIND NEW ONE.
AND I HOPE IF THAT GUY DECIDE TO GO WITH ME AND LEAVE U.
I WILL TREAT HIM MUCH MORE BETTER THAN U.
DONT EVER EVER SCOLD MY MUM PUSSY.
ITS BETWEEN U AND ME EVEN THOUGH IDK WHO THE HELL IS U.
AND WHO THE HELL UR BF IS.
DONT EVER EVER SCOLD MY MUM AGAIN.

IYLA AND B1 IGNORE HER LAR.
MALAS OIII


takecare people.
ouh ya.
i have good dreams about edward cullens yesterday.
hahaha.
new addiction : twilight book.
credits: rashidah for leaning me the book.
HALF WAY THROUGH.
I KNOW ITS KINDA LATE. BUT I LOVE IT. HAHA

hatetagger

YES HATETAGGER!
HAHAHA.
GEMBIRA SEY!
TAKECARELOVE

sedih.

nothing better that i wanna update.

just want to say.
you dont treat me like the first time we know each other.
we are so talkative those days.
now. u ignore me blindly.
i miss you.
the old you
the old us.
takecare love

nani and mira.
i need you guys :(
SAYANG KRG OK.
ALOT ALOT ALOT

i cant.

hello. i have no mood to update.

i miss someone so much.
i just miss to see his face.
i have bad time at work when i dont get to see your face.
i have my mood swing.

nani and mira is my all night partner.
they understand me alot.
i mean by alot i really mean it.
thank babes i love you guys.

work been a mess!
OUH YA SHIMA FAINTED JUST NOW.
DRAMA SIAK!
CALL AMBULANCE!
HAHAHA. SUSI AND I WAS LIKE PANIC AT THE BODY SHOP JAP.
hope she doing fine.

i cant take my eyes of you.
ouh yaaa i miss my fttp also.
mane kamu ya? haha
takecare ok babey.

ouh ya read nadress tag.
so drama. super tagger.
dont disturb an innocent guy like him.
AND IF U WANNA TAG HIS BLOG PUT YOUR NAME.
FOR REAL SIA. KEDI OR WHATEVER LAR.
HAHA. dont care about them nadreess.
they are just jealous with you.

so yaa. takecare people
NANI AND MIRA I MISS YOU GUYS.

east coast park.

FIRSTLY I WANNA REPLY MY TAG.

isya: ISYAAA HELLO HELLO :)
lydia: lydia ouh lydia ouh lydia i da link u ok syg. rindu sngt:)
dee: ok dee aku mmg da link kau.
sasaki: BIG BEAR HUG! HUHU I WANT MORE! LOL
mira: MIRA! I THINK I NO NEED TO TELL U BUT U WILL KNOW THAT I MISS YOU TOO. THE HUG THE KISS! HAHAHA. TAKECARE SYG1


FAMILY DAY!
hahaha yeah today sunday ya ya family day
at east coast park. celebrate adik nana birthday at the same time.
rent bicycle the double trouble one. haha. super funny larrr.
hahaha. kak shidah bring along her roller blade. haha abg ye ye wanna play with it. two minutes change back. haha. but nana wear it instead hahaha. end up we four belo naik that double trouble bicycle hahaha. kak shidah tompang infront, abg first rider, nana behind abang tompang infront of me, me second rider. hahaha fcuking tired.
but i had fun tho. even though my pants kotor. hahaha mampos.
blablabla den go home watch ajl23.
meet uncle hussien won! PUAS HATI!

hahaha.
so now having free time.
updaate blog. feeling like going out.
but malam already. dont wish mama bagi. haha
two days off.
tuesday training. adoiiiiiii

susibaby start work again! wuhuuuu.
the trios is back. hahahaha
the only word i say to her "eh kwn baik kau kwn baik kau"
hahaha she will go like "eh mane ade tu kn kwn baik dunia akhirat kau"
HAHAHA FAVOUR SIOL SUSI! hahaha
friday gonna meet pheelza baby.
cant wait larrr. GONNA LOL THE WHOLE DAY UNTIL KAREN CANNOT TAKE IT AND SAY
"FAFA AND FEELZAH I GIVE U GUYS WARNING LETTER"
HAHAHAHA. HAPPY SEKALI.
nurul please work asap can? cause i miss you hahaha..

sooooo
thats all.
ouh ya alan takecare ok at state.
gonna miss yaaaaaaaa.
takecare people

away.

iam sleepy.
byebye.
takecare love
hahaha

tmrw going ecp with family.
byebye.

JUST UPDATE SO I DONT MISS TODAY DATE!
HAHAHA.
lovehim

i love my mum.

hey people.

now i learn to appreciate my mum more.
after what happen to my friend.
i love my mum much more.
i dont wish that thing will happen to me.
cause i dont know how to survive without mama.
if my mama reading this.
i wanna tell you.
i love you mama more than i love papa.
eventhough we always fight.
i love you mama.
takecare of yourself.
because if ur sick.
it hurts for us to see u sick mama.

to farhan be strong ok.
god love your mum more.
eventhough thats not my mum.
i can feel the impact too.
takecare friend.

tired with work.
i miss feelzah and nurul and susi.
johny iam ignoring u for a week. hahaha
takecare people.
remember to appreciate ur mum before its to late.

dream.

hey people.
tmrw start to work back.
i have no mood to work.
damn shit ass fcuk larr. haha
i dont know why but i just dont have any mood.
text karen just now. ask her whether i can balik siang or not,
but fcuk her never reply.
adoiiiii. i wanna meet tb.
i dont care tmrw finish work asap then go meet tb ok.

so yaa accompany babynani to bbcd just now.
with mann hahaha. i was alone thats why ask him to tag along.
seat there read magazine. haha
got one guy stare at me and i was like wth?
nani ckp "eh babe he been looking at u from just now"
the best thing that i can go is smile hahaha.

hmmm. ouh ya yesterday
hahahaha. had a dream abt supernadress. hahaha
i dream that on this birthday i give him a surprise and he cry.
and blablabla and end up mum waking me up. thank eh mama.
hahaha

hope iam making the correct decision.
ouh yes i do.
totally forget about him.
fully hate him.
takecare people

ouh yaa
farhan, thakziah from me to you and your family atas permergian ur mom.
takecare farhan be strong. allah love ur wonderfull mama more.

i dont want you.

baby hush hush.
hahaha.

what dup people. what dup. haha
off day baby!
two days! have fun sleeping at home like pig.
sleep sleep sleep is the best thing to do.
but i did some house chores tho.
sapu rumah,lipat bajuk,kemas bilik,jemur bajuk.
hahaha banyak tuuu. JANGAN MAIN MAIN.
hahaha.

so today eh.
watch american idol new season.
fcuking funny. adoiiii. hahaha
laugh like hell. ok da diam.
hahaha. bahhhhh
ok now serious matter.

this few days.
i feel so sad so down so upset.
iam upset with my life. i thought new year i have a new living but still the same.
iam sad because i miss tb so much, everything that i do must got to do with tb
i cry seeing our vietnam pic and class outing pic.
so down with whats happening to me right now. i dont know what
to do which pavement to go.
if i choose this pavement will it be the right pavement.
trying my best to be happy with my life.
but i cant.
its ok.

life have to move on. its 2009 not 2008 anymore.
the old nur farahima is not longer have.
now the new nur farahima. haha
nothing change hahaha. just that i must move on with life.
and forget fully about him.
yeah trying too.
i know i can. cause iam strong lady. hahaha

for now counting down to birthday.hehe
excited habis cause finally iam turning 18.
and iam not underage anymore can do anything i wanna baby. haha
nahhh nothing that i wanna do when i turn 18. haha

so i cant sleep right now.
chatting with kimmie and nurul and feelzah.
MAKE SURE TELL ME YOUR PROBLEM OK GUNDU. HAHA
NURUL AND FEELZAH I KNOW YOU GUYS MISS ME. CAUSE I FEEL THE SAME WAY TOO. HEHE
NANI ESOK AKU TEMAN KAU AND FOR THREE HOURS MCM BUDAK TONGONG. HEHE

to maybe the new him, hey thank for being my boring wall that i can talk with everytime iam bored, takecare ok

byebye people.
TB MEET UP SOON :(

hush hush.

HUPLAAA. HUPLAAA.
haha a skit from lameesss spongebob. haha

okay people.
having complicated term now.
shit. i dont know what to do.
thank to my 2.6 gpa and now i dont have any good course to go.
like so shitty lor the feeling.
but i know there will be a way

accompany nani to bbdc just now.
she apply for car lessen.
haha mardia and i was like gossiping about her stupid ex.
eat at bukit gombak.
they come my house. nani treat us pizzahut. sedap
thank baby. haha.
apply for higher nitec course. but like fcuk
i dont want to talk anymore. haha
tmrw going school first then work.

i miss the old times.
but that is 2008. now is 2009 baby
everything is changing even my feeling towards you.
dont tell me u are my new lover this year. haha
boleh gituk.
changing the way iam leaving.
need to adopt with the new leaving.
new year.
new feeling.
new problems.

ouh ya congrats to dayah and amir sayang for passing their o level
ouh and taufik and khairi too. MAKE UR PARENTS PROUD BAYBEH!

for now only god know everything.
hope god have plan the best future for me.

takecare people
CAN I JUST JUMP DOWN AND DIE AND REBORN AND GET A NEW LIFE?
nvm. iam happy with mine already. hehe

OUH YA KIMMIE STOP WITH THE TONG GAS.
YOU GUNDUHEAD. BAHALOL.
HAHAHA. NYAAA KEEEE

egoness.

your egoness sucks alot.

HELLO PEOPLE!
OUH YAAAAAA. FARKING HAPPY!!!
MAN U WON!!!! 3-0?!?!?!?! CANT YOU GUYS BELIEVE IT!
WITH CHELSEA SOMEMORE. HAHAHAHAHA.
WUHUUUUUUUU. HALILUYAH HALILUYAH!
HAHAHAHA! happy sungguh

ouh yeah.
current mood is mix: HAPPY, frustrated and feel like slapping people face.

hahaha
TOMORROW APPLY FOR H.NITEC COURSE.
BAHHHH

takecare people.
KIMMIE KPO NAK NGOK BLOG ORANG.HAHA
my purpose putting his name because his reading this.
sebok kan name die tu. hahaha
ok byebye. FARAH TONG GAS SAYANG KAU NGAN MANN NGAN NANI NGAN MARDIA NGAN SEMUANYA

kangen.

I MISS LISA MRAZ LIKE FCUK.
I MISS THE WHOLE LAUGHING SESSION IN SCHOOL WITH HER.
I MISS THE DIRTY TALK.
I MISS THE STORY TELLING ABOUT OUR WEEKENDS.

I MISS EENA PIGGY.
I MISS THE FIGTHING MOMENT.
I MISS THE GUGUGAGA WITH YOU

WE GONNA MEET UP SOON OK LOVE.

MEETING MY SAYANG SAYANG TMRW!
TAKECARE.

off day.

OFF DAY BABY!

REST AT HOME.
SEND AYANG TO SCHOOL.
NANI COME MY PLACE.
STAY TILL 6PLUS.
TALK TALK AND I FALL A SLEEP.
UNTIL SHE GO LIKE EH BABE TIDOR PULAK.
HAHAHA TAK BOLEH ANGKAT LOR.

OUH YAAA.
before that big war happen.
hahaha meet her stupid ex.
ask for the money he own nani.
he keep on denying and dont want to pay.
so was like shouting here and there.
and i was like kalau kau berani kau turun.
but he didnt so we waited till we decide to walk.
and heard his motorbike sound. so waited for him.
go out look left and right wanted to run away but saw me ask him to come to me.
hahaha.
so there it goes.
ALL THE MAKI HE TELL SHOUT AT US.
all i can go is defend nani.
hahaha.
not minah just concern.
whatever monkey. get your first pay and i want you to transfer nani 100bux back.
see the situation here. if 10 or 20bux its ok.
but this is 100bux siaa.
borrow money for what? for his bike.
if for other purpose takpeee.
sialllllpehhjantan. hahaha

tomorrow working.
ouh ya today FIVE YEARS.
bahhh. text him. and he go like ouh yaa. haha.
takecarepeople.
jgn salah fikir. five years of friendship. haha

never.

NEVER! not even a air i breath i think about that!
hahaha.

hello,
wuah my starting part like wuah ape hal ni.
hahaha nahh just that got this guy feeling over.
feeling hensem larrr.
feeling everyone falling for him
padahal bahhhhh


talking to dzul about his problem.
poorthing. waiting for man u match later on.
tmrw off. the only off day for this week damn.

johny pen lied to me.
say that his working today but end up he at bishan.
haha. takpe ingat.

friday atrium again. tired tired.
takecare people.

ouh ya ilybb.

tired.

HELLLOOO!

current mood: frustrated and tired.
hehe

so tired lar! ive been working for like three day straight and today at atrium.
a warehouse sales and imm like fcuking hell.
tired like hell. lucky can wear flipflop.
but it was fun tho. laughter was everywhere.
tomorrow working again but at my outlet sweet outlet.
hahaha.

ouh yeah.
i realize some changes in my life.
i have no time with my family
esp my smallest sister.
she start her primary one. and when i wake up she still asleep and when i get back
from work she will be sleeping.
but today she waited for me so because she say "ayang rindu kakak one hundred thousand two million time" hahaha whatever she mean but i know that so sweet of her.

surrounding is the same.
ouh ya somebody is changing.
ignoring my for few days already.
nevermind. when he got no one to talk to he will come find me
think what iam your superhero doll uh?
marvel action figure huh?
takpe lar.forget about him. i wont entertain him anymore lorrr.

better go to bed now.
my eyes bags is like making my eyes sepet. haha

takecare people.
i miss nurul and feelzah
i miss nadia,mardia,dhidi
i really miss syiqin.
and i miss my gunduhead nani.

always be my baby.

HARI INI, ESOK DAN SETERUSNYA.

OUH WELL.
today very tired and by tired mean fcuking tired.
hahaha. supposely not be working today due to some reason cause by my stupid manager
i must attend work today.
so come in around 3pm.
today iam tired not because of many customer but due to the changes.
must change all the product back to the normal place.
all gift set must pack in a box and return to warehouse.
what i mean by all IS LIKE 50OVER gift set.
but thats ok. i pack all the gift sets alone cause others are busy.
and manager step busy. babi.
come to closing.
all of sudden my manager forget to do ordering and she make it as a reason so that
she no need to help us with the changing.
and fcuking shit. all changes must be made by me,shima,mak ayam and a pregnant lady who are waiting for her labour next month..
wth is she thinking.
four people changing the whole store.
kak fara she squad, she band by herself without asking any help.
and i was so mad with her because she never ask me to do.
not that mad just concern.
but hello manager are u blind or what.
shes pregnant. i know she is our second incharge but still.
you can ask her to do ordering and u help us instead.
bloody hell.

but nvm kak farah.. just for awhile and say byebye to her and go have fun with your
four months maternity leave.

ouh ya. johny pen is super adorable today. haha

takecare people.
update soon.
tired four day straight work.
wth. and somemore kak fara she

half alive.

STRONG.
YES IAM STRONG
hahaha macam paham..

strong ke ape.
ngok gambar die melalak.
ngok msg die melalak.
ok typical melayu. hehe

nahh joking. yeah move on.
sooner of later.

working is so tiring this few days.
esp when nurul and feelzah is not around.
uwakkkk sedih.
i miss them lor.
FOR GODNESS FCUKING SHIT. ON THE 23RD THEN I WORK WITH FEELZAH.
BLOODY HELL. HOW CAN THIS BE. KAREN IS SO EVIL.
AND TWO WEEK ONCE THEN I WORK WITH NURUL.
WHY? TELL ME WHY CANT I WORK WITH THEM?
HAIYO. JAHAT SIAK PERANGAI.

so yeah. i miss chatting till late night.
talking with nani and tut on the phone.
nani nani tidor also want to talk.
hahaha. cute lor.
I WAS LIKE "NANII!!"
AND SHE WAS LIKE "EHM"
WHEN TUT SAY "NANIII!"
SHE GOES LIKE "YE APE YE"
hahaha can u see the big different.

i learn new trick from tut.
he will go like "da lar i taruk telephone lar"
and nani will go like "eh ok ok i da bangun"
HAHAHA. TAHU TAKUT

OK LAR.
TO ALL MY SAYANG SAYANG I SAYANG U GUYS.

you change my whole life.

every night.
every day.
of my life.
not even a day of my life i never think of you.
try my best to say to myself.
forget about him and move on.
but all the memory keep on stucking in my head.

yes i admit i have short term memory but come to you my memory doesnt seem to be short. it tend to stay.
hahaha.

everyday i browse through the text and chat log we used to have.
the smses will accompany me to work everyday.
the songs that you wanted me to listen.
thats the two things that accompany me everyday to work.
thank for giving me a chance of a life time that i know i will never feel it again.

i just cant stop reading all our chat log.
i love it 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,
11,12,13,14,15,16,17,18,19,20,
21,21,23,24,25,26,27,28,29,
30,31,32,33,34,35,36,37,38,39,
40,41,42,43,44,45,46,47,48,49
and the last wonderfull chat what i love it 50.
i love it is the name of the document i save our chatlog.
but the most wonderful is i love it 36 and i love it 43.
THE BEST and tears start to fall when i read it cause we two are just replying each other msn every time we send.
how i wish i could seat down here and talk to you.
how i wish your smses will wake me up early in the morning.
how i wish you can know how much u mean to me.

but life have to move on.
nobody know how i feel inside.
it hurts alot tho but i moving on with laughter without showing and clues to anyone that iam not ok.

thank baby for the memory.
have fun and long last with your gf.
takecare.

this one year crush aint going away eya eya eya eya.
haha "tet" wrong its going away sooner or later.

run baby run.

triplet piglet. hahaha


mak ayam "vogue"

JUST NOW WHEN BACK WITH MAK AYAM AND FEELZAH.
CRAZY CRAZY. TAKE STUPID PICTURE WITH FEELZAH MACBOOK.
MACBOOK KEPE. HAHAHA.

sometimes ive been wondering.
does you guys believe in what people call karma?
hmmm. what goes around come around.
sometime i do believe.
hahaha. like what happen just now.
this lady laugh at me cause i almost slip and fall.
when i was in the toilet with her. she slip and she fall.
hahaha. ok lucky i never trip and fall.
god! thank god.

ok now. dejavu?
you guys believe in it. hehe
yes i do. cause what ever i dream some will come true.
hahaha.
erm. like i dream about a guy come to me and say nice eyes.
and its happen just now.
hahaha. when lunch and this guy come to me and say nice eyes. hahaha
and i was like hahaha thank dejavu dejavu.

NOW TALKING ON THE PHONE WITH MY TWO GUNDU.
SAKET KELINGER. SHOUT SHOUT
HAHAHA

people people.
i dont know what iam feeling right now?
hurt? confuse? happy? crazy? hyper? frustrated?
ok all mix together.
and falling in love.

byebye
takecare
p.s cant u realize that i love you. haha

superhuman.

(gambar ini melambangkan kebosanan)

can i just shout at your face?
CAN I BE YOUR SUPERHUMAN!
CAUSE I NEED TO SAVE YOU FROM THAT BITCH.

hahaha joking joking.
bahhh iam bored.
today is like a super bored day.
i disturb all my friends.
i call them wish the new year.
msn with people wish them new year.

can i tell you that i love you?
haha however that is unlucky. haha

everything everything that i wanted.
how i wish all that i wanted i get.

i want to get back when the phone ring and i know it was you.
I MISS THE LOLIPOP RING TONE AND I KNOW IT WILL BE MY FTTP WHO TEXT ME!

but its ok. iam still hving fun with life tho.

tomorrow work.
monday working at imm atrium
FCUK. TIRED.
takecare people

New year.

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!
MAY ALL UR WISHES FOR 2009 COME TRUE.
MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY THIS NEW YEAR.

So new year.
My resolution for this year.
- slim down =_=
- complete my higher nitec and take diploma :D
- complete my lessen :D
- make my apa and my ama proud :D
- continue searching for true love :(

that is my five resolution.
haha

trying my best to slim down. haha
papa say i slim down since i work bodyshop.
thank bodyshop. haha
work there till i totally slim down then quit. haha.jk

yesterday. wanted to go to marina barrage but the jam there was like wuahh mampos.
so abang decide to go singapore fylers garden there.
so we seat there play board game.
singing i was the only one lar singing.
lucky tak hujan if not i will be blame. haha
eat popeye, take picture, hoping that babe will come but she change plan.
so hamper but nvm next year ok.
so seat there around 7plus.
it was fun tho but around us was full with minahs and mats.
hahahaha. i get irritated with their shuffle thinggy. haha
and its 11.45 everything was pack nicely and we getting ready to watch fireworks.
haha and papa come 5 minutes early so we are like awwww whole family is here.

12 MIDNIGHT!
THE FIREWORKS WAS A BLAST!
I WAS LIKE WUAH WUAH WUAH.
IN THE MIDDLE OF IT TEARS START TO POUR.
AND FLASHING BACK WHAT HAD HAPPEN TO ME LAST YEAR.
AND DONT WISH IT TO HAPPEN AGAIN.
AFTER THAT GILA CAME BACK AGAIN.
SHOUTING HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYWHERE.
AND THIS RANDOM PRETTY LADY INSIDE THE TOILET.
SAYING HAPPY NEW YEAR BABE.
AND I WAS LIKE HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU TOO PRETTY. hahaha

so really have fun last night
but it will be fun if i got bf on that day. haha
nahhh dream dream dream on

to my gr, happy new year. i love you guys no matter what happen you guys are my first bf. may allah bless you guys this new year. hope that all ur wishes come true. and study hard ok.

takecare people.
HAVE A GREAT NEW YEAR!
HAVE FUN
TO ALL SCHOOL BIRD. TMRW START A NEW YEAR AND START NEW TOPICS.
SO CONSETRATE OK.
my baby sister she going primary one awww. goodluck baby.

buang.

NEW YEAR COMING.
COUNTDOWN COUNTDOWN
HAHAHA

GONNA UPDATE MORE TMRW.
TODAY SUPER TIRED
CHANGE BLOGSKIN.

LOVE SAYANG CINTA.

going away.

Theres nothing more i can do.
and theres nothing better i can do.

The best way for me now is to move on and forget about him
but its difficult for me cause i love him.

But a guy like him just to difficult to win his heart.
Eventhough i know him for awhile but its random that we talk.
He just treating me like a doll that he will talk to me when he feel bored.
damn it.
its difficult tho.

Thank deeya for telling me about him.
i feel much more better.
its hard for me to forget him.
taking a knife killing myself.
HAYAK HAYAK. HAHAHA

ouh yeah.
can i be a superhuman to that someone?
hahaha. awwwwwww please allah can i?
hehe

people been saying that iam just a strong lady.
i can face all this problem alone.
but i cant cause i need some support.
but i still told myself that iam strong.
i still force myself to be ok.
allah always giving me such a test cause he know i can take it.
i can face it.
but i fail to face it.
i just have the strength to face it.

maybe what deeya say is true "like time change it for you"
cause she know it will be difficult for me to move on.
ok enough with the jiwang lar farahima.
hahaha

OUH YA MEET UP WITH BABYNADIAA.
GO HOME WITH HER.
AND I ALMOST TEAR BECAUSE I MISS HER ALOT.
DAMN
TAKECARE LOVE
SAYANG KAU GILE BABI.

confused.

SUPER DUPER MISS THE OLD TIMES.

hello people,
now as you can see i so rajin to update my blog everyday.
and this is an additional item in my daily routine.
wake up,bath,go work,go home,blogging,sleep and the same thing everyday.
HAHAHA BEDEK UH.
off days. lepak lepak lepakk.
hahaha.

so work have been tiring but all my tiredness wash away with wonderful workmate.
ESP WHEN MAK TAKDE.
hahaha ouh ya i want to introduce my belo and my gundu head workmate and lunch partner
NURUL SYAHIRA! TADAAAA hahaha. she the crazyiess lady on earth that i ever know. she will jump anywhere and dont care what people say. she will always do that goldfish emotion when she is bored. until i get addicted with it. thank eh nurul. hahaha
I WILL MISS YOU FOR TWO WEEKS :(
I WILL MISS FEELZAH!
ouh ya feelzah is another giler kakis there.
she know my secret. bahhhh SHHSSSSSSS.

johny pen is adorable pendek.
agnes b malay guy super funny always laugh at me due to some reason. hahaha bluek :P
the reason is one day mak ayam wanted to buy something from agnes b so she wanna get staff discount so she ask me to call him if i saw him walk pass so he walk pass my outlet and i was like "pst pst" hahaha a few times until he turn and look at me.
since that incident he will go "pst pst" if he saw me. thank eh pendek. haha

SINCE I WORK THERE I LEARN MANY FROM MY WORKMATE.
they nasihat me alot.
they make me became a better person.
they encourage me to do something that i have difficulty doing.
they support me and make me smile if i have bad day.
they will always say "fafa see that guy", "fafa he so hot", lastly may ayam word "fafa jangan nak menjuburkan diri ok, jage marwah"
HAHAHA THATS THE THINGS THAT THEY WILL SAY TO MAKE ME SMILE.
hahaha

gr i miss you guys.
syiqin frankly say i miss you..
haish.

FARHAN KAU IRRITATING!
NANI IS FALLING INLOVE WITH TUT!
hehe

takecareloveeee<3
NURUL SYAHIRAH TAKECAREE ILOVEYOU

kegeraman.

HELLO!

blogblogblogblog

so today had a wonderful great fabulous time with zye,nani,shah,dee,hidayah,nadia and tut at sentosa! SUPER FUN. SUPER HOT at first after a few hours under the sun the rain start to pour.
super fun! iam the camerawomen today cause i didnt swim due to some women matter hahaha.
so shah past me her NEW NIKON D60 and i was like bahh shit damn it i want that camera.
so i took alot of stupid picture. hahaha
but it turn out to be nice tho.
shah commented my photograph "blur like you also" hahaha
hahaha that was the starting larrr. its been quiet awhile i never snap pictures with nikon.
so after one hour my picture turn out to be supernice. hahaha
puju diri sendiri ehh. i just loving taking picture.
so we reach there talk talk swim swim eat eat and flashback more and more of it.
nani been pull into the sea by the bully partner haha.
and her reaction was super funny hahaha.
ouh ya we suppose to meet at 11.30 and i arrive 11.45 hehe :D
and shah super confident "will farrah be e last one to arrive"
hahaha so nani and i run all the way to the control station end up seeing three gundus seating down and shah was not there. hahaha
TU LAR CKP ORG LAGI :P
so nadia late =_=
so i must fetch here from bus station to the place. and it was like super far. hahaha
nvm for my babylove can hehe.
after that when lepaks at vivo.
THE FUNNIEST PART! KHALYZ AND THE GANG CAME AND WE ARE PLAYING "CARIK KAN"
example. khalyz will say "carik lima batang untuk aku"
hahahahah AND WE ALL LIKE ORANG GILA CARIK.
END UP WE ALL GIVE UP AND HE SHOW HIS FCUKING FIVE FINGER!
hahahaha.so its my turn i say "carik kan aku tin coke?"
hahaha everybody was like mane sial mane sial. hahaha
padahal that tin was beside jana(khalyz friend) HAHAHAHA BENGOK!
SO I SPENT MY DAY OFF WITH THEM WAS A BLAST SUPER BLAST!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I LOVE YOU GUYS.

TOMORROW WORKING.
shah picture soon okay.
takecare people.
ouh yaaa JOHNY PEN I MISS YOU! HAHAHA

melepas.

It takes a while for me to choose the correct skin for my blog.
All skins dont really suits.
Until i found this skin like "TADAAAAAA" hahahaha
merepek sia.

So erm, been busy lately since christmas is coming
Tonnes of gift set being sold.
And 18k a day? holy shit. haha
CRAZY.
tomorrow gonna be the last day working for the year.
ASYIK.

26th gonna get result!
holy shit. can i like dont check my result.
iam scare what if i fail how about my future huh?
god cant stop thinking about this.
working? nahh i need education to leave in singapore.
private maybe. private in travel and leisure.
hahaha. pray hard that i pass.

so lately.
trying myself not to fall for someone.
because he have a date.
no no cannot kacau.

ouh ya.
when clinic just now.
with nani thank for the accompany.
i was telling that doctor.
ive been having bad pains.
and stomach pain.
she reply "do you want to do any pregnancy test?"
and i was like "what?! i never had done sex how can i be pregnant?"
HAHAHAHA.
doctor doctor always look down on teenager now a days.
i know theres alot of before marriage but not me.
hahaha. adoiiiii.
nani say "babe what a joke of the day"
hahahaha babi kau.

so now deeya is telling me something.
hahaha. and iam shaking hahaha.

TAKECARELOVE.

running back.

There nothing i wanna update.
i just dont have mood lately.
iam sick and tired with people that dont appreciate me.
mum cant stop scolding me.
dad too. i just dont know why maybe because they found out something but bahh they knew it long time already.
its ok.

Love?
try to move on and forget about him.
but bahh still cant.
try to inlove with starbuck guy.
but bahh still cant.
try to find new lover.
but bahh still cant.
his love walauwei so strong lar. haha
until make me keep on running back to him.
and his love make me forget about all the bad things that he had done to me.
i just keep running back to him.
*lari lari terpelecok jap jeling kat dalam starbuck tapi tetap lari mengejar cinta yang tak kesampaian.* HAHAHAHAHAHA. merepek.



enjoy uh the video.
hahaha.
but i cant move on cause i cant forget everything we had. ewahhh hahaha

BYEBYE.

mampos.

malas nak layan.

hard to get.

three emotion to describe my feelings.
SAD, LONELY AND DEPRESS.
this three feelings been playing around with me for the past few days.
sad because i just cant take it when i saw couples walking holding hands.
lonely because i got no one to hold hands.
depress because i just cant get any partner. haha

how i wish what i want or i wish for will come true.
how i wish i have fairy godmother that will grant my every wishes.
how i wish i can be as pretty as a fairy.
how i wish that he wont be so ego and not choosy.
how i wish i can turn back time and tell him the truth before his attach?
how i wish i can tell that someone i love him and
how i wish he wont phew infront of me after i tell him that.

if only all my wishes can come true.
i will the happiest girl on earth.
but nahh i wont wish all my wishes come true.
cause i cant fight with what god has write for my future and story life.
i must accept it. iam happy that god gave me chance to be in this world and explore this different feelings.
eventhough iam not happy inside.
i will always try to smile and laugh outside.
because i know i still have my gr (syiqin is not included anymore), my family. my friend and workmates that will always make me smile and laugh out loud.
i try my best to make myself happy.

baby nadia bday just past. I LOVE HER TO THE BITS OF MY HEARTS.
and baby nani always. I LOVE HER TO THE TINNY PIECES OF MY HEARTS.
the same meaning tho. hahaha

ive been eyeing on this starbuck guy haha only deeya know who.
deeya rashia ok baby? haha.

takecare people.
try my best to be the best for him. haha

expensive dude.

check yes romeo.

bored.
gonna be mia from blog for a while.
busy with work.
no mood with life.

falling in love.
hahahah. nahhh

miss tb.
miss life.
miss chatting with peoples until late night.
hmmm.

bored with life.
bored with people.

angry with stupid work mate.
angry with that starbuck guy.

irritated with work mate.
irritated with my life.

happy with some work mate.
happy with swatch guys.
happy with customer that make me smile.

sad with life.
sad with myself.

takecare people.
ily.

check yes romeo.

hello.
atlast attachment finish liao.
now as a part timer.
miss working tho but having great time at home.
hahaha

miss mak ayam alot! hehe.

SO PEOPLE.
yesterday when back to school. was a blast!
i miss them! but we dont react like we miss each other. haha
laughing and giggling is the first thing i reach school. haha
take picturee and more picture.
i just love tb. hehe
but i didnt manage to meet some other course mates. its ok baby we can still meet other day. but i get the chance to meet LYDIAABABY! HUHU HAPPY SNGT! and bari hahahaha. smileysmiley cheeky cheeky. hahaha
WEEEEEE HAPPY SUNGGUH!
after that go lepaks with mardia,nani,jananana and kecik! hahahaha.
try try to ride his bikes hahahaha. so funny. bahhhh
jananana tompang and she was like eh fara eh fara hahaha.
but the engine is not on yet. until kecik turn on the engine she go "mampos" hahaha
cause i twist the thing to loud. hahaha
best best. he suggest me about some bikes. and i decide which bike to ride. huhu

few more days to go until ayang bday and nanibaby bday.
idk what to get for them. broke sia. haha
hmmmm.

sooo.
i miss bubu. haha.where are u bubu?
hope u doing good.

thats all.
takecare

is this true or what?

HEY PEOPLE.

OK FCUK IAM BORED!
hahaha

people people. life have been a blast lately.
but only outside mahh.
but inside only gods know.

ive been wondering myself.
why must this happen to me again and again.
when ever i love that someone.
there will always be someone interfere.
if i love that someone for one or two month i can get over it.
but now i love that someone for one year. or even worst for four years.
end up telling me i have someone else.
what ta fack?
hahaha
but why must they do this uh.
dont they think whatever that they did to me or some other people who been victim with this kind of guy will come back to them?
is not that i wanna say karma do happen.
but still they should understand mahh.
but lucky not all guys are like that.
some are just so sweet and adorable.
how i wish every guy in this world is like the other guy.
hahaha. but nehh everything happen for a reason.
even though it hurts alot to see couple walking by me holding hands.
i know iam ugly. but dont ugly people deserve to have someone that love her?
i just wish i was that lucky girl that i saw recently. sorry to say this but she was big size. but she have a lovely smile,cute behaviour and a loving bf..
but its ok. sooner or later.
everything have been write by god.
so we just accept it.

theres other suffer more than i suffer.
and i just dont know how can they be super strong without pouring a single tears down their cheek.
i hope i can be as strong as them.
now i just wanna study and make parents proud of me.
eventhough i always they call the "BLACK SHEEP" in family but still i wont make my parents hurt.

just pray hard.

HAHAHA SUMPAH AKU JIWANG NARI.
hahaha.

hope that someone which allah choose for me will come to me asap.
hahahaha. cause i need love.
hahaha. merepek =_=

OK LAR!
TAKECARE
p.s iam not over with you ok.

kemarahan

I AM SO SICK OF FALLING INLOVE WITH SOMEONE LIKE HIM.
hahahaha

hey people.
having my moody moody moment now. haha
and tiring my best to be ok.
eventhough iam not. bahhhh

due to some fcuker out there.
fcuker stop being irritating can?
"is she irritating or what?"
sape sia irritating. babikau.
hahahaha
please lar. stop it.

gonna have a weekend off this week.
happy lorr. two days never see my "WONDERFULL" manager!
hahaha.
attachment ending soon

i miss tb so much!
meet this 1 dec!
hehe. and graduation day!
hahaha
TB OII!

gr! nani,dhidi yest celebrate kecik bdae.
but i didnt get the chance to hug mymardia.
ouh yeah. adiksyiqin. please come back home
AND TO YOU THAT FCUKER SHEILA GIVE MY ADIKSYIQIN BACK TO US CAN?
PLEASE LAR KAU FIKIR KITE TAK TAHU DIE KAT MANE? BABI KAU.

chatting with new friend now.
nadress nice name huh.
btw stop denying the truth.
u are cute. haha
gugugaga moment with nadress.
very funny lar him

ok lar. takecare people
byebye<3
p.s iam not desperate for ur love or anyone. fcuker

ghostly mood.

(when boredom strike)


Today having my off day before going to the war tomorrow hahaha.
weekend mahhh so many customer like war. hahaha.
ok lame.

This lazy butt just cant get off my bed i woke up at 2pm.
but i slept late last night. Around 5am.
Iam just bored with my life.

ouh ya. lately ive been realize that many asian is dating english man?
its cool but what about the asian guys?
poorthing but not all asian girl lar.
&& chinese guys with malay girl.
&& malay guys with chinese girl.
&& indian guys with malay or chinese girl.
since i work rfc different kind of couple i can see.
sometimes they are just so sweet but sometimes the are acting like a sweet couple.
but its cool that the are mutli racial. hahaha

ok thats all.
and i cant believe i finally forget about that one year crush.
i hate him.
hahaha.
takecarelove

sometimes it hurts.

Today, is the day that officially forget about someone.
Thank god! Iam cool with it. He have the time to give others comment but not me.
Iam not jealous or what, iam his friend too.
It hard to forget about him cause its been one year i have a crush on him.
I know maybe its not my faith with him.
Having my bahhh mood yesterday but i learn a lot from that experient
But it hurts a alot. Its ok iam still smiling haha.

BUT!
Last Saturday, i make my four year and the longest crush i have mad at me.
Due to what i say to him. So now he knew about the four years thinggy. And his cool with it. Thank god. But nahh he wont be with me due to some reason he say and i dont wish to eleborate more cause it will hurt me more. haha

The best thing is just six days after he broke my heart another hope of mine broke my heart too. Thank you guys, guys are always the best =_=

OK ENOUGH WITH EMOING.
now back to me. haha
NOW WORK IS A BLAST. AND I REALLY MEAN IT BLAST.
cause its christmas season already. YAYA i know its fast.
&& like every week we must change the display and stuff.
Thank to my BELOVED manager for putting my shedule every time the stock come or must change display must have my name in it.
Thank alot.
but theres so fun parts too with makyam,feezah,suu hahaha the crazyones plus me. and mandy and the rest excluding my BELOVED manager. haha

GR, i miss you guys so much.
outing soon. ok i always say that but we never go out. haha
ok after we finish attachment then we meet you k babynad? hehe.

TB, MEET YOU GUYS THIS 1DECEMBER WUHUUUUU!
hehe then go makan at our favourite place MR PRATA. hahaha

ok. that all.
wanna go to beb.
takecare
&&iam so gonna delete ur num.

loneliness

busy with work.
busy with life.
busy with love.
busy with friends.
busy with everything.
hahaha

last sunday. slaming damnding lor. haha.
two wedding at one time.
abg yus and kak eka marina first.
the wedding was a blast. i wanted to stay till the last part. where all of my aunties and even the couple dance hindustain. bestnye.
but kak kamilah and abg adam wedding also was a blast. meet my crazy cousin.
talk shit, but yati and amir is not there so out shit is not that shit. but not until tasha the shit ass is not there. hahaha. if she was there its gonna be a shit ass laughing moment. haha. pakcik aman if u reading this. sorry tak censored sikit. haha.
btw pakcik aman is my regular blog reader. haha
the pakcik that i love so much. haha

the next day must work. wuah piang lei. so tired.
karen is a mf. her mouth so wadever lor.
nvm i will see how. whether i wanna continue next year or not.
but feezah,mak yam all want me to continue. hahaha. so wait and see lor.

tmrw work until monday. so tired. now christmas season already. like wth? not even one month to christmas sia. but nvm.

&& thx to fyla,dee,shah,dhidi,renuka and nanisyg to give me a look at my new job. thx.
love you guys. and zye sorry i didnt work lar just now. zye also msg me wanna meet me but i nvr work. thx ladies. MEET UP SOON TB.

takecare.
byebye

crush

HELLO!

atlast i have the time to update my blog.
been so busy with work,work and more work
hahaha. been so busy until i forget to do my schl project. hahaha. reason.

life is bored. HARI RAYA WAS A BLAST.
but i feel bad i didnt get to go out with tb. cause my secondary school friend also go out on the same day. so its not fair lor.
i miss tb alot. TB OII OUTING SOON!

so now i must force myself not to love him anymore. cause he have a great plan ahead with someone else. yeah goodluck pal.

i told someoene the truth. hahaha he was shock. and he told me the same thing to :D
hahaha

i miss my cousin lar.. yati goodluck for ur a level ok, dayah and amir too goodluck for your o level. ayu and tasha goodluck with THE THREE FINGER CLUB. hahahaha. you guys know what i mean. hahaha adik shakilah i miss you and thank for giving me that useless guy num. idiotic lor he. hahaha.

btw work, i meet great work mate esp mak yam she really good. shima,kak farah, feezah (gile), mandy, gregory and all. but sometimes the manager sucks alot. not only me cant stand it the rest too but what to do she our "MANAGER" hahaha

ok thats all i gonna say.
ouh ya did share my deep sorrow problem with fftp. and he really make my day by saying all those words that make me twice as better.
thx fftp love yaaaa..

takecare friend
i miss gr, nani,nadia,mardia,dhidi and syiqin happy with ur attachment excluding nadia happy with ur new guy. muahahaha. love you guys.

TB

This entry is about TB

i just want you guys to know
how much i treasure you guys.
you guys own a large piece of my heart.
i dont want our laughing moment to end.
i dont want our joking moment to end.
i love those time.
8 months is not enough for us.
i want to extent the school weeks.
after attachment i wont be able to see you guys again.
tomorrow gonna be the break fast outing. and i dont want it to be our last outing.
i want for outing. after fasting month and attachment we find one fine day to go out ok.

special appreciation,

lisa, thx for being my bored partner at school.

shah, cagali! thx for being that someone that make me smile everyday.

zye, ashikebab! your advice to me i wont forget. and thx for the nick name HAGRET!

dee, my tattoo artist. haha, i love your hand drawing.

haizel, joker! thx for making us non stop laughing in class.

sophia, cutie pie! your cuteness wont be forget "i dont want to die" hahaha chu chi tunnel memory

tengy, my look alike smile mate. i love you.

shuhui, my korean addict mate. hahaha. i love you.

chris, laoda, thx for taking care of us. we really love you. we really do.

alvin, my naughty naughty pal. hahaha

nadia, thx for being that someone i can talk with and share my problem with.

yana, polar bear. thx for supplying me something. when i need one. hahaha.

fyla, my rnt dont know partner. hahaha. we always dont know what to do during rnt. haha

fatin, my crazy kakis. always layan my nonsence. hahaha. thx.

shela, the catwomen. hahaha ur nail scratch your enemy. hahaha

nicholes, the guy that cant stop talking hahaha. tell me more stories :D

liah, the gal that i wont forget.

aisyah, fishball! thx for hearing all my problem. and we are crying buddies!

lastly, dhidi, thx for being my five years mate.. and thx for not stopping being my friend and entertain all my mood swing. i love you alot.

I REALLY LOVE TB.
I CANT WAIT TMRW!

TAKECARE

Closer

CLOSER CLOSER.
hahahaha.

FINALLY, exam finish.
leave me with one test.
not exam. so dont really count. hahaha

I GOT TO GO.
BYEBYE
TAKECARE

7 things

13 more days.
to hari raya.
i dont fell like it but bahhhh
hahaha

yesterday got kenduri at tasha place.
it was fun to have break fast together. and solat together.
but the heart breaking part is man u lose. wth wth wth!
hahaha
and they are super happy! cause they are liverpool fans.
its ok. got next match!

i had a great dream last night
can i have more great dream today and the next day and the next day
hahahaha
last two days. nice dream ive been dreaming
very nice
hahaha

tuesday, RNT test must study.

takecareLOVE

sempurna

THIS IS REAL, THIS IS ME
all my life i pray for someone like you.
but when i found someone that i pray for.
i starting to feel regret.
regret in the sense the way you treat me.
you ignore me.

SOON.
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.


takecarepeople

Selamat Berpuase

SELAMAT BERPUASE SEMUA!

HAHAHA.
fasting month have come.
all our late grandparent soul are release.

i miss nenek so much.
now she is around me always.
i love her alot.

TMORROW SCHOOL ALREADY!
TIRED!
FASTING!

WEDNESDAY WORK ALREADY!
TIRED!
FASTING!

HAHAHA

TMRW GONNA UPDATE AGAIN.
BYEBYE
TAKECARE
waiting for pple to talk with. haha

Better In Time

PEOPLE!
IAM BUSY WITH WORK.
SCHOOL.
TIRED. SUPER TIRED LOR.

happy teachers day to my very own beloved teacher MR SHAHRIL JUMAT.
his the best teacher. he understand me alot.
i mean alot. hahaha
sorry didnt make it today.
got natas talk.

i was hoping to get a good attachment soon.
i wanna continue study larr.
papa nagg.

all my mama sickness transfer to papa already
he cant stop nagging larrr.
please papa. hahaha
but the way he nag is kinda funny.
hahaha

btw sorry papa, i didnt mean to do it.
it will be my last time to do it.
i promise
hahaha
ceyyy

fall for you back?
NO WAY. HAHA. AFTER WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO ME.
I WONT.

i will still l0ve my one and only tut tut tut
hahaha

TAKECARE
enjoy my night talking with two best buddy.
haryani and fftp a.k.a alanredwannovahussien.

Sick And Tired

GREETINGS FROM ME.
HAHAHAHA

merepek gituk.
TODAY SUPER FUN AND SUPER TIRED.
must dress up for BEG. its was fun yet tiring.
from 8 till 4 must where high heels shoes.
plus after schl go town. dinner at swensen
and we celebrate our mr joker in class bdae.
HAIZZEL ARIF. HAPPY BDAY JOKER!
during lesson. so excited must put on make up.
and i dont even know how to put on make up.
so i call mama and ask her. hahaha.
afterall our class turn out to be the nicest class to dress up so far.
my leg is aching not mine only. my gfs in class too. hahaha
very shocking to see zye and shah so pretty. damn pretty.

while typing my eyes is half close. hahaha.
sleepy.
gonna upload pictures tmrw.
i was hoping to dump into someone just now.
but i dump into diff person. hahaha

tmrw napfa and i super tired.
nvm today sleep early lor.

TAKECARE.
p.s fttp takecare misses

Hari Ini, Esok Dan Seterusnya

HEY.

having a great time this few days.
talking with crazy friends.
that make me laugh and smile everyday.
irritated with mom.
she just cant stop nagging at me =_=.
what to do. fftp will always say remember "MOM"
hahaha.
waiting for someone
that make me smile every single day.

clean up my room
my messy messy room. now is clean.

listen to my fav playlist.
sing a long season everyday.
thats make me smile. haha
singing my fav song now. PARTY PEOPLE.
hahaha rap macam mamak keling.
hahaha

i look happy outside but
inside. GENG GENG GENG.

i just hate her. she just cant get enuff.
she stole everything from me.
nvm. i wont do anything.
god will.

control my anger.
haha

takecarepeople

P.S HAPPY BDAY DHIDI.
I LOVE YOU LIKE HELL YA.
MAY ALL UR WISH COME TRUE.

kangen

OUH LOVE.
I MISS YOU SO MUCH

happy birthday to my beloved deeyanah!
hope all her dream come true.
i love her alot.

next week monday.
must dress up.
formal wear.
WTF? i dont know what to wear.
hahaha

Now. iam addicted to this song
mengenangmu by kerispatih.
nice song.

havin bad headache now.
so gonna update soon
byebye
takecare

p.s i miss myfttp.

BAHBAH

HELLOOO
SICK AND TIRED.
SO CANT UPDATE.
HAHAHA

TALKING WITH YANI
SO YAAA

BYEBYE
TAKECARE
PATHETIC SIA THIS ENTRY.
BAHAHAHA

Two face busted

Heyhey.

yesterday was fun,
talk someone about my problem.
and that someone is yani.
she really great at make me laugh and smile back.
and even forget about that bitches.
not forgotten i did talk to fftp yest.
was fun. kinda miss him. so talk it all out yest. haha.
and the day before. awesome lar

&& had a dream last night.AWESOME OII
TELL YOU THIS AWESOME SNGT!
hahaha. i told yani. she was like adoi. haha

sooo.
today, someone did tell me something that i dont wanna hear.
that girl, haish i trust her. nvm i just know her for 8 months?
i dont wish to continue my friendship with someone like her.
i dont even bother her life. but why must she bother mine?
thx bff for telling me all this.
thats what we call bff.

BUT WHAT I CARE?
btw my blog. wuah hangat.
i dont know lar.
i wanna delete it but my frens was like "eh jgn i love drama"
hahaha. but its kinda true. DRAMA.
i dont know what i did wrong people wanna hate me?
hahaha.
if you hate me "iffazat" come to me and tell aites.

TMRW GONNA BE A NEW DAY.
and iam got mission! haha
lame.

takecarePEOPLE.
p.s thx yani for always be by myside ily.

sick

HEY IAM SICK.
SUPER SICKK. WEAK TO WALK.
HAHAHA.
TIPU UHHH.

EH I GOT STUPID TAGGER.
STOP IT STOP IT.

can i go a million miles away from herw?
stop being a burden in my life.
i really wanna be free now.

hahahaha
bahhhhhhhhhh..

p.s i miss fttp. haha. so long nvr talk.

TAKECARE.
BYEBYE
gonna update soon. hahaha

fading

HELLO.
SO TODAY NOTHING MUCH. HAVIN THIS FCUKING FLU.
SNEEZING THE WHOLE DAY. UNTIL I FORGET HOW TO DO MY RNT =_=
i wanna cry to bad. why must i be sick in this moment of time.
the important thing i need to study and do. i must study hard
many people stare at me just now. until i piss of and show this sign _|_ to them.
irritating oii. i go out the whole bunch look at me. i outside they look at me.
maybe that someone told them about me. FCUKER. TUTUP MULUT UH.. if they got any problem with me can talk right. haiyo. grow up lar dey. ITE ALREADY. ITE DEY ITE.
hahaha
my classmate(thecloseone)ask to ignore them cause they always realize it.

SO.
ive been thinking lately.
its better to stop loving him.den i hurt
but his my first love.
so its super diff.
but i try.
i cant manage to forget about him.
so i think back.
i should give my emotion another try.
if i can manage with it.
i gonna continue loving you.

HAHAHA. JIWANG HABIS.

sick

HELLO.
TOMORROW SCHOOL ALREADY. AND GUESS WHAT I GOT TEST.
WADUHH. STRESS OIII. BUT HOPEFULLY I CAN CATCH UP WITH MY STUDIES.
MANY THINGS HAPPEN AND BOTHER ME LAR.
WHY CANT PPL STOP BOTHERING MY LIFE?

maybe everything changing between you and me?
and pple stop making us fade apart can?
esp to that bunch of loser.

6 more weeks schooling. den attachment.
hope to get good attachement place.
hmm.. gonna go job hunt this friday. hahaha

I REALLY WANNA HAVE A GOOD REST.
MUST PREPARE FOR TMRW TEST.
TAKECARE PEOPLE

p.s to that bunch of loser. stop all acting ok.

sick

HELLO

IAM SUPER SICK
TWO DAYS MC
I WANNA GO SCHOOL
BUT BODY TO WEAK LARR.
I DONT WANT TO MISS RNT SEY.
HAIYOOOO.
WEDNESDAY MUST CATCH UP EVERYTHING I MISS.

WADUHHH. SAKET BANGET.

BEING BORED LATELY.
GOT NOTHING BETTER TO DO.
STOP AND STARE AT THE COMPUTER SCREEN ONLY.
usually i will be staring and laughing and chatting with fftp. but now he busy already. its ok. i understand understood. hope to have a long talk with you soon.

WANNA HAVE A GOOD REST.
JUST FINISH CHATTING WITH YANI.. LOL.
SHE SO FUNNY LAR.

OK LAR.
TAKECARE PEOPLE

p.s i miss everything about you

pissy

HELLO.
I GOT NO MOOD TO WRITE ANYTHING TODAY.
MAYBE LATER AT NIGHT.
STOP GIVING ME FAKE PROMISES CAN?
THERES NOTHING BETTER TO EXPRESS NOW.
I LOVE THIS SONG ALOT.
YOU GUYS SHOULD KNOW THIS SONG.

Because tonight will be the night that
I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a GUY like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

ENVY

HELLO PEOPLE!
ITS BEEN LONG TIME SINCE I UPDATE.
NOW I HAVE THE TIME TO UPDATE SO I UPDATE.

been sick this few days. since the day i came back from VIETNAM.
i dont know what i eat wrong at there. cause all the food was fine there.
so now. iam waiting for my beloved fftp to come online. its been a long time since we talk together yaw. kinda miss him. haha.

VIETNAM ROCK!
the shopping there was superb. so cheap and nice. i bought chance channel perfurm. for 10bux sg dollar and its original oii. hahaha. bought many stuff there. and i did donate to this small kid. he is so cute. and he is so kesian. i saw him eat the balance food at the foodcourt. like a bird. and i cry. so i buy him food and drink. and gave him some money. how i wish i can bring him back to singapore and takecare of him. SO, next the food there was kinda nice. the first day food was fine but the second day dinner was superd. everyone was like "SEDAP NYEE"
hahaha. and it was super pedas. hahaha i was kinda shock to saw a malay foodcourt there. The hotel was awesome, theres a few gangguan there but nahh ignore it cause hotel mahh so we cant deny theres nothing there. First night sleep with renuka cause i was super tired. after that 2 hours walking searching for food at night and its raining. it was fun. CHRIS such a good traveler. Second day, we went to chu chi tunnel, it was super fun and super scary and super tired and super dirty. i cant believe i when in that small tunnel and dark. my fear is dark and small squezzy place. and i manage to duck walk until we cant take it anymore. cause our leg is aching oii.. two days suffer from leg cramp. after that when to this factory that they make their own handcraft painting. so damn nice. i got took this picture and it look like a real bridge to me. if i got that pic inside my comp i will upload it. haha. than we when dinner at the malay restaurant. after that balik hotel. that night i cant sleep something fishy going on in my room. so i sleep at alvin room with dee,liah,aisyah and nicholes and mira. haha. mira hug me and she was like. "like my teddy at home".. sleep till tmrw. the next day thx to tengy wake us up. i was like zombie that what was she told me. with my teddy pyamas i when up to my room. she been wondering where am i going? hahaha. the third day it was wild wild wet day. i love it alot. we had a 1 hr 45 mins ride from hotel. i seat with nicholes. we sleep like pig. hahaha. until i hear ZYE SNOAR. LOL.. so when we reach there we took a boat ride to coconut factory. otw there we get coconut drink. it was a awesome ride. hahaha. den we walk walk walk laugh laugh laugh. until we reach at this horse car ride. SUPER FUN. hahaha. the horse that i ride was kinda old. hahaha. and they was like "kesian kuda tu" hahahaha. TAK BAIK OII. after that we when to fruit farm. and there was SUPER DUPER BIG SNAKE.. they take picture with that snake. shopia and i. stand far way from them. hahaha. cause we two hate it alot. after that we took a SAMPANG ride back to the boot we ride just now. it was super fun. nani,kikin,mardia and i we took the same sampang. it was a fun ride. and a nerve racking ride too. hahahaha.
den we had our lunch at the restaurant there. we ate there special dish "BIG ELEPHANT EAR FISH" hahahah i dont know why that fish name is weird but kinda nice lar. DEN BACK TO HOTEL! FAVOURITE PART OR MY DAY! all of us. not all lar some only. when to alvin room AND WE PILLOW FIGHT. HAHAHAH. wuhuuuu. I START IT FIRST BY HITTING THAT DUMP ASS HAIZZEL. HAHAHA. we been fighting from the bus to the shopping place den hotel. hahaha. den we all run into the room and fight. hahaha it was super pain i tell you this. hahahaha. i smack everyone. WUHUUU. but end up i lying on the floor hahahaha. dhidi jatoh so cute. hahaha. zye was so happy that she get to push me till fall. hahahaha. I REALLY LOVE THEM. den that night. i,dee,nani,mardia,mira and zye sleep in mardia room. actually zye was alseep. all of sudden she wake up and say "aku masuk bilik aku uh" hahahah. and i was like uhh ok ok. while i was happily sleeping. all of sudden. dee snoar super loud. hahaha. until i and mardia. laugh out loud. hahahaha. THE NEXT DAY. EVERYONE PUT SAD FACE. I WAS SUPER SAD TOO LAR. THE ENJOY IS FINALLY END. HAIYO. UNTIL WE REACH THE AIRPORT. and i and haizzel still fighting there. i hope sophia dont mind. cause we are like sibs. hahahahaha.
we reach singapore airport i was super happy. switch on my hp and hoping for someone to text me. BUT WALUWEI SATU HABOK PUN TAKPE. when out hug everyone. and i run to my baby sister and hug her like no other people bussiness. hahaha. and i saw one of my friend his bf buy for her roses. and i was like awwww, i want that too hahahaha.
so the end. wuah so long.

hahahaha
hmmm. this few days. i feel kinda lonely. idk why.
so i gonna update soon.
TAKECARELOVE.
imysm

over my limit

HELLO PEOPLE
HAHA
AND THIS ENTRY I DEDICATE TO THAT FCUKER

HEY FUCKER,
THANK YOU FOR TAGGING ON MY BLOG.
F.Y.I I DELETE ALL YOUR TAG AND I EVEN BAN YOU FROM TAGGING ON MY BLOG.
AND THX TO YOU. IAM PISS OFF AT SOMEONE ELSE YEST.

YOU ARE SUCH A FCUKER.
I DONT EVEN CARE IF YOU WANNA SCOLD ME.
BUT HEY YOU SCOLD MY MOTHER "PUKIMAK"
WALAUWEI.
I CAN TAKE EVERYTHING BUT ONCE COME TO MY MAMA.
I CANT TAKE IT.

IF YOU REALLY HATE ME.
TELL ME.
DONT MAKI MY MAMA. SHE DONT EVEN INVOLVE IN THIS MATTER.

p.s alan iam sorry about yest. all of sudden i become pissy with you.so sorryy
next entry gonna be about you and others.
takecarelove<3
&&i promise no more secret between us